"Did you really think that you could leave me alone, and fix everything with a message?" He asks, he sounds mad. "Shawn, I am sorry, real-" I try to say. "Y/n, you really fucked up." He cuts me off.

"I told you that I didn't want to wake you up, I just went to school! Where do you think I was?" I ask, raising my voice. "Don't even try to raise your voice with me! And that's not the point Y/n. You left me alone, you need a punishment." Shawn says starting to drive.

"You really need to calm the fuck down Shawn!" I say but he slaps my thigh. "Shut the fuck up!" He yells and the only thing that I can do is actually shut up, maybe he'll calm down. For the whole drive neither of us says nothing, but I can perfectly see with the corner of my eye that Shawn is furious.

After 10 minutes we arrive at his place and as soon as I get off the car, he grabs me by my elbow and he drags me to the door. Shawn opens the door and we immediately reach his bedroom, where he pushes me on the bed, laying on my belly. I can't see Shawn.

"What the hell are you doing?" I ask him worried. No answer. I try to get up but he blocks me, taking off my jeans. Oh no. "Shawn, what the f- AAAH!" I scream for the pain. Did he just spank me? I don't even have the time to say nothing that he spanks me again.

He does that one, two, three, four times until I start to cry, I don't like this at all. I try to free myself from his big hands on my butt, but it's impossible. I beg him to let me go, but he doesn't want to listen. I feel that he is about to do something that I won't like at all, and I understand that by the fact that he took off my panties too.

"Shawn, stop right there. Please." I say, crying. "You- you need to be punished." He stutters. "Can't you understand that you're hurting me?!" I scream and he finally lets me go. I immediately stand up, putting on my panties and jeans back.

I look at him, and when he sees that I am crying, he tries to get closer, but I push him back. "What the fuck were you trying to do Shawn, eh? What the hell is wrong with you?" I yell. "Are you seriously complaining just because I spanked you?" He asks. "You're crazy!" I snap at him.

"You're the one who left me alone in the morning!" He yells. In that moment, I realize. "Oh my God." I mumble. "What? What is it now?" He asks pissed off. "That's why you're so upset!" I say pointing at him. "What the hell are you talking about?" He says, waiting for an answer.

"The where were you in the morning girl! She left you alone and you felt so bad that you wrote a song about it, and you never wanted it to happen again, that's why you're so mad! Shawn, oh God!" His eyes widened. Truth hurts eh, Mendes?

"Well, I am not that girl, okay? You were so scared about the fact that I left you that you really needed to do something eh? And that is, spanking me? Shawn, that's not how it works." I add, yelling at him.

He tries again to get closer but I put my hand on his chest, stopping him. "You really need to understand what you did Shawn, it's not normal. Just because some bitch left you alone then you needed to punish me to get revenge or something? I seriously can't understand you." I say.

"I am sorry, I don't know why I did that. Can you forgive me?" He asks, looking at me. "The hell not! You really scared me Shawn, I don't even know if I can trust you now. You were rude, and you treated me like that with no shame."

And then, the last thing that I say to him before leaving is: "You know what you should do? You should go and look for that girl, maybe she likes to be spanked." And then I leave.

He doesn't even try to stop me, he is too shocked for what I said. I finally leave his place, slamming the door. What the fuck is wrong with him?

The next day.

While I am on my way to school, I check my phone. Shawn tried to call me so many times, but I never answered. He really hurt me. "Fuck you." I mumble. When I get off the bus, I bump into someone. "Sorry!" I say while turning around to see who it is. "It's okay, don't worry. Ehm, can I ask you something?" She asks me.

The person I bumped into is a girl with curly, dark brown hair, and cerulean eyes (kinda mint green). She looks a little bit older than me. I nod and she asks: "I am looking for a University near this high school, do you know how to reach it?"

I give her all the instructions to reach that University. "Thank you so much! I am Francesca by the way, but you can call me Fra." She smiles at me and we shake hands. "I am Y/n, nice to meet you! You're new in town, aren't you?" I ask curious.

"Yes, I just moved here a couple of days ago. I am actually Italian." She answers. "Well, I hope that you'll have a good time here, and good luck with the University!" She thanks me one more time and I greet her, taking opposite streets. She seems nice.

Before entering school, I get another call from Shawn, but I don't answer. I don't wanna talk to him now.

At home.

"Hey sweetie, are you okay? How did school go?" My mum asks. "Everything is okay, don't worry. Thanks for dinner." I say while reaching my room. I put on my pajamas and I get into bed, I am tired as hell. In the right moment that I close my eyes, I get a message. I check my phone, already knowing who it is. Shawn, obviously.

From Shawn: Listen Y/n, I am so sorry. What I did was too much, I didn't control myself. It was wrong and I will never forgive myself for hurting you. God, I am so stupid. How could I think that you left me, just because another girl did that? You were right, and I am sorry that I didn't realize it earlier. I just wanna say that I love you, and that I really hope that one day you'll forgive me for what I did. If you need something, or if you just wanna talk, you know where to find me. -Shawn.

I start to cry again while reading the message, but I perfectly know what to answer.

To Shawn: You realized too late.

I fall asleep while I am still crying.

You really hurt me, Shawn. You scared me.

Hellooooo!!! Drama is coming y'all!

You can hate me if you want, I get it lol.

See you soon,

-M.

Love you all :)