But sometimes I wish I was
After all,
I'm stressed over nothing
My rep is ruined when I cringe over yawns
But turns out yawns help you to not stress
What do I do? I'm a strange child
But for once I'm not joking
On Wattpad which I know is strange
But my shirt is untucked
And my friends are all more mature
Than I because they have their
Womanly things and I'm not
Far from flat chested
Despite my age
And I know they might be judging
My every move
Because I never call or text them
And guess what? I've never even
Been to their houses or out with them
I wonder if they even think I'm a friend
And not some annoying girl trying to fit in at school
I'm squished between a squish and my insecurity
Apparently a grade bellow me guy
Has a crush on me wait what?
I don't trust my parents I don't even wear much makeup
This is stupid why do I already have a B
It's high but I'm low and I'm worried
If I so much as forget an assignment in history
I'm history from my Aunt cause she'll quietly
Tell my parents who already are pretty p(BUY SOME CATMINT)ed
About my suddenly irresponsible ways
I wish I could go back to a perfect little school girl
Who doesn't stay up till one every other night watching YouTube
Not for homework just to drown my pointless sorrows with pointless videos and skits
And I know I shouldn't be
Wishing my life away
But I can take much more
If this stress
For no reason
Gets much higher
Then this poetry will get even more badly
Written