MAY 06, 2017 – INTELLEGO

          Realization.

          I realized that I didn’t commit suicide because of anyone, or anything. I did it because of myself. I pitied myself. I put the blame on everyone around me even though they didn’t do anything to me. I was so wound up on thinking of myself that I wasn’t aware of who I became. I was happy, but I wasn’t contented. I didn’t accept the fact that I am who I am. I didn’t accept myself.

          I always wanted to become the best that I felt worst. I was doing harm to myself while thinking that others are harming me. My thoughts killed me, not anyone else.