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THIRD CHAPTER
2010

"she would roam forever the quiet fields of my soul."

//

Sahar and Taehyung walk towards the schools reception area, in the early hours of Thursday morning.

Taehyung hums unintentionally. he's tired from sleeping late last night. he wanted to sleep but his eyes weren't cooperating. "i really appreciate you coming with me to pick this new student up." he tells Sahar with a smile, always giving her love and appreciation.

"yeah, of course Tae." Sahar replies, ready to help him with whatever.

Sahar can't help but look around for Jungkook. she yearns for him without even realising. she couldn't stop thinking about their warm hug, him sitting next to her in class, his soft hands, his murky strands of hair and his galaxy filled eyes. her crush was growing and this time, she had no effort to stop it.

it's still early, Jungkook might not be here yet. he's one to arrive late with Hoseok, rush to class whilst still chatting and apologise to the teacher politely. Sahar would love to see the boy before classes start, even though they share many together- a small smile would make her morning brighter and make her collapse.

as her and Taehyung stay quiet, her thoughts disappear because Jungkook strolls down the corridor- in the opposite direction, in front of her with a smug smile on his face. his lengthy legs carry him as he walks smoothly, hands in pockets and Sahar nearly jumps.

Jungkook and Sahar make eye contact, brown and green meeting as they try to hide their ecstacy. Jungkook raises his brows at her before giving her a smile with his pretty, ruby lips that makes his adorable nose scrunch.

fuck- she mutters when he walks past and her heart beats faster.

Sahar wonders how many times her and Jungkook had walked past in the corridors and never noticed each other- now, he's all she looks for. "Tae, i'm scared." she admits uneasily.

Taehyung looks at her, alarmed as his eyes widen. "wait, why?"

Sahar feels lucky to have a best friend who's genuinely concerned about her. "i think my old feelings for Jungkook are coming back." she tells the truth, knowing Taehyung will be there for her, advise her and make sure she is supported.

Sahar is terrified. her feelings for Jungkook were never this strong before. it was fine when he never noticed her, never paid attention to her and only engaged with her in group work. but now, things are different and there's the sense that they both want the same thing.

she's sixteen and the little control she has is becoming tough to handle.

Taehyung shakes his head and tries to ease her evident fear. "i told you sis, we knew it was happening."

Sahar assumes that Taehyung means Hoseok when he says we. "that doesn't help." she pushes him, appreciating the amusement.

"i mean you both like each other, what else is there to do?"

there's a lot to do. Sahar is an over thinker and strongly believes that nothing this good will come easily. this is her life, not a fantasy or work of fiction. "it's not that easy." she replies.

Sahar tries to persuade herself with clear reassurance and positivity. "i can do relationships right?" says the shy girl who's never been romantically involved with anyone before.

Sahar beams. "love is easy, i can do it!"

then the friends hear a scoff behind them. Mr Kim- Jin, who was eavesdropping, seems amused by her words. Sahar's cheeks turn red due to embarrassment. does he believe she can't do it? what does he know about love anyway?

"you have a lot to learn." the teacher remarks and walks past, not taking a single look at Sahar.

Taehyung has a great way of showing his emotions through facial expressions. he seems taken aback and disturbed by Jin's nosy attitude and words. "the fuck was that?" he asks, wondering why he said such an odd thing.

Sahar watches the teacher from afar. "i don't want to know." all she knows is that she'll be talking to her neighbour, Yoongi when she gets home.

Taehyung and Sahar get to the library, here to pick up the new student. Sahar isn't nervous because from what she's heard, he seems friendly. if Taehyung likes him, she sure will too.

boy, was she wrong.

the new student exits the library, running towards surprised Taehyung with open arms as they share a hug- it looks like they've known each other for years, not one day. he has soft hair with thick ebony locks, amber eyes that disappear when he smiles, plump lips, a messy uniform with his collar unbuttoned and god, he is so cute. he looks ready to steal people's hearts and ... best friends unfortunately.

"Jimin!"

"Taehyung!"

Sahar does a double take when they walk off without her, engrossed in their own universe. she rushes to follow behind, thinking- what the fuck? that's my best friend!

