CHARACTER Q & A
"here we go..."

a few things to take notice of:
- lets pretend all the boys know what happened.
- i have recently decided that as Sahar was completing all these lives, so was Jungkook, in alternate, different lives too.

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SAHAR
"what the hell did i do to deserve this?"

Q: i have so many for you babe , come here and let me give you a big ass hug bc we all so proud of you and you've been strong and made it through <3

A: hi babe! what a nice thing to start off with. thank you for joining me on my amusing yet growth filled journey. i really did make it through huh? <3

Q: did you ever at some point in the lives just stop and doubt yourself because there may be a chance that jungkook would be happier without you ?? like when he was happy with tae ??

A: perhaps there was an unconscious, small voice in the back of my head asking me- is this all really worth it? but what choice did i have? yes, he could've been happier but i just wanted to have my original life back.

Sahar: telling Taehyung about him and Jungkook made him unfortunately so excited- he talked about it for days!

Taehyung: i get all the men ;)

Q: if jungkook didn't slip up and fuck up his own wedding would you have just stayed silent and watch him get married and move on ??

A: probably. in all the lives, i had to be the one to make the decisions first. i had to get him to be mine and then trample on his heart over and over again. i was finally sitting back, letting life take its natural course. i know the voice told me to get my man, but how would i have? he was literally getting married. i knew that whatever happened, happened and it turned out to be in my favour so i'm grateful.

Q: what was your fave part of each life ??

A: i like this question! well i obviously liked my first and fifth life because it was my original life, the familiarity and memories of them was my favourite. everyone knew me. second life, my favourite part was drinking with Hoseok and watching the stars with Jungkook. third life, forgetting about everything in the big walls of Jungkook's home, the passion and lust was exciting. fourth life, i liked being with my best friend and eating croissants...

Namjoon: i can't actually bake that good

Jin: yeah i don't know how the fuck that was a thing

Q: whICH WAS YOUR FAVE JUNGKOOK OMFG ??

A: SIS THIS IS HARD TO CHOOSE FROM BUT CAN I SAY MY HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART WHO WAS NERVOUS BUT CONFIDENT AND LIKED ME BACK

also Sahar: racer Jungkook was fine though *whistles* so confidence in himself, rich, lustful, desireful, oh my oh my oh my-

Jungkook: *whispers* how do i become a race car driver? it's really, urm, important-

Q: do you regret not telling jungkook about your parents and what happened ?? would you tell him now or is that part of the past ??

A: i've never spoken much about my family or past. my past of shifting from care homes with my brother and then being adopted was a miracle life i should be proud of. so yes i'd tell him now, we have that level of trust and i'd have eventually told him anyway. we talk about the things that matter and that's how it should be.

Q: other than about not giving up , what did you learn about yourself ?? the kind of person that you were and are in each life ??

A: i learnt that i have more power than i think, that i can do things if i set my mind to it, i can become friends with people because people can be nice, i can be kind but also ruthless, i can feel things that are okay to be felt and i can love so much that it hurts. the person i was is very different to the person i am now.

Q: sis, you should've just gotten drunk with hobi and called it a day

A: *sighs* i should've done exactly that.

Jungkook: *observes Sahar*

Sahar: *glares* it was exhausting chasing after your ass!

Jungkook: don't look at me! *raises hands* it was Taehyung!

Taehyung: *gulps*

Q: btw i love your name , it's so pretty <3

A: why thank you, yours is so pretty too.

Q: How would you have felt if you went through all that, all those lives and in the end, didn't get jungkook after all?

A: i'd lose my shit. imagine if that happened! i don't even want to imagine. it would be a lot to grasp to be honest. it would've felt like a total waste of time- i think i'd actually be traumatised.

Q: what was your dream i dont think it was mentioned ?? what did you want to be ?? aspirations and career etc personal goals

A: this is a heart warming question. i actually wanted to be a baker-

everyone: w-what?

Namjoon: *chokes*

Sahar: just kidding, i do like baking though. my career goal for the future was to be part of the paramedic team- ambulances and everything. i did eventually end up succeeding but in terms of other aspirations, i passed my driving test, started to love myself, took up hiking and i'd love to go back to education to do something more. also, travelling is something i want to do with Jungkook- all we've doing at the moment is slow dancing around our kitchen.

