Not an update
So as I have said earlier I am giving an exam , college entrance exam for JU.
I had history today. Exam was good , hope I will get a chance on it and I have one more on 20th.
Currently coming back from kolkata , sitting on the window sit with my favourite song (Manja) on earphones.
So my overthinker mind cooked up something and here am to share it.
School life is a diary bittersweet memories for me. It gave me some of the finest memories also the deepest trauma. I made friends here , I feel in love ( one sided tho) , I laughed , I cried , I fought with friends and then make up with them again. I don't have touch most of them anymore. Some people are still there and they are gonna be my forever. At the end I have learnt one thing--
We meet with people , get attached to them , creat bonds. Some bonds stay and some don't. People leave but memories don't. So maybe my ending is bad but the memories I made are the best. Isn't that enough?
Yk I used to regret a lot. Regret for the wrong decisions I made , for the amount of times I acted impulsively. I used to think that I have lost some of the best bonds of my life for my own wrong acts. But then I read a qoute that said.....
"If you went back and fixed all the mistakes you've ever made , you would erase yourself."
And that's all I've ever needed to hear.
Life gets better when you realise you never make a wrong decision, the choices you make lead to exactly where you're meant to be.
I have been in Kolkata for numerous times before for several reasons but today it hitted different as somewhere it's showed me the end of a 12 year long story.
The story was never a fairytale but it is my story.
Once again there's a pinch in my heart which says.....you are growing up.
So maybe it's time for me to look back at my old story , give a long sigh and whispere to myself that.....
I am ready for my new story to begin.
At this point I feel that I need a whole different story for my rants. Will you read it if I make ?
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