So... I have a best friend... we met a while back ... and him being my friend means so so so much to me ... because I know some people think I wouldn't notice how he treats me , like a great friend...he used to get a little protective how others treat me ... and never stopped trying to figure out what was wrong... he supported me ... one day I had a crush on him ( years ago ) but no longer due because I h-have pe-people wh-w-who th-thin-think I bully him and say mean things to me ... but that's just or friendship .. it's how it works ... but him being my friend is the best thing and people are ruining it .... they began to chase us around shipping us trying to get photos and us being cute together.. we used to have nicknames for each other .. I called him prince and he called me anxiety ( but only if no one was around) and one person pointed it out thinking it was cute so when I went up to him I said " Sup prince!" And he looked at me in disgust and replied" Can you not call me that ?"
And I just felt so hurt and replied " O-Okay " so after school I asked him " What's so wrong with the nickname prince " and he replied " It just sounds... girly " and it just felt like I had been stabbed in the heart and was drowning in my problems, my sorrow and misery and I couldn't escape because he wasn't there to pull me out .. to save me ... you see , every time someone says something cute about us or points it out .. he grows more distant and it hurts so much ...