My life at this point was nothing I had no family moon was gone and fawn....she was around sly had taken Ever green to her home for better herbs...I..I stayed I was never sure why I did or...what was left for me thorn clan was no more I had moved on...but...from claw was finally gone...I never found out were his son went his son was not a bad person just...had the wrong knowledge I just hopped some were he had found a home ...but for me I stayed...thinking I was not sure why...I felt..like I didn't belong any were which sucked of course but knowing me being alone I was use to it just meant I didn't have to worry about talking but one day I met a cat that change my life forever ....it started on a cold day of had finally stopped raining I stayed in leader den thinking : Dam lynx has a big den this place is like a cave...what's 1 female need with so much room * but then coming back hearing rustling outside I got up slowly going out looking around ? Now at this point I was in no mood for for trespassers as I looked out seeing a somewhat tall Tom a lighter color then me but black with spotted nose that was white he finally noticed Me staring at him he came over confused probably wondering why I was out here alone ironically he asked just that what I was out alone in a camp that was declared abandon a long time ago I didn't answer him only asking what he was doing here and a Name scatter nose with his whitish purple eyes looked at me asking :what are you doing out here alone what happen to your face are you a rouge? * and before he keeper going I stopped him from all the questions and preventing him from talking my Good last ear off I answered all his questions then he answered mine he was apparently a tribe cat he has lost his tribe a long time ago he changed his name so others think he was a clan cat now he was looking for somewhere to live alone away from others I agreed to let him stay I mean 1 cat couldn't hurt after that he spent a lot of time together I told him of my travels and he told me of his I told him that my father had been a tribe cat but I never got his name he told me he had never known his father for his mother me and him were like brothers the days went on and the days grow colder he called us leaders of our own world and no one could stop us I let him sleep in warrior den this...here it...it felt right like this was what I was missing ? I told Scatter of Ever green and how he was sick and that he was getting better Scatter always listened when I got worried about him going back and forth wondering if he had forgotten me or if he even still liked me but still my newly found brother very much assured me that he still liked me and would never forget me even if he didn't know who Ever was but in my mind the bad side of my mind told me that he was telling me exactly what I wanted to hear I never really felt lonely I had always been alone ..or felt alone... Only a few moments in my life did I feel wanted....loved but does remember is now and being loved didn't happen a lot any more maybe that's why I was out I was tired of being left or abandoned by the ones I thought I could trust being lonely was better then getting hurt over and over again I had been like that all my life building and then somehow breaking it... okay okay I'll admit it I was terrible at keeping trust after everything that I've been through it seems logic but I'd be like this sadly I could never change I feared ......and that I never be able to go back ...or if I could I mean don't get me wrong I loved him....but...could I ever go back knowing I was like this...I would be broken if I hurt him or his sister...like.....like I did moon mask that was another reason I was out here I couldn't bring myself come to terms with what I did done to her but after awhile stop sitting around maybe she went to a new territory one farther away from this one I didn't blame her I want to go far away from here at least she could have given me a heads up I mean I wouldn't have followed but still but I wasn't a keeper she could do whatever she wanted and maybe she wanted to be alone you know after everything that happened to her too I'm sure she just needed some time to think ironically that was kind of what I was doing rethinking my life yup it came to this damn did my father have this much trouble how the hell did he even find my mom who cared I know I didn't I barely knew the too

Be and scatter stayed in that lonely camp alone staying warm as the snow fell on the dens that probably never be slept in or cleaned as the wind blew through the med were the herbs slowly grew old we're Only 2.....stayed .......were..we both tried to heal