I'm confused

Got a boy but he doesn't make my heart flutter

Like it does

When I look at

Another

My heads wrapped around my boy

But my hearts attached to the

Other

Oh the other

Sends my heart into panic

Sets my face on fire

Makes my knees feel weak

And fixes my heart

From the damaged

Caused by my boy

Oh and my boy

Doesn't know me

All he does

Is tell me I'm pretty

And Says" Well be like the movies!"

" We'll be perfect and cute!"

" No problems, no worries !"

" And no issues "

Oh

Well Then

I wanna say

" W-Well I-I'm not perfect!!

" far from it at the least ...."

" Can't be like the movies I'm not that way you see !"

" I-I've got emotions that won't just go away"

But oh no I don' speak

Because my brain tells me

To nod and agree

But I want the other

I want him to hold me close and tell me

He'll never leave

Oh but no

I'm stuck with my boy

Oh

Why my boy ...

Today felt like magic 

Being so close to other

Joking around

And even sharing a pair of headphones

Oh and know

I know

That it doesn't mean a

Thing to him

Doesn't mean as much as it does

To me

Oh but that doesn't mean

We can't be friends

Oh other

Why can't you be my boy

Why can't you be the one who tells me

That we'll get married one day

Oh other why

Can't ya be my boy ~