yoongi pov

He's gone

The jungkook I came to know and love is gone. Whether he went by hiroto or jungkook, I truly don't care because a name is just a title. The name he went by didn't change the feelings that were born inside me. It didn't change the memories we made. It didn't change the laughter that filled the air. It didn't change him.

I always loved that idiot and once I finally knew he felt the same way, he went to go do something stupid that cost his life.

I could of made him happy

We could of became like those gross couples at the park, holding hands, giving each other kisses, looking at one another with the must caring eyes, but that's impossible now

My hands pressed harder on the black sweater, grasping tighter in my hold. It still carries his scent, still holds his heat. I brought the soft fabric to my chest, hugging it for dear life.

" Please wait for me " I spoke, whipping my tears with my sleeves, not caring about the result of it getting dirty.

" P-please wait for me hiroto "

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taehyung pov

" c-can we make a baby tonight? "

In a big swoop I was turned to be face to face with no other then jungkook

" what? " he asked, assuring his ears weren't deceiving him and that I what I spoke was heard correctly.

" I-i want to make a baby with you "

My eyes shyly glance up at him, coming in sight with the shocked experience his face had on display

" tae, are you asking to have sex with me? "

My eyes dropped once that word was spoken, 'sex'

" 'Sex' is such a gross word to say, I prefer the term 'making babies' more "

Laughter filled the air, bouncing against the white walls. I glanced up to come in sight with jungkooks beautiful smile, a smile that has such a huge effect on me. While admiring his glowing facial features, I didn't come to realization that the laughter had died out awhile a go.

In a blink of an eye jungkook was right in front of me and when I mean right in front of me, I mean, forehead pressed against mine, lips lighting hovering over mine, and dark eyes so focus on nothing more then me.

" tae "  he spoke in a husky, deep voice, a voice that I have never heard, and one that brought me shivers

" y-yeah? " my eyes flickered towards anything but him, trying to compose myself because if I were to proceed on staring at him I would of definitely melt in an instant.

" look at me " he gripped my chin, lifting it slowly so I was once again staring into his deep dark eyes.

" I would love to make a baby with you tonight "

I felt my checks burn, feeling the effect of them turning a bright shade of pink.

" fuck tae, you're so cute " he spoke before attacking me with his lips

His lips moved along with mine with such desire. It was a hard, hungry kiss, compared to the kiss we shared at our spot which was sweet and loving. No. this kiss didn't bring butterflies, this kiss brought nothing more then tightness in my briefs.

I gasped as I felt his fingers so dangerously low, ghosting above my clothed member. He squeezed it, bringing out a loud moan from my mouth. He faced neared mine, bring it close to my ear. I could feel his hot breath against my skin. I gulped as he kissed my neck, sucking it so hard that it cause my body to jerk up, releasing out a moan as well

His lips mouth my neck, speaking word in between every kisses and suck

" fuck *kiss* your *suck* moans *kiss* are *suck* so *kiss* hot "

My breathing became louder, taking bigger puffs of airs as he continued to work my neck. Once he was done, he back up to see the art piece he created and licked his lips, satisfied with the finish result.

" clothes. off. now "

I didn't waste no time, yanking my clothes off as fast as I could and throwing them to god knows where. I glance back to jungkook and came in sight with an already naked jungkook. I gulped, taking in everything thing that was displayed in front of me. My hand roused up, eager to run my fingers down his hot abs, wanting to gaze upon his v line, feel his hard chest and to touch him.

My fingers made their way down to the waste band of his boxer. I held it, bringing it towards me and then released it to hear it smack against his skin. I gazed back at him

" c-can I blow you? "

He chocked a little, unexpected for that question to be asked

" yes, fuck. Please do "

I slowly grabbed a hold of his brief, pulling them off him. Once his hard throbbing member was free, I gulped at the size. jungkook was huge and the thought of him deep inside me made me harder than I was already.

Not having a clue how this actually works I began to just simply lick the tip in a cat like way. Just with that I was able to taste him, licking his sweet precome. Wanting to taste him fully I took him whole. His moan echoed throughout the room, making me gain more confidence.

