I finally know
The main source of my problems

I'm younger than my grade.
That sounds silly, but I turn the age everyone turns throughout the year in June. It means that
-I have little to no social skills
-I like silly young things like animation memes and not-so-edgy fandoms
-I act super awkward when making conversation
-Everyone has Instagram and Snapchat (wIlL sOmEoNe TeLl Me ThE pOiNt Of A sPaM aCcOuNt) and I have Wattpad and...uh, photo editing apps? I also have ZenKoi while they all have Hay Day because FarmVille 2.0 is too social for me
-On the weekends I just cocoon up in a blanket and try to forget my life
-I like shows like Arrested Development and movies like Back to the Future and Zootopia

Yeah
This is why I can't act normal

Problem is, I can't really do anything about it