//

Sahar sits quietly at the back of the classroom, distracted eyes wandering around as she hears the clock tick. it's been ten minutes and Jungkook still isn't here. it worries her because his attendance is usually great.

she takes out her phone, hiding it under the table and texts Hoseok.

SAHAR
where's jungkook?

KING HOSEOK
how would i know?

KING HOSEOK
oh yeah i'm his best friend!

KING HOSEOK
i'm the namjoon to his jin!!!!!

SAHAR
wait what?

SAHAR
they're together???

SAHAR
OMG TEA

KING HOSEOK
I KNOW RIGHT

SAHAR
SJKHJKHFS I LOWKEY SHIP

KING HOSEOK
I SHIP MYSELF WITH BOTH OF THEM

SAHAR
OKAY WHAT A MOOD

KING HOSEOK
anyway idk where my best friend is

KING HOSEOK
why are u so concerned?

KING HOSEOK
oh fuck are u falling for him?

KING HOSEOK
man it's so gonna happen

KING HOSEOK
me and tae saw it coming

KING HOSEOK
the arm arestle was just the start sis

SAHAR
why does everyone call me sis

SAHAR
we talk like twitter stans

KING HOSEOK
we are

KING HOSEOK
i have a stan sahar twitter account

SAHAR
no way !!! i have a hoseok one

KING HOSEOK
omg that's you?

SAHAR
bitch where is he? tell me or else my teacher is going to take my phone off me

KING HOSEOK
text him yourself

[contact- JK received]

SAHAR
oi where are you? it's sahar

KOOK
in your heart 🥺

SAHAR
seriously?

SAHAR
omg why must you use that emoji

KOOK
hoseok uses it and it has some crazy power over me

SAHAR
tae does too omg

KOOK
i'll be there soon i fell asleep in the library

KOOK
how did we not have each other's numbers before this?

SAHAR
you ain't going to ask how i got it?

KOOK
no i'm just glad you got it

KOOK
but yeah hobi obviously

KOOK
i made friends with the new guy called jimin

SAHAR
god him? the best friend thief

SAHAR
be careful he stole mine

KOOK
he won't steal me from you dont worry

SAHAR
hurry and get to class

SAHAR
sit in front of me so i can stare at you ;)

KOOK
i'm here

Jungkook does arrive, black hair disheveled from his nap in the library, squinting round eyes and a refined smile as he apologises for being late.

"this is unusual of you. i'll let you off." the teacher says, gesturing for his student to take an empty seat. Sahar leans forward, eager to see if Jungkook will oblige to what she texted.

his eyes glance across the room before they land on Sahar who waves at him. Jungkook's eyes linger as he tries not to smile before reaching the seat exactly in front of her.

great!- Sahar smiles to herself. she leans forward in her seat, mouth close to the back of Jungkook's head. he's not bothering to take out any of his books, stationary or tuck his chair in as he leans back- carefree.

"wow, you're so submissive." Sahar whispers, teasing him as he likes to do the same. she likes the comfort she feels with Jeon Jungkook.

Sahar crosses her legs before finally focusing on what she came to learn- history. she should've known that focusing with Jungkook in front of her would be impossible.

the flirty teenager leans back further and grabs Sahar's leg. she jumps, wondering what on earth he's doing. his warmth makes her shuffle in her seat before freezing. she doesn't need to see him to know that he's smirking giddily whilst she tries to calm her racing heart.

"i'm what?" Jungkook asks, not wanting to be submissive.

Sahar stays quiet, not daring to move her leg as she grips her pen. she doesn't know what to do. Jungkook notices her nervousness and turns around, laughing at her sheepish state- avoiding eye contact, sitting up straight and completely still. he should've stayed in the library.

Sahar doesn't dare to look at the knowing twinkle of admiration and teasing in his brown eyes as he stares at her, liking the effect he has on her. one look and her heart will combust.

the boy pushes his chair so far back that it presses against her table. Sahar's natural instinct is to lean back but she can still smell Jungkook's heavenly cologne, see his bouncy murky bangs and the occasional view of his side profile- sharp jawline and hooped earrings.

