10 : it's not my fault
I waited outside the nightclub, ignoring Mingyu's persistent calls as I focused on my target. Finally, the man who had spread lies about Jasmine emerged from the club. Determination surged through me as I followed him into the darkness, intent on confronting him about his malicious actions.
As I followed him through the dimly lit streets, a surge of anger and determination coursed through me. I couldn't let him get away with tarnishing Jasmine's reputation and spreading lies about her. I needed to confront him, to make him see the damage he was causing.
When he turned down a deserted alley, I saw my chance. With quick, decisive steps, I closed the distance between us and lunged forward, grabbing him by the arm and pulling him back into the shadows. He let out a startled yelp as I dragged him further into the darkness, away from prying eyes and potential witnesses.
His struggles only fueled my resolve. I held on tight, my grip unyielding as I silenced any protests with a firm hand over his mouth. With each step, my determination grew stronger, fueled by the injustice he had inflicted upon Jasmine.
As we disappeared into the night, I knew I had to make him understand the gravity of his actions. He needed to realize the harm he had caused and the consequences he would face for his deceit. But first, I needed to ensure he couldn't continue spreading his lies any further.
I drove my car to a desolate area far from the city, where the only sounds were the whistling wind and the rustling leaves. There were no other cars in sight, and the darkness of the night enveloped us as we arrived at an abandoned house that seemed frozen in time.
Inside, the atmosphere was eerie, with the creaking of floorboards under our feet adding to the tension. My captive, the man who had spread lies about Jasmine, began to struggle against me, his desperation palpable in the dim light.
With a surge of determination, I seized a nearby brick, feeling its rough surface in my grip. Ignoring his pleas and cries for mercy, I delivered a swift and decisive blow to his head, silencing his resistance and ensuring he wouldn't spread any more falsehoods about Jasmine.
I struck him with the brick, the impact echoing in the empty space around us. In the heat of the moment, fueled by anger and a desire to protect Jasmine's honor, I hadn't anticipated the force of my blow.
As he crumpled to the ground, unconscious and motionless, a wave of realization washed over me. I had acted impulsively, driven by rage and a need for retribution. But now, faced with the consequences of my actions, I was filled with remorse and regret.
I stared at his lifeless body, the weight of what I had done sinking in. There was no turning back now. I had crossed a line that I could never uncross, and the repercussions of my actions would haunt me forever.
As I stood there, grappling with the gravity of what I had done, a chilling sense of calm settled over me. I knew that I had to dispose of the body, erase any evidence of my crime, and ensure that no one would ever uncover the truth.
With a steely determination, I began to meticulously plan my next steps. I would need to find a secluded location to bury the body, dispose of any incriminating evidence, and establish an alibi to deflect suspicion away from myself.
Every detail had to be carefully considered and executed flawlessly. My life depended on it. And as I embarked on this harrowing journey into the depths of darkness, I realized that I was not just writing a story anymore – I was living it.
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I'm home, showering off the night's events. Before entering my house, I burned the clothes I wore, erasing any evidence of where I've been. Jasmine is already asleep when I enter.
As I gazed into the mirror, the reflection staring back at me felt foreign, almost as if I was looking at a stranger. The weight of what I had done hung heavy in the air, casting a shadow over my thoughts and emotions. On one hand, there was a sense of relief, a twisted satisfaction in knowing that I had taken action to protect Jasmine, to rid her world of someone who posed a threat. Yet, intertwined with that relief was an overwhelming sense of guilt, gnawing at the edges of my conscience like a relentless predator.
I had justified my actions to myself, convinced that I was doing what needed to be done to safeguard Jasmine. But now, as I stood alone with my thoughts, the reality of what I had done began to sink in. The lines between right and wrong blurred, and I found myself grappling with the morality of my actions. Was I truly any different from Joe, the obsessive character from "You," whose twisted actions were fueled by a warped sense of love and protection?
I had always prided myself on being rational, on being able to distinguish right from wrong. But now, as I stared at the reflection before me, I couldn't help but question everything I thought I knew about myself. Had I crossed a line from which there was no turning back? Would I be consumed by the darkness that lurked within me, just like Joe?
These thoughts swirled around in my mind, a relentless whirlwind of uncertainty and fear. But amidst the chaos, one thing remained clear – I would do whatever it took to keep Jasmine safe, even if it meant confronting the darkest parts of myself. But as I stared at my reflection, I couldn't shake the feeling that I had unleashed something primal and dangerous, something that threatened to consume me whole.
As I lay beside Jasmine, her peaceful sleeping form illuminated by the soft glow of the moonlight filtering through the window, I couldn't help but be captivated by her beauty. Her delicate features, softened in slumber, seemed to radiate an ethereal glow, casting a spell over the room and filling the air with a sense of tranquility.
