December 25 2011

seokjin is currently Away.

me: merry christmas seokjin!!
me: i did my stalking and saw that you flew to the UK to be with Summer.
me: that's so cuteee
me: i really hope you're happy
me: i'm gonna go see anji tomorrow
me: i love my boy i'm so excited
me: we've only been dating for three or so months but i've loved every moment
me: you know what i love more?
me: you!!!!
me: i still think about you sometimes
me: but i don't feel as depressed anymore
me: i kinda just feel empty
me: because i gave you a piece of me and you kept it
me: and you ran away with it
me: but that's okay.
me: when i look out my window
me: and there's snow littering the street
me: i feel so disconnected
me: thoughts of you endlessly buzz around my mind
me: but none of them connect
me: or form a memory
me: and i'm scared
me: because i think i'm slowly letting go
me: i don't want to
me: the memories of you are fading
me: so is my love
me: i'm getting over you and i don't want to
me: you're my first love
me: you're my first heart break
me: you're a flood of emotions
me: but it just keeps evaporating
me: i don't want it to
me: i want to revisit the times where the thought of you would drown me
me: and i'd feel on the verge of death
me: whether it was because of happiness or being sad
me: i didn't care
me: because i loved you and the memories
me: ANYWAYYYYY
me: have fun overseas i hope you love it
me: ❤️❤️