Q: cAN WE EXPECT MINATURE JUNGKOOKIE AND SAHAR'S RUNNING AROUND ??

A: oh honey... in the far, far... far future

Jungkook: far huh? *wiggles eyebrows*

Jin: *hits his shoulder* get a grip

Jungkook: i'm joking *whines* it's up to her, she has my full respect

Q: Also you nice sahar bae you my spirit animal and motivation uwu

A: ah thank you *thumbs up*

Q: do u put the cereal or the milk in first ? do u have pineapple on ur pizza ? lamb or chicken ?

A: these are very significant questions *hums in appreciation* cereal obviously, pineapple yep why not? and mhm, lamb! everyone should answer these questions in the comments :")

Q: sis how did u handle urself around jungkook like hun , he so fine i can't-

A: i don't know how i do it. it was even harder when he came out of nowhere with tattoos, silver hair and oh my god.

Q: Out of all the lives you had to go through, other than the first one, which was your favourite?

A: Malta was a splendid place but i had no idea what the fuck i was doing so i'd have to say the third life. mainly because people knew me, i was more comfortable and certain with my mission and what i needed to do. knowing it was the last life was exciting.

Q: OH MY GOD I ALMOST FORGOT, HOW COME U LEFT OUR BOY JIMIN STRANDED IN MALTA , HE WAS UR FIANCE AND U ABANDONED HIM SMH ?? i am upset

A: I DID WHAT I HAD TO IN THE MOMENT

Q: do you like breaking my heart ??

A: ...do i?

Q: did you ever reach the breaking point and just fucking give up and take a nap and free hug from yoongi and then fuck shit up and worry later ? bc same

A: yes. yes. yes. although, i had to eventually pay Yoongi, that fucker. i learned to live more impulsively and in the moment so?

Yoongi: you still haven't paid me, what are you talking about?

Q: I aspire to be like you in so many ways. also, in which life was it the hardest to hear Jungkook say "I wish we never met"?

A: probably the last because it hit me like a truck. that's the life i realised i love him, i really love him and hearing such harsh words like that with meaning, hurt. but also, the second life because i didn't realise how much it would impact me. it's pretty harsh to say to someone you know?

Q: in the fourth life, you were considering to stay in that life right? what do you think would have happened if you did stayed in that life or had stayed in the other lives?

A: yeah i was. things would have been completely different. i wouldn't have my family, i'd be living a life of unfairness and artificiality. i think i'd be losing my mind, knowing it isn't my real life? i would've felt stuck. i think i'd have ended up getting Jungkook to say the words anyway.

Q: Did you ever feel the urge to simply stay in one of the life's because everything kinda seemed...perfect?

A: yes, the fourth life.

Q: which jungkook did you feel the most connection with?

A: the fourth. it was like falling in love with him all over again- the date, spending a night at his... it all seemed so unreal when he said i was the one.

Q: do you feel you and jungkook are meant to be?

A: what do you think?

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JUNGKOOK
"i am so glad we met."

Q: Why did all your personalities (in all your lives) make me swoon so much? And just in case i need to give a piece of my mind to my future man: how should a man treat his lady? (Details please, kookie)

A: i don't know, i did it unintentionally ;) but to answer your second question, a man should treat his lady in the best way possible. like a best friend, a soulmate, a lover. with respect, loyalty, honesty, kindness and affection. everything counts!

Q: What made you decide to make the decision to be with sahar in the middle of your wedding?

A: seeing her in the audience. i realised no, she needed to be in front of me instead.

Q: how did you know yourself that sahar was the one ??

A: after everything we've been through, why wouldn't she? there's no one else for me.

Q: do you feel like you couldve done more ? in each life or in general to help her ?

A: yes definitely but i had no idea. i of course, had to make the missions hard and complicated. these alternate realities weren't going to be easy at all.

Q: why did you break up in the first place ( when taehyung said that sahar and jungkook was serious ) it has to be something more ?? i feel like there def is something more

A: when i said the words in the first life, it was foolish and childish. in the moment, i felt stressful and not good enough for her. we sorted things immediately and went on to have a long lasting, more serious relationship. then, we broke up because we couldn't handle living together.

