She turns around, looking at me, and before that she can say something, I get closer to her face and I kiss her in front of the whole arena.

Everyone starts to scream so loud that I almost need to plug my ears, and I perfectly know that every single picture/video that they took is going to be all over the internet, it probably already is, but I can only be happy about it, I stopped worrying about all the rumors and stuff a lot of time ago.

I slowly get away from Y/n's face, opening my eyes and looking at her. Her cheeks are red, but she's clearly happy and so am I. "I love you" she whispers and I caress her hand, mumbling an "I love you too" and then turning my head towards the crowd.

"I love you guys with all my heart, thank you so much" I say and then I help my girlfriend to leave the stage. "I'll see you later" she tells me and I nod, starting to run and soon reaching the B stage.

After the concert.

The concert ends and after thanking the fans one more time, I quickly get off stage and I hug the band, telling them how much fun we had tonight. While I'm talking to them, someone taps on my shoulder and I turn around. "Dad!" I scream and I immediately hug him.

"How was the show? Did you enjoy it?" I ask him, breaking the hug. "You rocked! All of you did! I am so proud of you, son. Also, what you and Y/n did was so beautiful, you two are really made for each other. You look truly happy when you're around her. Don't let her go, son, she's precious."

"Well, you heard him." Y/n says, popping out of nowhere. We giggle at her words and I hug her, giving her a kiss on her forehead. "You are truly amazing, the show blew my mind!" she tells me and my dad agrees with her.

"Y/n, everything is packed, you still have 10 minutes and then we'll have to go." Andrew tells her and she nods, turning back to me. "Already?" I ask, getting closer with a pouting face. "Shawn, I'll see you later. Y/n, It was a pleasure to see you again and remember that you're welcome at our house whenever you want!" They hug and then Manny walks away.

I lay my arms around Y/n's waist and I kiss her neck. "Shawn...you know that I have to leave..." She says and I look her in the eyes. We're both sad now and I seriously don't know when I'm going to see her again, maybe in two months?

"I'll see you soon, okay? Text me or FaceTime me as soon as you're home, I don't care if it's going to be 2 am here since in Toronto you're six hours ahead, I want to know if you had a safe flight and we can fall asleep together while I'll sing you something on FaceTime." I can be really cheesy sometimes, wow.

"You're the best boyfriend ever, I love you so much. I'll text you as soon as I'll land and we'll FaceTime once I'm home, is that good?" "It's perfect." I answer and then we hug and kiss one last time. It's seriously hard to let her go.

Y/N'S POV.

I am barely able to break the hug and walk away, reaching Andrew, ready with my suitcase to go to the airport. These past two days were the best, and I'll never forget what Shawn did tonight: inviting me on stage and making me play "Never be alone", everything was just amazing.

"Hey, are you okay?" Andrew asks me, noticing that I was about to cry. "Yeah...I'm just going to miss him so much, I don't know if I'll be able to handle it." "You will! I've never seen Shawn so happy before and he'll do anything to make this work, and I'm sure that you'll see him soon, I will definitely help if it's going to be necessary." He gives me a hug and then we get in the car, on our way to the airport.

[...]

As soon as I land, I text both Shawn and Andrew, telling them that the flight was okay and that my family is waiting for me.

When I finally meet my parents, I immediately hug them and then I hug Allison, realizing how much I've missed them, even if I've only left for two days. "How did it go?" She asks me. "I think that you've already seen the videos and pics all over the internet, didn't you?"

She nods and then says: "It was really beautiful, I can't wait for you to tell me everything and with details!" She smirks and I giggle. "C'mon, let's go home, you must be tired. Did you eat something?" My mom asks worried and I tell her that I ate something on the plane.

We finally arrive home and my dad helps me to carry the suitcase upstairs, in my room. I thank him and he tells me to get some rest, leaving the room right after.

I get rid of the jeans and sweater, to only wear a Shawn's hoodie, one of those that he gave me before leaving for tour. I get into bed and I FaceTime him. When he answers, a big smile appears on both of our faces, but I can see that Shawn was about to fall asleep.

"Mmh, you're wearing my hoodie" He smirks. "Well, it's really comfortable and it also has your scent, which I am in love with" he raises his left eyebrow and says: "Oh so you're in love with my scent but not with me eh?" I shake my head but slowly starting to close my eyes.

Shawn, seeing that I am falling asleep, starts to sing "Mercy", my favorite song, and he quickly makes me definitely fall asleep thanks to his angelic voice. "Goodnight babygirl..."

A couple of days later.

"So, are we going to meet each other there or do I need to pick someone up?" Sam asks Yasmina, Kiliy, Francesca, Jennifer and I. I really missed spending some free time with my friends, and tonight we decided to go to Jennifer's party. Since these days her parents aren't home, she decided to throw a party at her house, so of course we are going too.

"It's not necessary since we will get ready directly at my house. Plus, both Fra and Y/n have a car so it would be useless anyway. It starts at 7 pm, so come in time and bring as many friends as you can, I've already invited a lot of people." Jennifer answers. We all agree and then Sam goes home, while the other girls and I stay at Jen's house to have lunch and then we get ready.

At the party.

"This party is lit!" Fra says while drinking some beer. "We have a DJ, a bartender who makes the best drinks ever and so much more, of course it's lit!" Jen replies, happy to see that everything is going as she planned.

We dance, drink, play games, joke around. I also send a couple of pictures to Shawn, but he doesn't reply since he is probably sleeping because of the time zone.

Even if I am having fun, I still decide to not drink a lot because after the party I'll have to drive back home.

It's 3 am and everyone went home, while I decide to help Jen to clean the house a bit since the others went home.

"Thank you so much for helping me, but are you sure that you don't want to sleep over here?" She asks me, I thank her but I kindly decline the offer.

"Fine, just be careful." She says and I hug her, leaving the house right after.

I cross the street and then I reach my car. I look for the keys and when I finally find them, I open the car, putting the belt on and starting the engine.

While I am driving, I can hear another car coming from the opposite side, but the driver must be drunk because the car goes too fast. I try to avoid it, but unfortunately the car hits mine and the crush is so hard that I hit my head and I'm not conscious enough to try to ask for help.

Two weeks later.

When I open my eyes, the only thing that I can feel is pain and confusion. Apparently, I am at the hospital, I can recognize that by the white walls and by all the machinery to which I am attached. Also, I am surrounded by a lot of people and some of them are crying.

One of them gets closer to my bed. He is very tall, with brown hair and hazel eyes. He looks very good and a bit intimidating. Also, I love his scent. I don't know why, but it seems familiar.

He grabs my hand and says with a soft but raspy voice: "Oh my god baby, you're awake. How are you feeling?" "What happened to me?" I ask, trying to understand what's going on.

"You had a car accident and you've been in a coma for about two weeks. I had to cancel a couple of the tour dates, but now the important thing is that you're awake. I'll go and get the doctor right now...I love you so much and we really thought that you weren't going to wake up anymore..." He says, as if he was about to cry.

I look at him in the eyes and I remove my hand from under his. "I am so sorry but...who are you?"

As soon as I say those words, it's like his heart just broke into millions of pieces.

Helloooo!!

I know you're gonna hate me for what I just did, I am so sorry and I actually felt really bad while writing this.

Anyways, I hope that you'll forgive me.

Credits for the picture: @fraxmercy

See you soon,

-M.

Love you all :)