I woke up the next morning extra early to stop at the office and grab my things. John offered to come. But I suggested it'd be a bad idea. I had to do this on my own. Since it was still a holiday, there wouldn't be many people at work.

I took a breath before entering the building. Luckily, there were only a handful of people working when I reached my floor. I noticed my office door occupied as I entered.

"Hey." I said quietly.

Andrew turned around and put down the picture of us he was looking at. "Hi. I um, didn't expect to see you today."

I shrugged and grabbed the box off one of the drawers. "I figured I'd get my things before the people from last night see my walk of shame out of the building. It'll lessen the sting a little."

I began tossing my things into the box when he came over and stopped me. I sighed and looked at him. "How could you let me lose my job Andrew? Of all things..."

"I'm sorry this happened. You think it brings me joy to see you hurt?? Well it doesn't. It fuckin sucks."

"Andrew you can't change what happened last night. You broke my heart. You of all people!"

"And I'm sorry. Lucy you mean a lot to me and seeing you leave the way you did last night just broke me."

"Then why her?? Don't I matter anymore?" I looked up at him as my eyes began to water. He looked into my eyes and reached over, grabbing the phone. I gave him a confused look as he dialed and waited.

"Hello? Yes this is Andrew Stephens calling from Rolling Stone magazine. I wanted to adress an issue that was made last night here at the company regarding an editor of mine being let go."

He waited and sat down on the edge of the desk. I couldn't help but to smile at how professional he sounded as he spoke.

"....yes I know what happened last night was offcial but I'm also telling you it was a mistake. I take full responsibility for it and...."

I leaned over and hung up the call. Andrew set the phone down and looked at me.

"Lucy what...."

"Don't Andrew. My time here is done. Plus, after last night I don't think I'll be able to face everyone again. I just...I'm done." I gave him  a small smile. "But thank you for doing what you just did. It shows me you still care."

"Lucy I can get you your job back. Please let me." He pleaded. I shook my head.

"I can't. But, it's been fun working with you." I wrapped my arms around his waist. He cupped my face into his hands and pulled me into a deep kiss. I closed my eyes and moved my fingers to the back of his head, pulling his hair a bit as he nibbled on my bottom lip.

"Let's run away together huh? You and me." He chuckled. I laughed and pulled away, still in his arms.

"I'd love that so much Andrew. I just...I don't know what's left of me. My life is just a huge burden and all I am is an obstacle in other people's way. I wish you didn't have to worry about me. I wish John would just make up his mind so I can be free."

"You are free Lucy."

"I'll never be free Andrew. Sometimes I just...I think of ending it all..."

"Lucy don't talk like that. You're such a joy to be around. I love you. Your boys love you..."

"You have a wife. A family. John has a wife and a family. Julian can easily go back to his real mother and Maxwell can...he can be with you. And where does that leave me? Alone. That's all I'll ever be."

"Shhh Lucy. Come on, let me take you out tonight yeah? I think you need it."

I shook my head. "I need sleep more than anything."

"Then let me come by later on. Please."

I nodded. "Alright. I'll be waiting."

"Good." He smiled and kissed my cheek. I took a breath and looked around at the room.

...

When I arrived home, I was a bit sad but relieved to see John gone. Julian told me he had to go back home to Yoko and Sean. I understood and decided to take a nap.

..

10 Hours Later
7:13 pm

"Lucy...Lucy honey wake up."

I opened my eyes slowly to see Andrew. He sighed and turned the lamp on to see my teary eyes and tissues scattered around the bed.

"You poor thing. What's got into you Lucy. You're never like this." He said kissing the top of my head. I sat up and shrugged.

"Maybe i'm tired of being strong. Maybe I need someone to take care of me." I frowned, looking down at my hands.

"Well, I'm here now. I'll make you some tea and get dinner. I won't let misery win this time." He left the room, leaving me alone. I got out of bed, wrapping a blanket around myself and sat on the sofa.

"Where's Julian?" I asked.

"John came over to pick him up. He's staying with him for a little while."

I nodded and looked around at the messy room. "Max?"

"He's asleep."

I looked at the clock. "How long have you been here??"

Andrew chuckled and came into the room with a cup, handing it to me. I took it.

"I've been here for two hours now. I'm worried about you Lucy."

"Don't be. I'm not yours to be worried about."

"That's where you're wrong. You're my friend and the mother of my child. So in a way, it still makes you mine." He smiled. I blushed and took a sip.

"Cocky bastard." I muttered. He laughed and sat next to me.

"I'm staying tonight."

I shook my head.

"No Andrew..."

"I don't want you doing something stupid. Now don't tell me you're strong enough or you'll be alright. You said it yourself. You need someone to take care of you. So, here I am."

"What about John?"

"He asked me to take care of you. Sean's got a fever and he needs to be with his family right now."

I sighed and nodded. "Andrew?"

"Yes?"

"I don't blame you for what happened last time we spoke. I mean a few weeks ago. When I told you I wanted another baby. I understand now."

"Lucy about that I wanted to tell you..."

"It's okay Andrew. I don't want another baby anymore. I mean I do but now...I'm just a complete mess. I can't help but to feel embarassed at how helpess I am."

"Don't be Lucy. You're only human. Plus, this gives us an excuse to spend a little extra time together." He smirked. I giggled and bit my lip, scooting closer to him.

"Yeah? Does it matter how we spend our time?" I asked, moving into his lap. He pulled the blanket off of me and moved his hands up and down my bare thighs.

"Nobody has to know." He teased, pulling me into a kiss. The sound of our lips smacking together filled the silent room. After a few minutes of losing air and heavy breathing, I pulled back and unbuttoned his shirt, sliding my hands over his naked chest.

"Here? Or bedroom?" I asked.

..

One Hour Later

"Shit." Andrew sighed as he ran a hand through his hair. I bit my lip to hide my smile as he caught his breath.

"Pretty great huh?" I teased, sliding my finger up and down his chest as I straddled him. He smiled and pulled me down so our faces were inches apart.

"I missed this." He said between pecking my lips.

"Mmm. Me too. Stephens your a bad boy you know that?" I squeeked as he flipped us over. I wrapped my legs around his waist and rested my hands on his shoulders as we kissed.

"Is this your way of trying to make me feel better?" I asked, looking into his eyes. He kissed the tip of my nose and shook his head.

"No. It's just something I think we both need. I love you Lucy....I want to be with you."

I studied his eyes and realised he was being serious. "How far are you willing to ruin your life for me?" I asked.

He sighed and rolled off me, laying on his back and staring at the ceiling. I rested my chin on his chest and looked up at him. I could tell he was in deep thought. I didn't bother him. I just watched. Then he spoke.

"I want to get a divorce."

I stayed silent, just looking into his eyes. Then there was a knock at the front door. We both sat up and broke our stare. It was only a little past nine. I knew who it was. Even if I did move on with Andrew, John will always be in the way of me finding true happiness. I knew I was going to have to choose. John or Andrew. Someone's heart was soon going to be broken. And I knew it was going to be mine.

.......