December 31 2011

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me: i think next year i'm going to try forget you
me: but for now
me: at 11:38pm
me: i think it's okay to remember you
me: because you gave me so much love
me: you gave me so much to live for
me: you lit a flame
me: the thought of you still makes me warm
me: but everything must die eventually
me: i know that i will love you forever
me: because you saved me from turmoil and set me free
me: and no one can forget their saviour.
me: it's 11:44pm
me: i'm sitting at the park like i did on july the 7th
me: the moonlight still entangles within the oak tree leaves
me: and the water still flows down the stream
me: the swings are still here, swaying in the light breeze
me: but this time i'm not sitting on them, instead i'm laying in the dew covered grass
me: this time i'm not crying from heart break
me: instead i'm at peace because i've learnt to treasure my memories with you instead of miss them
me: i have four more minutes with you jin
me: well.
me: with myself
me: wow.
me: it's almost been a year
me: i've been without you for so long
me: and not once did time let me say good bye
me: it never slowed to let me grasp at you, it never gave me an opportunity
to hold your hand
me: i've lost you.
me: i've come back to spring day.
me: still i say i'm going to get rid of you
me: but will i actually?
me: because you're beautiful to me
me: no matter your facade
me: i can't let you go
me: but it's 11:59 so i'll have to.
me: jin.
me: for the last time.
me: i love you.
me: forever and always.

January 1 2012

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did i ever thank you guys for 2k reads?
we're almost at 2.5k jshdhjshsjss

i know i've been v inactive, this time purely because i'm lazy af but i still love you peeps sm.

thank you, it means a lot.

xx ParkkJiminah