She knows its not truth yet she believes it. She have a whole scenario in her head so she could tell everyone to stop judging and hurting her... But she would never hurt anyone. She would much rather let the whole world to hurt her.

She is pretending to be strong girl but she knows she breaks down every night and in the morning... She can't say half of her problems to anyone... She doesn't wanna feel like burden to anyone. She doesn't wanna lose anyone.

Her name does mean strong warrior,but oh boy, she is strong and she is warrior but she cant see it... 

She hates to ask for attention or help, not because she is full of herself. No, she just feels like she is burden to everyone and like she is being annoying.

If my friends would feel like this,i would give them courage and make them feel better... But how can i give that courage to myself...

She and I are one...