Gently, I reached out and brushed a stray lock of hair from her forehead, tucking it behind her ear with a tenderness that belied the turmoil raging within me. In that moment, as I watched her breathe steadily, a wave of conflicting emotions washed over me – love, guilt, and an overwhelming sense of protectiveness.
I found myself tracing the lines of her face with my fingertips, committing every curve and contour to memory as if trying to capture the essence of her beauty forever. Her presence beside me was both a source of comfort and a painful reminder of the secrets I harbored, the darkness that lurked within me.
As I gazed upon her sleeping form, a sense of unease settled over me, a nagging fear that I could never truly escape the consequences of my actions. But in the quiet of the night, with Jasmine by my side, I pushed aside those doubts and allowed myself to bask in the warmth of her presence, if only for a fleeting moment.
In that silent embrace, as the world outside faded into darkness, I made a silent vow to protect her at any cost, to shield her from the dangers that lurked in the shadows. And as I drifted into sleep, her soft breathing the only sound in the stillness of the night, I prayed that she would never have to face the darkness that haunted my soul.
I looked at her as she slept peacefully. "Don't stare at me, Jungkook," she suddenly said, causing me to almost jump out of bed. She then opened her eyes.
I chuckled nervously, trying to play it off. "Sorry, didn't mean to disturb your beauty sleep," I replied with a sheepish grin.
Jasmine gave me a playful shove. "Well, you did. But it's okay. I'm used to it," she said, her eyes twinkling with amusement.
We both laughed, the tension from earlier dissipating into the night air. It felt strangely comforting to share this moment with her, even if it was just a fleeting one.
"So, what were you dreaming about?" Jasmine asked, curiosity evident in her voice.
I hesitated for a moment, unsure if I should share my thoughts with her. But then I decided to open up. "I was dreaming about... well, about us," I admitted, feeling a bit embarrassed.
Jasmine raised an eyebrow, her interest piqued. "Oh? What about us?" she asked, leaning in closer.
I swallowed nervously, unsure of how to proceed. "I guess... I guess I was just thinking about how grateful I am to have you here," I said honestly, my gaze meeting hers.
She smiled warmly, her eyes softening. "I'm glad to be here, Jungkook. You've been such a great friend," she said sincerely.
I felt a pang of guilt at her words, knowing that my feelings for her went beyond friendship. But I pushed those thoughts aside, focusing on the present moment.
"Yeah, well, you know me. Always here to lend a hand," I replied casually, trying to mask my true emotions.
Jasmine nodded, seemingly satisfied with my response. "Well, I should probably try to get some more sleep. Thanks for letting me crash here," she said, settling back down on the bed.
"Anytime," I replied softly, watching as she closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep once again.
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As I observed Jasmine meticulously applying her makeup, the events of the previous night weighed heavily on my mind. Despite the facade of normalcy I attempted to maintain, the memory of what I had done lurked in the shadows, a dark specter haunting the corners of my consciousness.
Summoning every ounce of self-control, I forced myself to push aside the guilt and remorse that threatened to consume me. Instead, I focused on Jasmine, her beauty a stark contrast to the darkness that had enveloped my thoughts.
"What time are you going home?" I inquired, my voice betraying none of the turmoil swirling within me.
"Around 6. I need to send the flowers to my customers," she replied, her attention still fixed on her reflection in the mirror.
I nodded in response, feigning nonchalance as I struggled to suppress the gnawing sense of unease that gnawed at my insides. She remained oblivious to the sinister events that had unfolded in the dead of night, unaware of the danger that lurked in the shadows.
As she continued with her morning routine, I watched her silently, a knot forming in the pit of my stomach. How could I face her, knowing the truth of what I had done? How could I maintain this facade of normalcy, knowing the darkness that lurked beneath the surface?
But despite the guilt that threatened to consume me, I knew that I had to keep up the charade, to protect Jasmine from the horrors that lurked in the shadows. And so, with a heavy heart and a burdened soul, I resolved to carry on, to bury the truth deep within me, lest it shatter the fragile illusion of normalcy we had constructed.
As I grappled with the weight of my actions, a voice echoed in the recesses of my mind, a desperate plea for absolution amidst the turmoil of guilt and remorse.
"Be yourself, Jungkook," the voice whispered, a faint echo of reason amidst the chaos of my thoughts. "It's not your fault. They deserve it."
I clung to those words like a lifeline, seeking solace in the notion that perhaps, just perhaps, my actions were justified, that the darkness within me was not a reflection of my true self but rather a necessary evil in a world fraught with danger and deceit.
But even as I sought to rationalize my actions, the nagging voice of doubt persisted, a constant reminder of the moral quandary in which I found myself ensnared. How could I reconcile the darkness within me with the facade of normalcy I presented to the world? How could I continue to pretend that I was not a monster, when the truth of my actions lay bare before me?
