So. If you have a request for me, I'm trying to get it out! I promise 🥺 Anyway, I lost all inspiration for this story and I didn't want to keep you waiting so that's why I skipped him for now. I just never gotten around to finishing it, so here it is now.

I think I only have around 4 requests right now. So once I have 1 left I'll open the requests back up.

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Bts~Sickfics
Hoseok || Nerve Damage

Hoping to get this out on the 12th because in Korea it would have been Jimin's birthday, so hopefully that happened. If not then happy late birthday Jimin Army's love you! (Notice how late I am)

Trigger warning~ Blood

Hoseok is the member of Bts who can nail almost every element of dance there ever was to exist, every move is executed powerfully and beautifully almost to perfection. His graceful elements help him to be one with the music and truly get in the mood to dance no matter the time or the place. He by no means can get tired of dancing, yes he gets physically tired but mentally, never. His body will ache and his muscles will beg for a break, but he just can't stop. He loves the free feeling he gets after he perfects a routine, or getting to help the members with their parts. He loves choreographing the dances, and seeing his pieces of art be performed on stage by someone other than himself. He doesn't know what has gotten him so attached to dance, but he loves it.
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Lately this loving to dance feeling has been drained as the days pass, every morning he wakes up and is rushed to get out the house. It's not like he didn't love dance practices anymore, it's just that he'd rather not be forced to do it. The feeling is more or less, faded. His love for dance has faded as the days go on, the more he gets overlooked by the massive audiences they have the less he tries. The crowd's eyes are always on their bias, which being completely honest Hoseok knows people don't love him as much as the others. (I do! Some people tho... ugh) He'll go to a concert so excited to see the fans beautiful eyes, staring into his eyes. He'll try to make eye contact with each fan once but no one looks at him. It's been forever since he's made eye contact with someone at a concert, he can look into the distance and see people looking straight into Jungkook, Jimin, V, or Jin's eyes. He wants to have that little motivator to just- love to dance again.

As emotionally draining as it is, he still has to pretend these are not his feelings. Rather push them to the side, shove them in a suitcase and pretend they don't exist. Therefore, causing the rest of Bts to suffer. Whenever Hoseok does this, he gets moody and irritated easily. Any wrong thing you say, or do for that matter sends him over the edge. When you try to get him to open up he just smiles and leaves the room, try talking to him again and you'll end up being his punching bag of the day. Although, he does try and goof off with the boys sometimes by calling them funny names or joking in a rather harsh way with them. Some might call it dark humor, others might not see the dark side in it.

"I said leave me alone you little spam email!" Assuming these are his replacement words for cursing, the members let him. Not really getting offended by him calling them names such as, 'wet sock', 'cold soup', 'itchy sweater', or even an 'easy bake oven'. All of these in which Hoseok hates, and he is showing them how annoyed he is at them by calling the members things he hates.

Jimin chuckles a bit exiting the room, quite surprised at the new nickname he had earned from Hoseok. Hoseok takes this as Jimin laughs at him, and starts running after the younger. Jimin turns back seeing him, and immediately starts running down the long hallway. He runs, and cuts a corner to the left running straight into Yoongi's room which is right by the stairs. Hoseok was honestly quite far behind and had heard something, probably his imagination that Jimin had run downstairs. Not worried about the slick wood tile that the stairs were made of, but the slipperiness of the socks that covered his feet.

He bolted down the stairs one foot after another, sliding a bit at the corner of them. He continued, in which one wrong step would completely change his life. He tripped, his left foot overcrossing the right, just while he was trying to step forward. Air rushed through him as he tried to stop himself in any way possible. He was not only scared, but terrified. He flew through the air, hitting steps as he went face first. The corner of the 3rd step from the bottom pierced through him as a sharp stinging pain was sent through his head. A loud thump followed as he realized the severity of the situation, a worried yet confused Jimin flew out of the rapper's room as well as Yoongi, and assessed the situation further than Hoseok could have ever had. They processed the red lining dripping down Hoseok's forehead, the stains dying his hair a blood red. His eye had a small cut, blood dripping out of it slowly but alarmingly. Hoseok breathes heavily as he sobs, the adrenaline wearing off. Jimin's face is hidden by his hands, leaving two out of the three members crying. Jimin kneels down next to the boy, shaking him harshly.

"Hobi! Hobi Hyung!" Yoongi screams, trying to figure out what he should do. Jimin should not be shaking the boy, what if he has a head injury or a neck injury and Jimin made it worse? Yoongi couldn't just pull Jimin off Hoseok, if he did Jimin would probably hit him and continue to shake Hoseok harder. So he chose his best option,

"Jimin stop shaking him right now." He stated firmly. Jimin didn't stop, instead shouted at his Hyung.
"No!"
"Jimin, stop right now." Yoongi tried to keep his cool, but with the fistration Jimin was causing him, it was going to set off his temper. Jimin stopped shaking so furiously, but was now rocking Hoseok which he had gripped in his arms as he fell unconscious.
"Stop it now!" Jimin, confused and terrified, completely dropped Hoseok and ran into his room, hiding himself under a mountain of blankets and stuffed animals.

