I don't know what I'm doing anymore

And I have never been so scared before

Why is this so difficult for me

How could this be meant to be

My life has taken a complete turn

No matter what I never learn

I feel myself sinking deeper

I know I'm not getting better

I need help, I know it

But it's so hard to show it

I'm just waiting for someone to see

How desperate I've come to be

I'm so afraid this can't be happening

Am I really becoming

Depressed