Did you get what you wanted?
Because I didn't
Walking around like everything's fine
When it feels like I'm dying inside

All I really wanted was honesty
But I don't even know what the truth is
anymore
Who to believe
Was I deceived?

Maybe the signs were always there
I was just too stuck on stupid to care
Yeah, I'm seeing the signals now
The little things that turned out to be major

The lie is bigger than us both now
And yet I'm still wondering how and why I let my guard down again
Hoping that this one I let in would be any different from the rest
Able to past my test
With words on how he was the best

But no
That's fine, you got what you wanted.
Tortured a soul that was already haunted
Added one more lash to my back, my wrists,
my memory, but surprisingly not my heart

It hurts but I guess I've become immune
While my brain wasn't in tune
my heart knew better than to fall for
someone who barely texted me
More importantly: wasn't strong enough to catch me

So I'll leave you falling while I soar
To heights you've never dreamed of and more
Returning to the person I was before
While you wish and regret the day you got
what you thought you wanted