I began to bob my head up and down in a slow motion but then I felt strong hands grip my hair, making me stay in place as jungkook fucked my mouth. I moaned as his speed began to fasten, his shaft constantly hitting the back of my neck. Tears trickled down my face, blurring my vision in the process.

I gasped for breath once jungkook pulled out but I wasn't able to catch my breath as for jungkook quickly attack my lips once again. His tongue exploring and touching ever inch inside my mouth. I moaned as he began to suck my tongue so hungrily. He pull away from the kiss and stared down at me with so much hunger.

" fuck, I can't wait anymore. Tae I'm going to prepare you really quick "

I nodded, watching as he he searched for something in the drawers.

" fuck " he looked back at me with worried eyes

" tae there's no lube or condom-

" it's okay, I can take it " I cut him off

" tae are you sure? It's going to hurt like a bitch an-

" jungkook I can take it "

He stared at him with seriousness and he sighed in defeat

" fine but here, suck "

He held his finger out towards my lips, motioning for me to lick

I held his hand in place as I worked on his three digits. Licking and sucking it hard as I try to look as seductive as I could and the sound of jungkook breath hitching signified that I succeed

" stop " he command which made me whine

I opened my mouth wide, allowing for jungkook's fingers to exit.

jungkook then spread my legs wide, showing my entrance on display for only him. He position himself between my too legs. His fingers traced down my thighs and ended at my entrance, giving it a slight rub with his slicked finger.

" it might hurt first but you'll feel good soon "

I nodded, assuring him that I had listen to his warning

I bit my lips as I felt his index finger push into me. I began to release muffled noise from the back of my throat as jungkook finger crock in many direction. His hand motion began to effect me so much that it cause me to grip the sheets tightly.

" more " I pled

He granted my request and add a second finger which caused me to moan like a mess, it wasn't until he added the third one that my eyes began to water, being quite painful but yet feeling so good.

jungkook kissed my tears away and also gave another bit to my neck

He then pulled his fingers out

I watch as he rubbed his shaft, slicking it with the remaining selva this finger had.

" ready? " he asked as he position himself near my entrance. I pressed down on him, signaling that I'm ready. He position my legs on his shoulder, teasing me with his hard member as it kept poking my entrance.

I whined but that whine soon turned into a cry of pain and desire.

jungkook had slammed his dick inside of me. He didn't wait for me to adjust and kept thrusting into me in a fast pace. The sound of moaning and skin slapping against each other were the only things that filled the air.

jungkook dived into my neck, sucking it aggressively and releasing the word "mine"

I flung my arms around his neck, hands tangling themselves in his hair. His hair stuck to his forehead for it is drenched in sweat. Some of the sweat dripped down his face, bringing my already hard member to twitch.

" faster "

" harder "

The bed creaked as jungkook thrust faster then he already was. He kept on penetrating my hole, not caring how loud we were being. Once I let out a high pitch noise, jungkook knew he found the spot and kept constantly slamming it.

" i-I'm close " I warned

" me too "

I felt my body shack as jungkook kept attacking my asshole. I scream as I reached my limit, yanking jungkook down for a kiss as I released all my seed out. It had landed on both of our stomachs and even some on my chin. I dig my nails into the back of jungkook as he kept thrusting into me, not yet reached his high. I clenched tight around his dick which pushed him too the limit. He finally released inside me, painting it white with his cum.

He collapsed onto of me. We just laid there for a couple a minutes, trying to recover from our high. jungkook rolled himself off of me, now laying next to me and staring up at the ceiling.

" that. was. fucken. amazing " his breath hasn't gone back to normal, still taking deep breaths.

He pulled me closer, covering our naked bodies with the blanket. I tangled our legs together and snuggled deeper into him, face now buried in his chest and now being able to smell both of our scent combined. I sighed of content.

" jungkook I love you "

He placed a small kiss on top of my head and burying himself in my hair.

" I love you too " you muffled against my hair

I soon felt my eyes become heavier with every passing second . And once I closed my eyes, I fell into a deep slumber and all while I was in my lovers arm

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Sorry I suck at smut so bad
This is it. There will no longer be anymore imitation update it has come to an end. Thank you all for reading. I hope this wasn't as bad as I thought
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