I've been thinking about signing up for CAP council, but I'm bad at being a leader (as seen from my chairperson status last year eugh that didn't go well), so maybe not. My writing sucks anyway.

Sometimes I wonder what people think about me when I'm not around. You know that kind of thing where you talk about someone else, or they just pop into your mind, that kind of thing? It's bizarre to think about. Just. You're present in someone else's mind at some point, maybe in some dream, you'll never know. And that's weird.

My brother's crying in the other room. I wonder how babies think if they don't know how to speak. Do they just think in garbled sounds? That's so weird, man. It's the same with animals. Do they think in animal sounds?

Do wounds heal better if there was an infection that scabbed over and you peeled it away to let it bleed and heal all over again? Like, reopen it so it can heal and give the skin a better closure? You know, when you scrape your arm or knee on something and it heals kinda wonky because there was some infection raging there before? And if you peeled the dead cells and bacteria there and let it heal, would the wound close up properly? That's something I need to know to make sure my motto's scientifically correct.

Does drinking coffee actually make you shrink? I was complaining to my mum about how my friend was growing a shit ton even though he's already tall as hell, and how I seemed to be staying at the same height (I swear I grew a couple centimetres okay my uniform got shorter). She told me all the instant coffee I drank was making my bones deteriorate and that I wasn't drinking enough milk to get the calcium to grow. Hm.

Where do we go when we die? Our consciousness is only fuelled by chemicals and atoms and molecules buzzing around to form a complex organism. It's weird how our brains, a lump of cells and electrical signals, can memorise, remember so many things and control the entire body at once. It's so weird.

Alright, questions finished. I'll go and sleep now. Have a nice day/night.