This is my own idea, hehe.

Anyways, I just got the position of stage manager for a competition play. I'm so excited. I love the cast and the directors so it's gonna be good. But.. I've only ever been asst. stage manager so we will see how this goes. Hope y'all are staying safe! 💜💜💜

(this was a couple weeks ago, and the show is coming along nicely already !)

fun fact: this is restart of this story #4

also i'm very sorry for the lack of capital letters atm, it doesn't auto correct so I have to do it myself lmao. (yes, i'm lazy)

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yoongi's pov

Last week had probably been one of the most hectic weeks I've had, except for when we were trainees obviously. Everything has been packed with meetings for the rap line, vocal sessions for the vocal line, and promotions as a group.

To be completely honest, everything was okay. Up until last week when Jungkook had caught the flu. He seemed perfectly fine until all of a sudden he was complaining of a stomach ache. Soon enough he was throwing up all over the set. It was gross, but hey, it happens.

He had a high fever of 102, which when I think about it, wasn't as bad as it could have been. I can somewhat remember when I had a fever of 104 after my appendicitis surgery, and I was delirious. It hurt so much, and I felt so bad I started laughing. I guess it's how I cope with things now.

We thought Jungkook was getting better, so we took him to a vocal lesson. I hate to say it, but he was being very unproductive at home laying in bed all day. He walked there so that he could get some fresh air, that would hopefully pull him through the practice. It turns out the high notes got to him, and he ended up passing out from a lack of oxygen.

Seokjin had been really sweet to stay home with him everyday, because I know for a fact that he was stressed like the rest of us. Every time a new task is added to his list I can see how hard it hits him. His face twists into a grimace, and his forehead is drenched in sweat. I think he might be getting ill.

It seems different though. It doesn't seem like he knows it either. He sways when he stands up, and I ask him if he's okay. He simply shrugs me off and says, "head rush.". I can truly tell that he believes it, and isn't being stubborn. I hate seeing him like this.

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Three times a year I get a mental health break. Which is basically just a day off, to regain my self I guess. Since I had gone through my bout of depression, I get an extra two days, while the other boys get one.

So here I find myself reading on the couch, next to Seokjin and Jungkook. I'm usually not a big reader, but I have been enjoying it a lot lately, and I thought I'd try some while I have the chance. Namjoon recommended a book to me, so I'm giving it a go.

Jungkook looks pale, not extremely pale, but not his normal complexion either. Jin looks pale as well, but I don't want to pester him. They both are engrossed on the tv show playing, I just use it as a background noise.

Every once and a while, I'll see seokjin rub his temples, or I'll hear him wince. But I'm not really focused on it at the moment. Although, I do get a bit concerned when I can see him loosing focus. He doesn't look like he is going to fall asleep though, which is odd.

He gets up in a hurry, with a hand pressed against his stomach.

"I feel sick." He says blandly, rushing to the bathroom.

And then he just stops. I drop my book to run after him, while Jungkook is too weak to move. "hyung.." I call out to him, he doesn't answer. He falls back into my arms, somewhat freely, like he has no control over himself. He looks really sick.

"hyung!" He still doesn't answer to me, or to Jungkook. I keep a hand around his waist to steady him, while another is against his stomach. I feel a warm liquid touching my hand, and I immediately know what it is. He peed himself.

His eyes are hazy, and he look like he's unconscious. It seem to last forever, but in reality it's only been 30 seconds. He looks almost, blue, probably from a lack of oxygen. His breathes were very weak and I tried to check for a pulse but I didn't want to drop him. Just as I was about to ask Jungkook to help me set him down so I could check, he comes back around.

He almost acts as if nothing happened, just a little less, alive? He doesn't seem strong enough to get to the bathroom, so he curls up into a ball on the floor. He begins to sob, I feel bad for him. I have no idea what happened but it must have scared him more than it did me. "y-yoones..." He calls out for me. I almost forget to respond when Jungkook shouts something,

"He's being sick, hyung! get a bucket!" Snapped out of my trance, I don't move for a bucket, but instead to rub his back.

"you're okay, hyung, it's okay." I have no idea what's gotten him so sick so fast, but it doesn't look like the flu.

Once he finishes, I get him to bed, as well as Jungkook. I put the two in the same room, since Jungkook didn't want to leave jin out of his sight. I called the others telling them to come home, so I wasn't stuck with two sick members on my own.

