Next day is school.....
I do the usual stuff but then I remember the letter I read. I pull off my necklace which has a picture in it. It's dad picture but I see someone else hugging him. A man. What if that is my real dad. I open the picture and I see a handwriting similar to the one I saw in the letter. I read it.

For my one and only, Freya Morgan♡.

What if that's my name. It all confuses me. I decide to find out later because I'm almost running late. I decide to look a bit girly today so I wear I do a French plait and I put some of my hair decorations on. I wear an off-shoulder peach gown which is short and free. I wear my flower-printed sandals and a simple rainbow choker. I decide to use my red Ferrari to school today. By the time I get there, everyone, I mean everyone is looking at me with mysterious eyes. Some look at me with disgust. Even Jade. Only the difference, she seems sad and hurt. I'm really confused. "What happened this time, what is wrong, why is everyone looking at me." "I'm guessing you didn't see this." She gives me her phone and I watch the video.
All I can think about is hatred.
I.hate.Christopher.so.much.
I see Chris telling the whole high school, how he wishes I could come back to my senses and how I should have never cheated on him with one of his friends, Gabe. And as usual, he had to be stupid to help. He then ends the video with him saying that people should beg me that he still loves me and wants me back.

Fucking bastard!!!

All I can do now is stare at her sad face. I really want to punch someone's face. Actually, I want to punch his face but I'm in school. It fucking hurts to know that your first love actually did this. Don't get me confused. I have crushes when I was little, two actually but those are not classified as love. First, he tries to kill my maybe foster dad maybe real dad but kills my maybe foster uncle maybe real uncle, then he commits fucking incest on my bed by sleeping with my ex-bestfriend, who he knows betrayed me and is his fucking younger sister!!, now to crown everything up he does this, worst of all I almost lost my virginity to that bloody son of a birch. What the actual fuck!!!! What else does he want. He should conclude his deeds by killing me maybe that will end all this misery. And that's when I realise that I had been thinking out Lois by saying it to Jade and I had got a lot of people's attention. People in this school are fucked up but I don't blame them because the way they're looking at me now like I'm a mad girl shows how loud I was shouting and how angry I really was. I was really angry and also I heard Jade something, seriously is she about to cry? She shouldn't, it's not her fault. "I'm so sorry that all of this is happening to you. I really wish life wouldn't be this hard for you and I wish I was always there to help you. I'm sorry.😳😣 " " No, you don't have to blame this on yourself. You were there when you had the chance and you still are.  Please don't cry." And immediately I hug her. She stops crying for my sake and I assure her that every thing is fine with me. She shouldn't let this worry her.
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Time passes by, and it is time for sports. From what I see on the sports notice board, today's sports will be on football and tomorrow will be volleyball. So I go in to change. Before I'm taking away by my thoughts from Jade, I remember that I have to dye my hair again back to its normal colour soon. I wear our football Jersey which is blue baggy shirt and blue fitted shorts with yellow striped at the side. I wore my blue and black boots which were pretty expensive because they were Ronaldo's brand and were signed by him. My socks were black long socks that covered my knees, halfway. I wore my blue head band and packed my hair into a high bun. I loved the fact that every blue I was wearing were based on a particular lovely shade of blue, my favourite shade of blue, royal blue. When I walked out of the changing room, I realised that some of us were wearing yellow with the same design e.g. Kim and her crew e.t.c. I'm guessing that was the second Jersey which I wouldn't wear except I was forced to. I really didn't like yellow. AT ALL. Anyways, we had to take three shots before Coach could decide who would be on the team. Fortunately, I didn't need anyone to tell me that I was going to enter because I was really sure of myself to that extent. 3 girls took their shot, then it was my turn. I took two shots and scored, when it was time for the third shot Kim distracted me and kick the ball out of the post. Coach didn't notice and he thought it was mine so I was out. When I had realised what had happened, I tried explaining to Coach what had happened but he didn't listen so I walked out. One thing I hate is when someone ruins my plan especially if it's my enemy. And for her to do that, she already knew it was going to make me furious. I didn't care if anyone called my name, I kept on walking away till I heard Chris saying a word I hated with my life. A word I never wished to ever hear. Slut. He called me a worthless slut alongside Gabe and his friends were laughing including Kim. Fucking Kim. I immediately pulled of my boots and stoned it at Chris luckily he dodged it. And...
" If I really am a slut then why were you so interested in me on my first day, I never wanted anything to do with you and if I had continued that way, I would have been a mean bitch. You knew that Kim betrayed me and you still had me open up. And you call yourself a friend, not to talk of being a boyfriend, then you propose in front of the school and... you kill my uncle.  I spit out with anger shown all over my face. I didn't realise how angry I was until Jade gave me a mirror and saw that my veins were popping out and my eyes were red. And all I could hear  was ooohs and damnnsss. I finally said, "We're over. You've lost me and if you think you broke my heart, you didn't, you broke something worse....MY TRUST." And immediately I walked out, leaving them in confusion and suprise, and most of all, anger and sadness.
Few hours later...
I was at home in my bed watching a scary movie when Jade walked in and joined. She didn't ask me any questions because she knew what I did was the right thing to do and I wasn't even crying. I was just angry. She dropped my other boot and we continued watching the movie. Suddenly, it started to rain heavily with thunder and lightning. It was so strong that we had to close the windows and use my beats speakers to continue the movie but then she paused the movie and stared at me. I played the movie and she paused it again. "What do you want, Jade?" "He asked me out." "Who?" "Chris, Chris asked me out when you guys were still together." "And you said" "No. I said no." "Is that all?" "Are you happy with your life, right now cos I  see through you and you know you can't lie to me." "I don't know, Jade. I really don't know. I don't know if it's me, I don't know if it's the way I approach life or the fact that life isn't actually going well for me, I just don't know."