When I get back home and I greet my sister, she already knows that something happened. My face proves it. "JUST TELL ME ALREADY!" I laugh and then I tell her about the fact that I met Shawn at the café and about the whole conversation we had. 

"So he likes black coffee eh? I knew it!" "Allison, you seriously stalk him way too much. You read too many facts and articles about him and how he is allergic to dogs and all those things. Stop it!" "Y/n, are you serious? You stalk him even more than I do, so shut up already, we both know that you are obsessed with him more than I am!"

 We both burst into laughter because she is right. I think that I stalk him seriously way too much, if he knows that he would definitely not talk to me ever again. After a couple of hours we have lunch and then I go upstairs. I do my homework and when I finish I start watching a random film, just to kill time. I don't pay attention to it because I am thinking about something else, or better, someone else. 

The next day.

I wake up at 6:30. I immediately put some random clothes on and I go downstairs to reach the kitchen and I make some coffee. Both of my parents were already at work and Allison is probably at her boyfriend's house and then she will probably head to the University as always.

 I am used to be alone in the morning. At first I was very sad about it because I had no one to talk to or have breakfast together. But then I realized that if I was home alone I could do everything I wanted, eat calmly and get ready for school without any pressure. So now I love waking up during the week knowing that I am the only one in the house. 

After drinking coffee, I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and put on make-up. About 7:20 I put on my shoes and I leave the house being careful to lock the door. I take the usual bus which drives me to school and I put on my headphones and I start listening to Shawn's music.

 When I get to school I reach Jennifer. She is my best friend and we basically grew up together since our parents are best friends too. Now we are inseparable and we see each other every day. (We have always attended the same school and the same class.) 

I actually don't know what I would do without her. I can't describe our friendship, it's just amazing. She is obsessed as much as I am with Shawn and when I went to Shawn's concert 2 days ago, I wanted her to come too, but she wasn't in Toronto that day. 

Since she couldn't be there with me, I took many pics and videos and immediately shared them with her. It was like she was there with me and we promised ourselves to go to a Shawn's concert together as soon as possible because that would definitely be the best experience in my life, even if I have already gone to one of his concerts.

 Don't worry, I also told her the whole thing that happened at the end of his concert and what happened at the café yesterday. She couldn't be happier for me and of course if the same thing happened to her, I would be really happy for her, we always support each other. 

She sees me and pulls me in for a hug. "Hi, how is my best friend doing?" she asks me breaking the hug after a couple of seconds. "Really good, actually. I can't wait for school to finish, this is finally the last year! I seriously can't wait to go to university together! Allison told me that yes, it's not easy but she finds it very cool. What about you, Jen? How are you doing?"

Actually, she looks really tired. She has probably forgotten about the math test that we had today and she finished late to study. "You know that I can't wait to finish this last year of high school as soon as possible too. And actually, I am not doing that well since I slept only 5 hours. Guess what? I forgot about the math test and I didn't study that much, I was really tired." I know Jennifer too well, I knew that. "Don't worry girl, I got you!" 

I help her as much as I can and during English class she thanks me at least 100 times. Thank God today (except for that test) we didn't do a lot. When we get out of that living hell called school we agree to meet each other later at the café (we only go to THAT café, yes, the one where I met Shawn.)

 I go straight to the café because I didn't want to go back home and then leave again. I head towards the café and I open the door right after. As always I greet Sam and I ask for a cappuccino. I take a seat and after a few minutes he brings me my order. 

I take a book from my backpack and I start reading, while I take a sip from the cup. As always there are only a few people but they soon leave so I am the only one in that café. After a few minutes, someone opens the door and what I see makes me roll my eyes. Chloe. 

When she notices me, she does the same and then she walks towards Sam. She puts her arms around his neck and kisses him while looking at me. She gives me a "this is my man" look. Then they start to talk and I continue reading my book. Since that day only the poor Sam was working, he had to do more jobs in once. He goes to the kitchen and he starts to wash the dishes.

 After 15 minutes the door opens again. Seriously? No,no,no,no,no. SHAWN MENDES IS HERE AGAIN! Oh God, today I dressed like shit, he didn't have to come here and saw me like this. No, this is definitely NOT the day for me to meet Shawn. He starts to walk towards me, but someone yells: "OH MY GOD YOU ARE SHAWN MENDES!! CAN WE TAKE A PICTURE PLEASE?" Guess who is the one who yelled that? CHLOE.

 She perfectly knows about me and my obsession for him and she is acting like a fucking fake fan. She barely knows the song "Stitches". Of course Shawn is a sweetheart so he can't refuse and they take a picture. After that, he keeps looking at me but Chloe didn't want to leave. 

She also asks for a hug, but before Shawn was able to say something, she is already hugging him. He gently pushes her away, but Chloe starts to talk with him how about she loves him and how much hot he is and I can literally see that she is flirting with him. What the fuck?! I mean, her boyfriend is literally in the same building and if in that moment he would appear, oh man, I can't even imagine what would happen.

 I perfectly knew that she was doing that only to make me jealous, even if Shawn wasn't my boyfriend. Also, while she is acting like the bitch that she is, Shawn tries to do something to stop her (always being the gentleman that he is), but nothing works. In that moment I get a text from Jennifer.

From Jennifer: I can't come anymore, I am sorry. I will explain calling you later. 

Oh God, if she only knew that Shawn was here, I bet that she would be here in less than 5 minutes.

To Jennifer: Okay, don't worry. 

I honestly don't know why I didn't tell her about the fact that Shawn is here, but she hates Chloe (everyone hates her) as much as I do, so if Jen would see her flirting with Shawn she would probably punch her in the face (she is kinda aggressive lol), so I decide to tell her that when she will call me.

 When I raise my head, Shawn is still trying to pull Chloe away, but the next thing that I see is her kissing him. I swear to God, I want to kill her right now. Shawn immediately pulls her away and he looks at me. 

The only thing that I am able to do right now is grabbing my stuff and I leave the café, without saying nothing. I start to run and suddenly I realize that I am mad as hell. Or better, I am jealous. How is that even possible? I am not Shawn's girlfriend, I am not even his friend! I am just a fan who supports him and loves his songs. 

While I am trying to figure out what the hell was going on with my thoughts and my feelings, I feel someone's presence behind me. I get scared so I start to run again, but the person behind me is way faster and soon he grabs my wrist and stops me. I turn and Shawn is in front of me. Oh, no. 

Helloooooooo!!!

Here's the new chapter. I know it's pretty shitty so be rude if you want, just tell me what you think down below. And yes, you can be mad at me, I will understand.

See you soon,

-M.

Love you all :)