The fall or getting closer to earth?

The pain or almost back to happiness?

The death or nearing rebirth?

What does your heart keep getting at?

A child or no longer baby?

A cherry or a former sakura?

A bold head or ending chemotherapy?

What is your warfare? 

All lessons learned or the attempts that get you there?

All wrinkly knowledge, or more youth without care?

All people that you lost or bliss of unaware?

What makes the string of days your era?

The middle, both, none, have the cake and eat it too?

I am undecided, how about you?