Yoongi took over the situation, grabbing a towel from the kitchen and pressed it over his small bleeding wounds. The cuts weren't big, they didn't require stitching. But they were bleeding that was for sure. Hoseok gasped, returning to consciousness.
"Yoongi...." He slurred, "ed, urt..."
"Shhh, I know baby, I know. I think you have a concussion," Yoongi softly cooed as the younger gripped onto his waist as he aided him by bandaging his head. "We should take you to the doctor to get it checked out." Yoongi really wished that Hoseok would let him take him to the doctor, knowing the younger rapper had a horrible fear of anything doctor or hospital related. Hoseok slurred more and more the more conscious he got, not really acknowledging the fact that his head was pounding in pain. It hurt, he could feel it, but he didn't really do anything about it. He kept crying, wishing for someone else to come cuddle him. He wasn't hurting Yoongi's feelings, Yoongi knew he wasn't really 'on Earth' at the moment.

Hoseok started getting really dizzy, and he had a weird tingling feeling in his head that he didn't really know what it was. "Can you walk? We should get you to bed." Hoseok nodded, finally understanding something someone said. This relieved Yoongi a bit, getting a slight feeling of hope, and reassurance that Hoseok would be okay. "Okay, come on." He slowly lifted himself and Hoseok off the floor, walking him slowly to the couch.

"Yoongi... faint, I no.." Yoongi took this as Hoseok feeling lightheaded, and softly mumbled into his ear, 'almost there'. He layed Hoseok down, walking into the kitchen to get him a glass of water. He grabbed his phone while he was in there, which was sitting on the counter. He texted the group chat, titled, '2 kool 4 u' which consisted of the Bangtan members, no one else. He simply texted, 'Hoseok has a concussion, fell down the stairs so be quiet.' He didn't feel the need to elaborate, as the members were out doing whatever they wanted for their day. Thank goodness Yoongi had stayed home, the other tried to drag him along but he insisted he catch up on some sleep. Jimin would not have been able to handle the situation alone based on the way he was acting earlier. His phone dings multiple times, earning a lot of messages from Jin and Namjoon. 'Is he okay?', 'did you call the doctor?' He simply responded with, 'yes, no.' which left the members curious and severely worried, so they decided to cut their shopping trip short and come home to care for their precious Hope.

"Yoongi?"
"In the living room." He replied with, hearing the rapper's annoyed voice they assumed that it had been hard to care for the injured member. J-Hope was laying on the couch, clutching his head, crying. He was quite pale and he looked like he felt dizzy.

The members rushed over, asking countless questions and trying to help the dancer. Before they knew it, it was night time and they had tucked Hoseok into bed.

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As the days went on, Hoseok kept falling over and was constantly dizzy. Yet every time the members brung up the doctor, he leapt up in fear and pleaded not to go. Although he wasn't in any more pain, it was a lot harder to care for him. When you have a concussion you are supposed to exercise a little because it speeds up recovery, Hoseok on the other hand couldn't stand on his own.

"Jin-Hyung, I need help.." Jin made his way over to the younger, as well as Jimin who had been caring a lot for the older since the incident. He took every opportunity he got to tell Hoseok how sorry he was, Hoseok kept trying to tell him it wasn't his fault but Jimin still thought otherwise. It's been oftly hard for (is that how you spell it, auto correct hasn't been working) for Hobi to walk, everytime he stands up his legs feel like jello and his head goes fuzzy. Therefore, he needs support to get from room to room. As you can imagine, dance practices weren't possible. Having a member or two missing from each practice to help the main dancer, wasn't really productive and caused a lot of extra stress. So dance practices were cancelled until Hobi got better, but unfortunately vocal and rap lessons were still on since it was one member per class.

Jin supported Hoseok by the waist, having a very out of it and woozy dancer not helping. They took him to the car, and he basically passed out in it. They took him inside of the hospital, much against Hoseok's wishes and sat the passed out boy in the waiting room chairs, him laying down and taking up 3 or 4 chairs. There was no one else in the waiting room, so it didn't really matter.

They had figured out that Hoseok did in fact have nerve damage to his brain. Although it would take some time for it to heal if it ever healed completely, he knew that his members would always be there for him. No matter what happened.

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Yo yo yo, it took me 2 weeks to do this one. Is there a reason, yes. But do I really feel like saying it, no. So imma leave it here, sorry for the abrupt ending but yea. Have a great day guys, ok I know I have a really small following (I love you all I promise) but I reallyyyyyyy want a name for y'all. So uh leave your thoughts

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