Next thing I did before I knew it, I was standing in front of Jungkook's porch. My knuckles centimeters away from knocking on the door of his house. I was anxious and scared, my heart had chose it's path on where to go. My parents had let me go, if they had told me otherwise I wouldn't be here with my shaking hands and aching heart. Why me, I was skeptical of the situation unsure of how to think of it.

My heart felt like it was aching out my chest the fear inside my body making my chest heave up and down before I had even layed a knuckle onto the front door. Hoping for no one to open the door, to my luck a lady had opened the door shortly after. Leading me inside the house, I walked in having my head down looking at their wooden floor.

"Come take a seat, on the floor" The mother said as she herself had sat down on one of the two couches in her dining room. I sat on the other couch that was unoccupied, I was sure they were devastated by the loss of their son, to make her say something so rash, I sat on couch.

I saw the mother and presumably the father and older brother sitting on the other couch. I have my hands folded together, bracing of the impact of what they had next to say.

"Thi-i-s is from my son, wuh-we hadn't opened it but the front of the evelope had your name on it" The mother told me and she got up from her seat and took the letter that was on the table in front of us and shakily had handed it to me.

Upon taking the letter, I look back at the Jeon family to see all their eyes filled will tears, not long after looking at them the mothers tears already started flowing out. Not wanting to prolong it any further. I take a look at the envelope and read the well-written print of my name

Y/F/A/L/N

As much agony it must be just even watching me open the letter I take it out to find words filling in the white sheet of paper, written in perfect penmanship with what seems like in black gel pen.

'Dear Y/N,

I have to go far away from here it seems, and I don't have much time. I'm sick, the real kind of sick physically it hurts, emotionally I'm kind of a mess. Anyways that's not how I wanted to start things but I'll start here.

Start...

Hi Y/N, I wanted to tell you Thank you for being my friend. Yeah I know, I sound stupid big deal but I had no friends at that school until I met you. I was new there and so were you and I guess from there I thought we could be friends. It was a little off at first I get that but I think we became friends over the time period? Well, I said everything I wanted to tell you on the rooftop, do you remember? Well as a reminder you are a beautiful person inside and out. You can be a little ratchet at first but it seems like you can open up? Is it okay if I say you are my friend? It would be a shame if I died with no friends, ha lol... My parents are already very upset about this, I know I'm not going to get better soon, I can feel it. The main message I wanted to tell you and I hope we are is, Thank you for being my Friend.

Sincerely,
Jungkook