Jungkook whispers, eyes focused on the whiteboard but hers focused on something else. "call me submissive then." there's irony in his low tone and it annoys Sahar that she has no control.

"i take it back." Sahar answers.

Jungkook hums in response, hand placing itself on her leg again. Sahar tries to kick his hand away- not wanting her crush to know how much she enjoys his touch. but his hard, smooth hand remains, stroking up and down as he creates a ball of fire in both their stomachs.

his action is delicate, not harmful as his fingers draw circles over Sahar's leg that has no intention of moving.

Jungkook eventually leaves Sahar alone, afraid of what she'll think of him. he pulls his chair forward, elbows resting on the table as he works hard for the remaining thirty minutes.

Sahar strangely misses him and kicks his chair when a task is given in class, chatter among students becoming clear.

Jungkook doesn't turn around and continues to write. "what? you want me to touch your leg again?"

Sahar ignores how breathless she becomes. "no ... i just wanted to tell you- i can't walk home with you." she says, not wanting to ditch Taehyung.

"but Tae will be walking with Jimin, he told me." the boy says.

Sahar huffs at Taehyung and his new best friend Jimin- the distaste she feels is petty but she can't help it. "okay fine, it's you and me then."

//

Jimin wraps his arms around Taehyung's waist as they share a smile, one so endearing that it makes others envious of their friendship.

even Taehyung's very own best friend- Sahar finds herself watching with jealous eyes as a unique type of love displays. she burns with unwanted fury.

a familiar hand grabs her from behind and pulls her back. "he's still your best friend, don't worry." Jungkook murmurs in a reassuring and gentle tone, squeezing her shoulder as he attempts to be a distraction. he wants to be here.

"look at them." Sahar pouts. "he won't even look at me-"

she whines loudly and students walk past with weird looks on their faces. "that's my Tae." at this point, Sahar is having a tantrum- she knows she's being dramatic but who cares?

Jungkook laughs at the sight, finding her adorable. let's go- he asserts quietly before taking her hand and walking away from the school yard.

"stop." Sahar presses as she (weakly) attempts to take her hand out of Jungkook's strong, warm grasp.

"why?"

Sahar stutters. "w-what will people think?" she wishes she didn't care what people thought but she does. it's hard not to in high school. everyone is so wrapped up in other people's business, that personal issues become universal. people may not notice the small things you do but the sly voice in your mind creates a pit of anxiousness in your tight stomach, scaring you and forcing you to conform to controlling society and not yourself.

Sahar has never wished she was like Jungkook but today, she does. "who cares what people think?"

Jungkook holds her hand again, this time watching his tender actions- he watches how their fingers intertwine perfectly, thumb moving across the back of her hand, Sahar's face lighting up and how close they've become.

Jungkook changes the subject, not wanting him or Sahar to focus on the nosy eyes of gossiping people. "i heard you think love is easy." he smirks.

Sahar's shocked. "god, you're really friends with everyone."

Jungkook hums, not wanting to talk about his popularity. that doesn't matter to him. he wants to spend his limited time with Sahar in the most precious and special way possible. "so what's stopping you from being with me?" he asks genuinely, scared of her thoughts.

they've walked quite far, already five minutes away from Sahar's house which she uses as the perfect excuse. "i have to go!" she lets go of his hand, making him pout as she runs quickly.

Jungkook makes sure Sahar sees his pout. he slides his hands into his trouser pockets before watching her with careful eyes. "i don't even get a hug today?" she stops and looks back at him- mouth parting in surprise.

Sahar walks back to Jungkook- magic. "can't resist me can you?"

Sahar rolls her eyes before stepping even closer to him. come here- leaves her lips in a soft, intimate whisper. Jungkook feels like he's dreaming when he hears those words, especially when she reaches upwards, wrapping her small arms around him, burying her head in his neck with a love filled smile she wants him to feel. she wants him to know how happy he makes her.

Jungkook's arms snake around her hips, bringing her closer as he holds her closer and longer. this is where he wants to be- he thinks to himself as he moves back to kiss her temple.

//

let me just leave this here

that's it i have nothing else to say bye