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This same story has been going on for at least a week now, and every time we would try to get him to a doctor, he would go into one of those weird states again. Jungkook is better now, and I'm glad. Because looking after two sick members is not fun.

Today is the day we are taking him to a doctor, because I have a feeling if we don't get this checked out soon enough, it will turn into a much bigger problem than we think. I'm having Namjoon and Hoseok take him, because they share a mental health day. I hope it doesn't bother them, I can't stand to see jin like this.

"We are leaving!" Hoseok calls out, having the keys dangling from his fingers while Namjoon keeps seokjin steady by holding his waist.

I hope everything goes well.

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hoseok's pov

This isn't going well. By this I don't mean jin, I mean Namjoon.

I love this boy to pieces but sometimes he won't shut up. I can't focus on the road, and although I love his rants, him ranting to me on a highway isn't the safest thing right now.

I can't focus, I can't focus enough so that i can tell him to stop talking for a moment. Cars fly by at lightning speed and for a few quick seconds I can't see the road. Everything he says makes me want to engage in a full on conversation with him, and I don't want to at the moment.

Jin sits quietly in the back of the car, he looks somewhat better. He doesn't look like he's on the verge of passing out anymore, and he looks like he is returning to a normal complexion for himself. I look back in my rear view mirror at him, and he sits upright in the seat with Namjoon on the other side.

There are just some spots in a car, as the driver, where you can't see. In my car, I have blind spots, which include all the way behind me, and way off into my peripheral vision. Apparently, there was some sort of large rock in the road. I have absolutely no idea how it got there, and I wasn't paying enough attention to see everyone swerve out of the lane the rock was in, which we just so happened to be in.

Before I could even react, we had hit the rock. We spun off of it in a weird way, that I don't know how to describe. I could see the sparks in the ground were we had dragged along the ground. From all the power we had, I had jerked forward and ended up pressing on the gas pedal.

I could feel shards of glass digging into my skin but I didn't have any major pain. The force I had just added flung us, and the car until we were almost upside down. Namjoon's side of the car was against the ground, and when I looked back at him, I could see blood dripping down his face. Looking for the source, I could see his eye looked cut. It was terrifying.

Jin looked fine other than a couple scratches thankfully, but his arm was also bleeding, not as bad as Namjoon though. Once the car stopped spinning completely, I unbuckled myself in hopes to save Namjoon.

My airbag had came out, causing a couple of burns on my arm, and my seatbelt was stuck against the roof. I could already hear sirens thankfully, so I knew Namjoon could get help soon. At this point I had completely forgotten about Jin's doctor appointment.

When I finally managed to unbuckle myself, Namjoon was unconscious. His breathing went rapidly, and I could hear bubbling in his stomach. Before I could reach him, his stomach contents was mixed in with the puddle of his blood on the seats of the car.

I couldn't care less about the car.

Jin had unbuckled himself long ago, and was now screaming at the top of his lungs. His screams pierced through my ears and it made it almost impossible for me to hear the firefighters. I wasn't even thinking about the small fire that took place on my trunk. It was making its way closer to us, and I could feel its radiating heat against my adrenaline filled skin.

If I could, I would have passed out right then and there, but I had to be strong for Jin-hyung and Namjoon.

"grab my hand!" A fighter fighter shouted out towards Jin, he was getting out first since he was closest to the fire. He remained unharmed as he was pulled out. I already knew I was going to be the last out, since Namjoon needed instant care.  "sir," He directed at me. "move the items off the floor so we can get to your friend."

Their tone wasn't soothing, it was actually rather harsh, but I know it was for the best.

I hope everything works out. 

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3rd person pov

Namjoon's condition wasn't improving in the slightest, even when they managed to stop the bleeding. The medics were scared Namjoon would lose his vision in his left eye, which was the one harmed, because of the location of the cut. But after inspecting it further the cut was under his eye. It tore skin all the way through, which was why it was bleeding so much.

Hoseok was fine, thanks to the air bag, but he did have a few burns and scratches. It was mainly Namjoon who got hurt, thanks to the flipping of the car. Jin was also unharmed, but was fairly close to the fire. The medics would take them all to the hospital once Namjoon was stable, just to give them a checkup.

After Namjoon's heart rate had slowed, the paramedics loaded him into the ambulance, as well as Jin and Hoseok. The car was being taken car of by police and firefighters, since it was still on fire.

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At the hospital, Namjoon was taken in for an infection cleaning, as well as stitches. If they didn't disinfect his cut, it would get infected and possible wreck his whole immune system.

