The world is cruel but I'm still kicking, flippy is asleep and I am legally not allowed to get up, of course it will be a challenge but fr I can't move, he deserves to have some rest, I am aware someday a bad thing will happen but I don't know what, I Pat him as he slept so he can stay comfortable, I kept thinking about everything he did on war and just thought it was his duty, maybe he didn't meant to hurt me, he was just.... Following orders, I still feel guilty for hurting him, I can see the scars of my robot claw, the mark of it on his stomach... I never felt so awful in my whole life , I saw him open his eyes when I was upset, I quickly turned away from his eyes

F:Jackie? Are you alright?
J/TG:y-yeah... I'm ok
F:you don't need to lie, what's wrong?

I explained how guilty I felt for hurting him, he was only listening, he knew about my Terrible childhood, I needed someone to hold me close and hug

F:oh kitty, you don't need to be, it was self defense
J/TG:I just.... Didn't want to hurt you...

He kissed my cheek and hugged me

F:say, since tomorrow will be Christmas, how about I give you a gift?
J/TG:o-ok...

We boped our noses together and went to sleep, it will be Christmas, Sara, Ak, Ck, Disco Bear, Splendont and Rachel will come, they said they were bringing Buddhist Monkey and Yukishi, I'm exited about it, it's been days I haven't seen them