Q: pls tell me that ur going to practise ur vows from now on BECAUSE MISTER YOU MADE THE BIGGEST FUCKING SLIP UP IN HISTORY THAT MADE ME THE HAPPIEST MF but if it happens again i will come for you , dont hurt my sahar-

A: *winces* i'll learn from my mistake i promise.

Jimin: mhm *sips tea* will you though?

Q: is singing still ur dream ?? or has it changed ??

A: yes definitely. thank you for asking! it is my dream that i pursue on the side, as a hobby. i became more passionate in my set career goal. although it took me a while to think about what i wanted to be, i settled with becoming a teacher for children.

Q: Did he ever go through anything? It's a dumb question but what if saying those words led to him also having different lives...

A: you're absolutely right madam. i went through different lives too- without anyone knowing. i had the same mission as Sahar. she was the different one in all these lives and it was tiresome. i went to New Zealand, watched Sahar end up in a relationship with Jimin, see Hoseok as a pilot, Jin running a circus and not noticing Namjoon's crush on him and Yoongi's greenhouse burning down...

Q: to you, what was the most captivating thing about sahar?

A: when i first developed a crush on her, it was her beauty as well as how she'd react around me. i loved how she appeared to be strong and fierce, how she wasn't like everyone else. how we had amusement between us due to the arm wrestling match.

then it changed. the most captivating thing about Sahar is that she's always changing brilliantly. i always discover new things to fall in love with and that's love.

Q: what happened after you said I wish we never met thru text?

A: it went all black.

Sahar: i can't believe we went through the same shit *looks at Taehyung* you're one crazy mf-

Taehyung: that's me

Q: Why did you invite sahar to your wedding? Did you know where she lived or did you contact her?

A: i have no idea why. i'd assume that because we've been close, it would be strange not to invite her. she will always be an important part of my life- i didn't want to leave her out of something else? i'd want to be invited to her wedding, even though it would kill me. like i said, i just appeared back in my life with a bride to be. of course i thought it would be Sahar but i was surprised by the turn of events.

Q: Bro why did u decide to have a wedding with xyz girl when u still had feelings for sahar?

A: we don't realise what we have until it's gone.

Q: Do you remember anything about being a sexy bar singer?

A: yes ;)

Q: do you remember your past lives like sahar remembers?

A: yup. first life was our original life. second, New Zealand. third, Sahar was a busy and stubborn manager. fourth, she was infatuated by Park Jimin- also, holding a past with Yoongi. and fifth, i was ready to get married?

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TAEHYUNG
"sis, your power is unbearable now."

Q: How does it feel to be the voice? Also, just HOW are you the voice? Please explain omg! Also ily taetae. You nice keep going

A: i am the voice! i can finally say that now right?

Author: yes you may

Taehyung: sweet! it feels powerful but also evil to be the voice. it's not something that i personally asked for but toying, cresting mysterious, illusions and bizarre scenarios was thrilling. don't you ever think about who'd you be, what you'd be doing in an alternate life? you can create whatever.

i just am the voice i guess. i had to create obstacles for Sahar along the way- knowing it would teach her something, knowing she'd come out stronger.

Q: how does it feel to wake up and look as ethereal and fucking heavenly as you do ??

A: i don't know, you tell me?

Q: were you more for yoongi or jimin in the last life spILL IT

A: *chokes* dO I HAVE TO

Jimin and Yoongi: *waiting for an answer*

Taehyung: Jimin *whispers*

Yoongi: you never deserved my plants anyway you imbecile *gets off seesaw*

Jimin: *puts arm around Yoongi* perhaps we can share?

Yoongi: so he can put us through alternate lives too? yeah, no thanks.

Q: you one cruel person for sending ur best friend on some end of the world take me to the future apocolypse magic show , but it was amazing , do you feel proud ??

A: i do. twas a fun journey.

Q: are you looking for love ? or are you chasing the feeling or someone like sahar did for jungkook ??

A: neither. i'm just chilling *hands behind head as he leans back* whatever comes to me, comes to me- in its own time, at its own pace. i'm in no rush for love, there's no one to pursue and i think me and Jimin may have a chance? but it is what it is right?

