Me version
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I never wanted to play make believe

I tried to stay within reality

And from a real young age , I learned to cope with pain

I never was the same

I didn't wanna be super man

I only wanted to be able to stand

I guess I asked to much

I wasn't strong enough

But I lost faith because , I can't seem to love and understand me .

I hate that I didn't turn out the way that I wanted . And I can't just go up and say .

I can seem to love and accept me

So I just lay in bed , wasting so much time that I could've spent , Instead I had to sacrifice the part of my heart that believed dreams could come true

I played my part , I lost my heart

Believed it all would work out without a shred of doubt

But in my eyes I couldn't fly

Why aren't I good enough

Guess I don't mean to much

Is it to late

To quit this game

Fill me with poison make me numb

I pray that my heart stops

I feed me , this bullshit hope it works

That's all I'm fucking good for

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Should I be sorry for giving up

Should I be upset that I've had enough

Of empty feelings

Excessive harsh judgment

And subtle rejections

Am I aware what I've done so far

Or am I just so scarred that I can't bleed

The scars that I have left here

Mutating into fear

Of people getting near

Why couldn't I love , and accept me

Sorry that I didn't turn out the way that I wanted I guess that's why I can't go up and say

Why can't I just love and protect me

So I just lay in bed wasting so much time that I could've spent instead I had to sacrifice the part of my heart that believed dreams could come true

I had a chance

I can't give it back

Why should I go free

When I can't stop dying slowly

Wish I were strong

Enough to hold on

But the ache grows and grows

As long as I still can't say no

So I've got to go

Swallow my lies just one gulp

I want the light to fade

Let me have just a taste of what I lost

Is This how bad loss, hurts ?

Help me for nothing

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I'm not so insensitive and I'm not incompetent

I failed the job that I was meant to have in this life

No I'm not incompetent
No I'm not insensitive

And if I really was alive and living then I'd say I'm happy

The saddest part is this won't change a thing

I wish

That things had been different

And now I just wanna leave it all behind

If I could break the chains that hold me in

Maybe I could start again

For now I can't, my life is cracked

So until then

Can't let anything in

This is the end

Fill me with poison make me numb

I pray that my heart stops

I feed me this bullshit hope it works

That's
All
I'm
Fucking
Good
For

Swallow my lies , just one gulp

I want the lights to fade

Let me have a taste of what I lost

Is this how bad loss hurts ?

Help me for nothing
Help me for nothing
Help me for nothing
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Help me for nothing
Help me for nothing

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