Jin's pov

I don't feel all that bad. I'm just shaken up. Everything is numb, I'm sweating. They wanted to take me in for some scans, since they said I was acting 'weird'. I don't know what that is exactly supposed to mean. I did almost faint earlier and they said it could have been because my brain is so shocked at what happened, but they just wanted to make sure. Hoseok is also getting scans as well, since it was a pretty bad crash.

They took us into the CT scanning room, and since we can't both go at the same time, I went first. Hoseok was terrified, so I thought I would show him that it can't be that bad. They told me to change into one of their gowns, which was blue and white snowflakes sprinkled the base, christmas season is so fun.

They had me lie down in this tunnel-like structure. I found it kind of fascinating, I knew there was nothing wrong with me, but it's better safe than sorry. The machine was quite loud, and it scared me once they turned it on. It rotated around me, like an MRI scanner. Thankfully I wouldn't need one of those. (I was wrong)

Over the loud noises, I could hear Hoseok whimper in the background. I can tell how terrified he was, once I came out, he was shaking to the point where a nurse had to come over and comfort him. He looked pale, and he seemed to be very out of it. His hand was on his chest, and he looked physically ill.

I didn't want Hoseok to go through the pain of doing the scan, but I knew it would pay off. It's not like he have money issues and can't afford the scan, but I didn't really see a need for it.

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Hoseok's scan came back clear, but they were a bit worried about me. They said they saw some blob of what looks like a tumor inside my brain, but as myself, I'm quite convinced that it would be something less serious. I just can't picture myself this way, I've always been one of the healthiest members. Besides my airsickness, which I honestly don't think counts.

They are going to run an MRI on me, just to check.

The machine is even louder than the first one. I start to feel drowsy and sick because of the loud noises, I feel like I'm in a plane. I don't like it. All the noises around me make me feel sick and now I'm nauseous. Everything feels freezing to the touch, and I don't want to be here anymore.

"It looks like seokjin has a brain tumor, unfortunately. We don't have any slots open for surgerys currently, but we do have some medication that can help reduce the swelling," He looks at me sadly, "We do have a slot open for tomorrow at 5am, if you'd like to take it. The sooner it's removed, the better his chances of survival are."

"We'll take tomorrow." I manage to say, I really just don't want to feel this way anymore. Hoseok is on the phone with my manager, and Jimin and Jungkook came down to comfort Namjoon. He should be all clear by tomorrow to leave. Yoongi and Taehyung stayed home to pack things for my overnight hospital stay.

They gave me a hospital band, since of course, I would be here overnight, and probably many more nights, it was pink and I really liked it. I had another one of those weird moments, they said it was an absence seizure, which apparently is a big sign of a tumor. I don't really know what the technicality of it is, but they said it's when there is a malfunction of electricity in the brain. It's kind of scary to know that I could have died if we had waited longer than a week to check it out.

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It's after the surgery now, they said they managed to get all of the tumor out. I feel very nauseous at times, but I can cope with it. I have a slight headache right now, which is why I'm practically praising the pain medications. I know without them I would feel a whole lot worse.

I'm in a neck brace for now, and honestly, it gets really annoying. I can't eat properly, sleep properly, or use my phone.

Just saying, I've never wanted to be in a car accident before. But now that I think about it, I'm glad we did.

Hoseok's pov

"Namjoon," I start, he has an eye patch to cover the stitches since his eye is still sensitive. He finds it annoying to not be able to see out of one eye, and it hurts when he looks around, but I'm proud of him for taking it like a champ. "Thank you."

"For what?" I know it would be hard for him to understand if I were to rant about how thankful I am for him. But I really am grateful.

"For your ranting. It saved seokjin's life."

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3rd person pov

The members gather around seokjin's hospital bed, the maknae line holding him close. Seokjin looks like he wants to say something, but doesn't have the energy. He keeps trying to get the words out, but it won't work. Yoongi sees this, and says, "Don't say anything. Not even a word." Seokjin looks confused. "Just give me a smile."

Seokjin smiles, for the first time, in a long time.

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I didn't expect to finish this that quickly. It only took 3 hours. I'm honestly v v v proud of this one, i know a lot of people could do better, but; let me have my moment.

I don't know when this will be posted, but I finished this on 12/15/20 (december 15th, because other countries write dates differently) anyways~

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This is because i've already filled all members requests for the next round... ahhhh. Have a great rest of your day/night guys! <3