Q: If you had to pick out of sahar and the other six boys, who would you date?

A: ... probably, Hoseok if i could choose.

Jimin: you what?

Taehyung: nothing! *looks away* Hoseok *whispers*

Q: what made you (like .... idk how to put this in words but like) decide to put sahar through different lives? cause in the first life in chapter 1, you reminded her that jungkook liked her and 'feelings never go away'. did you wanted to give sahar to see if she truly likes / loves jungkook? what was the goal? what made you want to put sahar through this test?

A: this is a complex question so i shall give a complex answer *smiles* what made me do this? i knew she truly liked Jungkook because everyone did. i just wanted to explore what i could do, the potential of my abilities. i wanted to put her through the test to make her come out stronger, both of them, to learn and to unlearn, to make mistakes and live something out of the ordinary- terrifying.

Q: also in the different lives, do you remember anything since you did these missions for sahar? did you knew and pretend nothing happen or you did knew and went along with it to help sahar complete the missions?

A: i pretended not to know anything *shrugs* that time, she kissed Jungkook in Malta? i knew. that time, we were looking for him at the amusement park? i knew. i went along with things to help her complete the missions of course- i knew she'd be able to do it so i wouldn't make it any harder than necessary.

Q: are you a wizard? cuz HONEY CUZ WHAT U DID WAS AMAZING AND MAGICAL AND AH

A: THATS ME SIS

Sahar: don't boost his ego too much

Q: What kinda karma-magic things did you pull off for all of this?

A: *winks*

Hoseok: *swoons*

everyone: same

Q: how did you accomplish all of this? are you a god?

A: maybe, maybe not.

Sahar: what did i tell ya'll about boosting his ego

Hoseok: did soMEONE SAY EGO

everyone: WHEREVER MY WAY

Q: did you help sahar complete these missions? did you believe she would stay in one of the lives?

A: i didn't want her to stay in any of the lives. she couldn't- her memories, her people- everything was waiting back for her. i was fearful in the fourth life when she contemplated things though. i did help her to complete the missions such as, being a supportive friend, steering Jimin away so she could get Jungkook to fall for her, taking her to a gay club...

Q: could she have stayed in one of the lives and pretended everything would be fine and just lived?

A: yes but she wouldn't have her family and the people in one of those lives wouldn't know her the way she knew them. is that the kind of life she deserves?

Q: what has this taught you about sahar? did you believe she could do it?

A: it's taught me that she's braver than she thinks. and heck yes, i knew she could do it. i wouldn't have put my best friend through something i knew she couldn't do? or would i... just kidding...

Sahar: i'm scared of you now

army: same

Q: Also tae why the phrase "i wish we never met" aside from the fact that gguk texted the exact same phrase to sahar in life 1?

A: other reasons why? hm *fingers stroke chin* it's a powerful, harsh phrase. it's really hard to get someone to say that and if they mean it (it's usually said out of anger) it's an insane feeling.

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JIMIN
"you love me, i love me, we are great."

Q: What was with you and sahar's dynamic in the past? I mean, it was messed up man. So very very messed up

A: thanks man. i don't know what it was. there's just certain people you don't like and they don't like you. what can you do? *shrugs*

Sahar: *puts arm around small Jimin* we're besties now!

Jimin and Sahar internally: save us

Q: Not a question but i think i learned a lot by reading about you in this booK. You were almost perfect as a boyfriend for sahar in that one life. ily my main boo.

A: that's cool. what did you learn about me?

Q: why did you hate sahar at first ?? Was your instant dislike for Sahar due to hers and Taehyung's friendship and because you were jealous in a way?

A: our instant dislike was mutual. Sahar just made it grow because she felt the same way too. we were both just jealous, irritated at each other for no real reason.

Q: bro how did it feel to be army in the third life ??

A: crazy *deep breath* crazy! i was living a hectic, obsessive life- it was fun while it lasted. i don't think Sahar would want me going after her man in reality-

Sahar: *pushes Taehyung into Jimin* no keep this one!

Q: aLSO BUBS IM SORRY SAHAR LEFT YOU AND CHEATED BACK IN MALTA :( THAT BROKE MY HEART

A: BABE THAT HURT :( I GAVE HER A RING AND EVERYTHING

Hobi: she dropped your heart as well as the ring

Sahar: you're not helping

Q: do you really believe we have no freewill ?