But amidst the turmoil of my thoughts, a steely resolve began to take hold, a determination to protect Jasmine at any cost, even if it meant embracing the darkness within me. For in her presence, I found solace and redemption, a glimmer of light amidst the shadows that threatened to consume me.
And so, with a heavy heart and a burdened soul, I resolved to carry on, to be the protector Jasmine needed, even if it meant embracing the darkness that lurked within me. For in her presence, I found purpose, a reason to fight against the darkness that threatened to engulf us both.
"you don't go to work?" Jasmine asked me as she finished applying her makeup.
"No," I replied, trying to keep my tone casual. "I just need to finish my manuscript at home."
I could sense her curiosity, her probing gaze as she looked at me. Did she suspect anything? Could she see through the facade I had carefully constructed, the mask I wore to conceal the darkness within me?
But she merely nodded, accepting my explanation without question. "Well, don't work too hard," she said with a smile. "And don't forget to eat."
I returned her smile, grateful for her understanding. "I won't," I assured her, though the weight of my guilt hung heavy upon me, a constant reminder of the secrets I harbored and the darkness that lurked within.
"Taehyung called me yesterday," Jasmine said, breaking the silence as she tidied up her makeup. "He missed us. Especially Yeontan and me."
I nodded, trying to appear unaffected by the mention of Taehyung. "Yeah, I miss him too," I replied, though in truth, my feelings were conflicted. Taehyung's absence meant more time alone with Jasmine, more opportunities to indulge in my dangerous desires. But it also brought with it a nagging sense of guilt and unease, a reminder of the betrayal that lay at the heart of our friendship.
"Do you want to call him back?" Jasmine asked, turning to face me with a hopeful expression.
I hesitated, unsure of how to respond. The truth was, I didn't want to risk Taehyung discovering the truth about what had transpired between Jasmine and me in his absence. But I couldn't bring myself to voice those concerns aloud, not when Jasmine looked at me with such longing in her eyes.
"Maybe later," I finally replied, forcing a smile. "I'll give him a call when I have some free time."
Jasmine nodded, seeming satisfied with my answer. But as she turned back to her reflection, I couldn't shake the feeling that our conversation had only served to deepen the rift between us, drawing us further into a web of deceit and betrayal from which there could be no escape.
Jasmine's words sent a wave of relief washing over me, momentarily easing the burden of guilt that had been weighing heavily on my conscience. "Don't feel guilty, Jungkook," she reassured me, her voice soft and reassuring. "You just helped me. I still know my place as his wife. Taehyung will understand. He knows about my condition, my trauma."
Her understanding and acceptance of the situation caught me off guard, and for a moment, I found myself at a loss for words. It was a stark reminder of just how strong and resilient Jasmine truly was, despite the pain and suffering she had endured. And it made me all the more determined to protect her, to shield her from any further harm or heartache.
"Thank you, Jasmine," I finally managed to say, my voice barely above a whisper. "For everything."
She smiled, a bittersweet expression that spoke volumes more than words ever could. "You don't need to thank me, Jungkook," she replied gently. "We're in this together, remember? No matter what happens, I'll always be by your side."
Her words filled me with a sense of warmth and reassurance, and as I looked into her eyes, I knew that together, we would weather whatever storms lay ahead. For better or for worse, we were bound together by a bond that transcended mere friendship, a bond forged in the fires of adversity and strengthened by the trials we had faced together.
With Jasmine's unwavering support and understanding, I felt as though a weight had been lifted from my shoulders, and for the first time in a long while, I allowed myself to believe that perhaps, just perhaps, there was hope for redemption, even in the darkest of times.
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As Jasmine left the house, I found myself alone with my thoughts once again. With a sense of trepidation, I turned on the TV, half expecting to see breaking news about the events of yesterday. But to my surprise, there was nothing. No mention of the man I had encountered, no reports of his disappearance or any suspicious activity in the area.
A sense of relief washed over me, followed by a surge of elation. It was as if the world had turned a blind eye to what had transpired, allowing me to slip back into the shadows unnoticed. I couldn't help but smile at the thought, a sense of triumph coursing through my veins.
In that moment, I realized just how insignificant one man's life could be in the grand scheme of things. The world continued to spin, indifferent to the struggles and triumphs of individuals like myself. And for the first time in a long while, I felt a glimmer of hope stirring within me, a belief that perhaps I could escape the darkness that had consumed me for so long.
With newfound determination, I turned off the TV and set to work on my manuscript, the words flowing effortlessly from my fingertips. For now, at least, the past was behind me, and the future stretched out before me like a blank canvas, waiting to be painted with the colors of possibility.
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