I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm so scared

It's always over nothing, nothing, noth, noth, ing, ing

People deal with stress but the slightest bit consumes me, it consumeumeumes me heh

They lead, I follow, they don't want me following, I wonder whyhy, why, don't leaders need followers, then I remember that I don't follow, I cling, I'm a parasite, for site, para-site, for site, foresight, but I never sight things before they come

I want, I crave attention, attendance of attention, my parents and family give me plenty I'm greedy for more, formore, former, for more, more from people my age, but they don't like me, no one likes a ghost, ghosts are scary, invisible ghosts, invisible me, ghost me, but how can I be a ghost when I myself am always so scared, do I scare myself? Yes I do, I do

Scared, scared, no happy, happy, happppppy, must be happy, positivity, happiness, guilt, no happy, positive, positive, protons, neutrons, no electrons, stupid, no happy, happyhappy, why not happy, make a meal of positivity and cover it with ignorance grease, I can't tell her

I can't tell her, I can't tell my mom, or my dad, or my sister, how they don't want me, and they think the girls at school want me, they do think that, but they don't know

They don't know how those girls, that group of girls, how they don't want me

The group doesn't want me, they don't, they don't, but I have no one else

For the first time in my life I'm alone

And I know I haven't hit rock bottom, that's yet another thing that scares me, I could keep going, I fill keep going, slope slope sloping down down down dead