They've told me you're a bad idea, that I should stay away. I must admit, I hear the warning sounds in my head every time you're near. But, I've never been one to listen to what other people say. I know that probably makes me naive and stupid but I must experience everything for myself. I also know that I'm going to get hurt, but there's no avoiding that now. Even though I haven't seen your face in so long, the minute I do see you, I'll fall all over again. Your eyes will leave me breathless like they have before, and my heart will beat faster, and I won't be able to hear the warning sounds any longer. That's the dangerous part. This is either going to end very badly, or not begin at all. If it ends, I'll be left on the bathroom floor screaming and crying your name and wondering how I could be so stupid. If it doesn't begin, then I'll be left with the dull ache in my chest as I continue to watch you from a distance. Either way, you're going to be a mistake. But that's never stopped me before.