"Okay, I think I've recovered from that crush! After months of not interacting with the fandom they're from, it's worn off. Now that my silly hetero thoughts are gone, I can write gay/asexual/even genderless characters!

"Oh look, a video about that fandom I love!"

*watches video*

(Approximately two clips in the video had my crush)

"Oops

"This is not going to work is it

"I'm going to have to make my main straight aren't I

"AGHHH UHH CAN I DO ASEXUAL I CAN TRY HOPEFULLY UHHH TO THE INTERNET RESEARCH"

-me in a nutshell