He leans closer to me and I stop him. "Not tonight, Mendes." 

"Omg are you serious? I just wanna have fun!" He snaps. I look him in the eyes. "You already had fun, stop it." I try to be calm. "Uff, it's so hot in here! It must be because of you." He smirks at me and I ignore him, but when he decides to take off his t-shirt it's pretty hard to not stare at his abs.

I don't know why, maybe because of his hotness or maybe because of all the things that he said to me tonight, I realize that I am turned on, and Shawn catches me looking at him while I am biting my bottom lip. "You like the view eh?" He says. "Shut up." I reply while I am still staring at his body. "Aren't you hot?" He asks. 

"Nope, you think it's hot in here because you're drunk, but the truth is that I am cold." I try to look him in the eyes, but there is something (or better, his biceps) that is distracting me. "Well, I can make you warm if you want." I am not able to contain myself anymore, I don't care if he's drunk. "Then show me how you can do that." 

In the right moment I say that, he kisses me and I don't stop him, I can't. I immediately kiss him back, and after a few seconds, I straddle him and my fingers are running through his hair. He doesn't seem surprised at all, and while he lays his big hands on my bum, he taps his tongue against my teeth. I open my mouth, so now he is forcing his tongue into my mouth. 

I can still feel the vodka he drank, but it doesn't bother me. Our lips are moving in sync and suddenly Shawn starts to kiss my neck, giving me shivers all over my body. Soon, I realize that he is doing more than just kissing my neck, because I can feel him sucking that part of the skin. 

Should I stop him? It's a bit painful, but after a few seconds he stops, looking at my neck satisfied. "Now everyone will know that you're mine." "Did you just give me a hickey?" He nods and I shake my head. "Now your turn." I wide my eyes. "Shawn, I-" He shuts me up laying his finger on my lips. "Do it." Wow, daddy Mendes jumped out. 

I do what he says, a bit embarrassed. We kiss again and then I slowly head to his neck. When I start to suck his skin, he moans and I can't help myself to not smile. After giving him a hickey and after a long session of making out, we both decide that for tonight it's enough. 

We are both excited but exhausted at the same time, but before falling asleep, Shawn says: "One more thing..." I turn around and I look him in the eyes. "What is it?" I ask. "Even if I am still a bit drunk, I know what I am saying, but now it's up to you. After tonight, I am even more sure about the fact that I want you to be my girlfriend, can you confirm me that you want that too? Please, say yes."

Oh my God, I am so tired right now that I can't even think properly, but the truth is that I really wanted to be his girlfriend, I feel ready for it.  I lean closer to kiss him and I say: "Maybe..." He smiles and says: "Goodnight girlfriend." I reply with: "Goodnight boyfriend." and then I fall asleep. 

The next day.

I open my eyes, rubbing them and then I turn around. Shawn is still sleeping. I get up, trying to not waking him up and then I reach the bathroom. When I look myself in the mirror, I notice a weird thing on my neck, but then I realize what it is and I smile, thinking about what happened last night. 

When I get out of the bathroom, Shawn is still sleeping. I try to not make any noise and I quickly change myself, putting his jacket on. I leave his room and then I go for a walk around the hotel, thinking about the fact that now I am actually Shawn's girlfriend. 

Am I living in a dream? What if something bad happens and we break up? What if this relationship will be worse than the last one? What is Shawn going to do with his fans, will they accept the fact that now he has a girlfriend? Too many questions and zero answers.

After a long walk, I get back to the hotel and I stop at the bar service and I get the usual. When I head to Shawn's room, I notice that he isn't into bed anymore. I lay the breakfast on the table and I check every room, until I find him. 

He is sitting next to a window, playing the guitar, while the wind is messing his hair. (you can watch the video above to imagine it) I stare at him for a couple of minutes, without saying anything. When Shawn notices me, he immediately comes after me and kisses me. "I thought you left me..." He looks sad. 

"Shawn, I would never do that! I actually brought breakfast." Now he smiles and pulls me in for a hug. "Thanks babe." I take off the jacket and then we sit down, starting to eat muffins. "How did my girlfriend sleep?" I blush and I answer with a: "I slept really well, thank you." 

I look at him, he is such a blessing. My eyes are staring at his hickey and I can't help myself to not smile. He notices that and says: "Mmh, I think that we had fun last night, didn't we?" I laugh and I answer, shrugging my shoulders: "I think so."

We keep talking about what happened but then I remember that for the weekend I had to get back home. "Fuck." I whisper. "What's wrong?" Shawn asks worried. "Shawn, tomorrow I have to get back home..." He stops eating and he stands up. "Do you really need to go back home tomorrow?" I nod and he makes me stand up, kissing my forehead. 

"Can you please stay a couple of days longer? I really need you." "I would love to, but the flight is already booked." "Oh, that's not a problem." I look at him confused and I wait for an explanation. "If you want, I can talk to your parents and say that I want you to stay for a little longer. About the flight, don't worry, Andrew can fix that." 

I hug him. "That would be amazing, but when am I supposed to go back to Toronto then?" "We will be back in a week." I look at him confused. "We?" "Yes, we. I will tell Andrew to book the seat next to mine, business class, is that okay?" "But Shawn, I don't have enough money to pay for a business class flight!" He laughs and says: "Don't worry about the money, I will pay for you. After all, it was my idea to make you stay. And don't even try to stop me from paying for you too, it's a pleasure." I give up and I say: "Fine." 

Shawn calls my parents and convinces them very easily. "Wow, you're pretty convincing when you want Mendes." He laughs and says: "I am so happy that you can stay." "I love you, Shawn." "I love you too, Y/n." 

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Sorry if I am late, but I had no inspiration and the chapter is pretty short, sorry for that.

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-M.

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