Immediately I run into the direction where the scream comes from. I hurry across the street. I don't care that cars could crash into me. Then I'm standing in a lane [Gasse]. What I see, makes the blood in my veins freeze. My breath is irregular and heavy. The person with the withe mask is standing at the other side of the lane. And my best friend is lying on the ground, dead. She is dead... Quietly I whisper "no..." It's unbelievable for me. I wanna shout and cry! But I can't. I'm so terribly sad,  my my life makes no sense without her! She was like a second sister for me... Kira was everything I had... My best friend has died! I want to shout. Shout for help. Shout to him. Murder him. I'm furious. But I can do nothing of the things that I want to do. I don't know what to do know. Tears are running down my cheeks. He has murdered Kira... Who the hell is he? He will kill me too, won't he? I look at him and just at this second, he looks back to me. We don't move, as if time has frozen. Just Kira's blood, which is dropping on the ground, can remind me that I should possibly run away. But I'm so scared that I can't move. The dreams had warned me, why hadn't I believed them?

The rain begins, quiet and like slowmotion. Like in my dream, I think. He comes to me as slowly as the rain. And like the rain, he becomes faster. It has to be like in my dream! He will stop! I belive. He will drop the knife. But he doesn't. He puts the knife on my chest. That is the point above my fast beating heart. I think that I hear my own heart beating, even though the rain gas become extremely loud in the meantime. I get more scared. All I do is looking in his eyes, still very shocked. Full of pain I whisper "Who are you?" I'm not sure if he understands my words, but he puts the knife down. He looks at me, his facial expressions are hidden behind his mask, so I don't even know if they exist. There is no humanity left (Or just too much). He seems to be happy because someone died and someone will die. I'm sure...

The man violently pulls me behind him into the darkness. We go to a little park. Under a tree, he stops. Now I'm sure I can hear him. He whispers through his mask: "It is fun seeing persons perish in agony... You asked who I am? I'm a monster, I killed 24 people. The girl I killed was your friend, wasn't she?" I nod "She was my life... Kira" His mask transforms into a psychotic smile. "I'm sure you want to stay together forever, don't you?" He asks. Run Joanne! RUN! My legs feeling like blancmange [Wackelpudding]. "Joanne, wake up." He laughs creepily. The world around me is changing into white. He goes up in smoke. What the hell is happening?! I walk around in the new room. That's not mine! All here is white and fluffy. My - no! This bed is white, the walls are white, the floor is white, the door is... wait... this room doesn't have a door?! How could I leave it?! Where am I? Is this a dream again? Well, then I wanna wake up. Now! Maybe I'm dead? No, that's not possible...

Joanne, wake up!  The words are in my head like an earwig [Ohrwurm]. Joanne, wake up!  Is this a code? What do I have to do here? That's not the real world. Isn't it? It's not possible that I'm here! It seems like a psychiatry. They've got the wrong person! I'm not crazy! Okay, calm down Joanne... That was not a dream. I saw how my best friend died. This is not reality. My sister is still alive, she's waiting for me at home!

Two strange men come in the room, completely in black. They must have used a door who is I visible from inside the room. "Do you know your name?", they ask. Why do they wanna know that? "Sure, Joanne. But where are you?!" "You're different, Joanne, you're not like other people..." "I'M NOT CRAZY!" I shout. "Sure" they smile. I get angry, they don't belive me! "I don't know why I'm here, I just know, that my best friend-" "That your best friend Kira died. We know. You told us." "No! I didn't! I have never seen you before!" They seem sad. "Joanne, we know everything about you. You have lived here for two years. Your family was killed by a murderer, but you've never met him! You live in your little dreamworld with pain and creepiness, wake up!" That's not true!  "You're lying to me!" If they're right, they know his name! "Tell me the name of the man who willed Kira", I shout. "If you want to. But whenever we did this, you lost your memories again." Lame excuse! "If don't care. I don't belive you." "Okay... His name is-"

At this moment, white turns into black.

Every night when I sleep, I have a dream. A creepy dream.