" arhhhh " I said entering the house after Jordan , I check my phone and it's 5:54 pm already but it's seems like 7 already, well that's because back in Nigeria 5 in the evening is bright " Jordan what's for dinner?" I ask but he just continued walking not turning to me " Jordan am talking to you " I said , he didn't stop so I stood in front of him right before he starts ascending the stairs

He look at me in the eyes " why aren't you answering me? Are you avoiding me?" I ask

" excuse me Beth "

" why are you avoiding me?" I ask folding my hands

" you were fucking flirting with Louis today and you're asking why am avoiding you ..." he shout making me flinch a little " why will you do that he's my friends and you're ................" he look at me like thinking about the word to say " my stepsister Elisabeth "

" don't call me that " I said shaking my head

" why Elisabeth.......? It's your name why do you hate it "

" I don't hate it I just don't like it so stop calling me that "

" come on Elisabeth it's.........." I cut him short by slapping him hard on the face

I just slapped a nineteen years old when am just seventeen

" I warned you " I turn and walk up to my room, am really pissed because I was trying to talk to him but he had to make me very angry 😠

I know I shouldn't have gotten angry because it's my name but that's my way....... Don't call me Elisabeth , and I warned his

I really hate letting anger take control of me but people m just seems to like pressing the button

I lie on my bed just chatting...... But sometime I really hate going that expecially with annoying people like guys

I look through people are status after posting on my

If there's one thing I love doing aside bts is going through people's status..... Tho there are some armies friends I have, I tried introducing bts to monalisa and the first thing she said is they all look the same and am like no they don't I tried making her know them but ahhhhh she don't just want to learn

Thinking about RM, Jin , suga , jhope , jimin , taehyung and baby kookie just brought smile to my face.. God I love those guys

I checked Lisa's status and she posted my pic making me smile more

******

I finish bathing and and put on my PJ I really love it, because it's a short and matching shirt

I'll be losing my hair tomorrow am tied of it

I walk down stairs going to make my food Jordan is old enough....what am I saying he's older than me

I get to the kitchen.... Please does this happen to anybody expect me, there's food stuff at home but when you're hungry it seems like there's nothing? Because right now I walking round thinking of what to cook. I open the fridge , there's sausage, frozen chickens beautiful peppers

Okay I'll make spaghetti 🍝

I bring out alot of peppers and the frozen chickens and sausage

I diced a lot of peppers and sausages and and start boiling my noodles at first

" what are you making ?" Jordan asked but I just ignored him , I slice a lot of online , I really don't like slicing onion because they always seems to make me cry but this didn't

Thank you Jesus 🙏

I remove my noodles and am about making the suace and then I'll mix them together

" you're going to avoid me now?" he asked coming closer but I still don't look at him once , just waiting for my oil to become hot so I can finish " Beth "

" I don't want to talk to you " I said picking my phone and not until he apologizes and am not going to forgive just once

Yeah am a very hard person

I had already seasoned and put chicken in the oven

" am sorry " he said looking down ............ I ignore him and start making the sauce " Beth "

" let me be Jordan " I said adding my ingredient " you're sorry because why ? You're hungry and you want to eat also " I said turning to look at

" no ...... You're food is too spicy but the reason am sorry its because I was wrong "

" fuck you " I said turning away , am really pissed

" come on Beth am sorry "

" why are you sorry ?" I turn back to him

" for yelling at you and calling you Elisabeth "

" and why did you decide to annoy me today ?"

He's look down biting his bottom lip " I was jealous of the way you were with Louis " he said

So he was jealous that's why he did all that

I turn and mix the spaghetti and the sauce together

" do you forgive me?" he asked

" why should I you were jealous because of what ?" I asked almost yelling

" you were flirting with Louis Beth "

" and you were jealous why ?"

" I have feelings for you Beth ..... Can't you see it why will I have a make out session with you if I don't have feelings for you ? And the I don't want anybody close to you expect me "

" am confuse "

" I think am loving you Beth ...... And am confuse also because you're my stepsister but I just want you like you don't understand my feelings Beth.....i want to stop it because you're my stepsister but it seems to increase " he said holding my hand

" you love me ?" I had to ask because it sounds foreign in my ears

" yeah "

" you don't just want to have sex with me then fuck off ?" he shakes his head " but we still can't be together were half siblings"

" that's the painful part of all "

" if you want me to believe you love me do you want to prove it ?" I asked

" yeah "

" then you'll have dinner with me " he looked at me shocked then to the pot

" okay "

" really ?" I smile

" yeah I have to prove it " he smile looking at me and drawing me closer to him , his hand on my waist

" yeah " I smile snaking my hands to his neck and he play his lips on mine and I give him entrance into my mouth

I can't really explain this but it seems like my stomach is on fire , just by kissing Jordan all the feelings if anger disappeared and I just want to be like this forever

His tongue dance with mine, his hands bringing my legs to his waist and leading us to the counter

My heart race more as he press my thigh and move his hands up slowly

It's like those moment you just want the time to stop and leave you like this

He break the kiss " why did you break the kiss " I ask and he smirking

" I'll bring out the chicken and you check what you're cooking I think it's burning" he said

Oh men

I jump to down to put off the gas because the food is ready

Ring

Ring

I pick my phone , my uncle is calling " hello "

" hey Liz how are you ?"

" am fine how about you guys over there ?" I asked looking at Jordan as he brought the chicken out

" we're fine what about people over there?"

Dish the food

I mouth to Jordan

" everyone is fine" I smile and Jordan peck my lips making my smile wide

" you're getting along with everyone"

" with the kids...... And Mr Jeremy they are really cool "

" what about Rebecca aren't you going to forgive her"

" till the next seventeen years because she left me for seventeen years " I look at Jordan as he dish the food in one plate meaning we're eating together

" Liz ........."

" how is work hope no problem?" I said changing the subject

" work is fine ....... at least you're okay "

" yeah "

" so bye I called to make sure you're fine " he end the call

" are you done?" I asked Jordan

" yeah " he said taking everything to the dinning table and I followed him

" alright time for you to prove your self " I said as we sit, him beside me and I raise for him to open his mouth so I can put in his mouth , he look at it then at me before opening his mouth I put it in it and he slowly chew , I put in my mouth also " is it spicy ?"

What a stupid question I asked his face is red already

" it's nice...... But am dying " he said and we continue eating

" thank you for proving Jordan " I said and he smiled