August 11 2012

seokjin is currently Away.

me: i'd rather die than face another life time crying over you
me: why do i message you if i don't want you back anymore?
me: i'd say i'm over you
me: but i'm not
me: i'd say i'm happy with you
me: but i'm not
me: i don't really have any emotion relating to you anymore
me: you're just seokjin
me: someone i happened to meet
me: if i said you meant nothing
me: i'd be lying
me: if i said you didn't change me
me: i'd be lying
me: but i can say you're merely a memory
me: it's been so long since i've seen you
me: since i've talked to you
me: maybe i didn't need you to hold my hand and save me
me: because i saved myself.
me: somehow.
me: fuck why am i crying
me: wHY AM I CRYING
me: ....
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: i'm over you
me: or maybe
me: if i said i was over you
me: i was lying.
me: maybe i'm not
me: but i want to be
me: and i'm fooling myself into a false sense of security.
me: but i have anji
me: i don't need you
me: here i go lying again.
me: i need you.
me: fuCK NEW SONG IDEA
me: aight your pov now bbyboy
me: gimme an hour

me: aIGHT
me: ITS DONE
me: document attached- 3.9MB
me: i had to say "i need you girl"
me: because "i need you boy" doesn't flow well
me: it's your pov but my problem
me: enjoy

me: it's been three hours and i'm back in the mood
me: i need you back jin
me: forget what i said earlier
me: about wanting to die more than talk to you again
me: because i'm dying without you
me: help!
me: (bomb ass beatles song btw)