"But I love you more..." He says getting closer. He puts the MacBook down on the little table in front of us and he puts himself on top of me. He starts to give me a couple of kisses on my neck and I moan a little. I wrap my legs around his waist and he stands up, my body attached to his.

He starts to kiss me again, and I run my fingers through his hair while he is walking upstairs, reaching his bedroom. "Mmh..." Now I am the one who is kissing his neck.

Shawn starts to walk upstairs, while I am still attached to his body, my legs wrapped around his waist, my arms wrapped around his neck, his arms laying on my butt. I keep kissing his neck and he moans softly.

We finally reach his bedroom, and even if there is no one at home except for the two of us, he locks the door with one hand, while the other one is still laying on my buttock. In the meantime, I give a quick look at his bedroom: there is a double bed, a big wardrobe and there a lot of guitars, A LOT, but I honestly don't mind.

After locking the door, Shawn walks towards the bed and he gently lays me on the bed and he puts himself again on top of me, and I let him give me a couple of hickeys all over my neck, and I can't stop wailing. He suddenly starts to kiss me, and when the kiss gets heated, he slowly slips his tongue between my lips, and in that moment I reverse the situation.

Without stopping kissing, I straddle him. He doesn't seem surprised at all, he actually smirks, while I can feel his hands heading to the bottom of my shirt, and then he slowly takes it off, throwing it in a random corner of the room. He is now staring at my bra, but I start to kiss him again so that now his eyes are closed.

While we are kissing, my arms are touching his biceps and one of my hands slips under his white shirt, and I take it off so that now I can touch his abs, perfectly carved. Without even noticing, Shawn has already unhooked my bra.

He leans closer and gives a soft kiss on one of my breasts, sending me shivers all over my body. He does the same with the other breast, and I can't contain myself. "A-ah" I moan and he grins, knowing what he is doing to me. Shawn lays his big hands on my naked waist and starts to give me little kisses: he first kisses me on my lips, then he just gives me cute kisses all over my face and my neck, but then his mouth reaches again my breasts and then my belly.

Now he is the one who flips the situation, and I suddenly find myself under his massive figure. Shawn undoes and pulls down my jeans while I help him to undo his belt. His face leans closer to my ear and he whispers: "You're so pretty Y/n, so fucking beautiful.", and I can feel his bulge against my stomach. I pull his boxer off and what I see makes me wide my eyes. He says nothing, he stretches his arm and takes a condom from the nightstand.

When I am about to say something, Shawn starts to rub his thumb over my clothed heat, making me arch my back. "Keep doing that, p-please." I beg him, but instead of doing what I tell him, he just pulls my panties off and he just starts to finger me. "Shawn!" I moan his name and he immediately stops.

"Wait, are you-" He asks but I cut him off. "No, I am not. This is not my first time." He seems a little bit surprised, but he simply nods and keeps doing what he was doing before, but this time he adds another finger and I scream his name out. When I am close, he stops. "What the- OH" I legit scream when I feel his member filling me.

When I finally realize that he is inside me, I spread my legs and I try to get used to his size. It's so big, oh my god. Shawn slowly starts to move his hips, but we both wanted more. "Faster Shawn, go faster." I try to say, but the only thing that I can do is moaning.

Shawn starts to go faster and I am a moaning mess, we both are. I start to scratch his back, I can't control myself anymore, and he groans my name a couple of times. "Y/n, I am so fucking close, I-" He tries to say, while going even faster. Fuck. "Don't stop, not now Shawn!" I scream and in that moment he grabs my legs and puts them around his thighs, so that he can go even deeper.

We intertwine our fingers, knowing that we were both reaching the edge. "S-Shawn, God, I am-" I groan and he looks at me, saying: "Just come, come for me Y/n.", and in that moment I lose it all, I scream his name as loud as I can and I finally come. "F-Fuck Y/n!" He moans and cums right after me.

Shawn removes the condom and then rolls over next to me. "Wow." He breathes out and looks at me, giving me a kiss on my forehead. "Thank you so much baby, it was amazing. You were amazing." He says and I give him a soft smile, gently caressing his red cheek. "I love you so much." I whisper and he answers with: "I love you so so much, you can't even imagine how much I love you."

It finally happened. And this is just the beginning.

I don't even know what to say, this is so awkward. Bye.

See you soon,

-M.

Love you all :)