A: that particular Jimin does i guess? think about it. we can't do anything because everything is set in stone for us. life will take its course based on our decisions yes, but... free will is a social construct- we're made to believe we have such a thing but what if we're our will is controlled by something that doesn't give us what we think is freedom?

Namjoon: *blinks* he can take my job

Q: do you believe in destiny ?

A: of course darling, don't you?

Q: if you were put in sahar's shoes would you risked everything for love bc its fate ?

A: perhaps. i don't know if love is worth fighting for to be honest *looks away* is love always linked to destiny?

Q: wHATS UR FAVE BOOK HONEY ? i really wish you luck for the future , boo <3

A: MY FAVE BOOKS ARE YOURS smoochims <3

Q: qualities you find admirable in a partner ?? qualities you find admirable in yourself ??

A: in a partner- kindness, loyalty, attractiveness, adventure, communication and the ability to be sensitive. in myself- kindness, playfulness, adventure, respect, positivity and loyalty.

Q: have you learnt anything from sahar's journey ??

A: haven't we all? such as, love can make you do crazy things but things work out eventually, giving up is never an option and don't ever slut shame.

Q: how does it feel to be so fucking cute when you're deadass doing nothing ?

A: *blushes* that's not true?

Q: which was your fave life ??

A: ooooooo id have to say the third life because i was a completely different character. it was interesting, intense and fun? although, i was a crazy fan who was coming up with lies ... it was cool to play a villain for once?

Sahar: you were so annoying with your Jungkook's mine-

Q: how did you and sahar finally start being friends?

A: we put everything behind us, realised it was stupid and our friendship grew and grew. we made the effort to get to know each other and hang out without Taehyung. he's the jealous one now.

Sahar: *traps Jimin in a hug* that's right Jiminie

Q: how did you and taehyung knew each other? old old olddddddd childfriends or???

A: nope. it feels like we've known each other forever which could be why we clicked immediately. but no, our friendship simply started in high school when i was a new student that he had to show around and look after- remember?

Q: do you love taehyung?

A: it's hard not to.

Taehyung: *trying not to cry* i love you.

Q: do you believe in soulmates, fate and destiny?

A: depends on how i'm feeling.

Vmin: YOU ARE MY SOULMATE

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YOONGI
"you want a hug? piss off."

Q: can I have a plant?

A: sure, how much are you willing to pay?

Q: Can I get hugs?

Author: everyone keeps asking for hugs

A: really? that's kind of sweet though-

Q: what do you think about yourself in the different lives? which one do you like the most?

A: i was pretty chilled, carefree- didn't cause any drama... right? i sold fish (i'm not sure why), apparently had a thing with Hoseok (i mean i'm down), a paid hugger, got kissed by Sahar (ew) and got stuck in a love triangle. i liked me being a hugger the most but now everyone keeps asking me for hugs and it's like... fine.

Hoseok: *runs and pushes Jimin aside* ME FIRST

Q: can I hire you to give me hugs? I really need them right now

A: if i must... i'll be there :)

Q: one last thing; out there is an amazing girl called helena and you best take some tips from this book and hug her for fREE SIR

A: really? that's a pretty cool name. who is she? amazing? why on earth would i hug someone for free? is she that special?

AUTHOR: check out my Yoongi fic called Snow Woman ;)

Q: do you have any past expierences on love and relationships that sort of bias and fix your said view on love ??

A: yeah i guess. my relationships haven't lasted long- the longest one was a year. love, i've felt it sure. but don't all our experiences change our perception? we become biased and fixed in our beliefs due to the type of love we experience and our differing relationships. so yes, i've experienced a lot but i have yet to experience much more.

Namjoon: he's so wise

Author: he truly is

Q: do you believe in love at first sight ?? or soulmates ??

A: not love in first sight. that's bullshit. it's attraction, not love. i believe in soulmates though, it's cheesy but realistic to find someone who adores you mutually with a lifetime of loving afflictions and heart ache.

Q: what do you think the most important thing is when falling in love ??

A: communication and honesty. it doesn't matter if it comes across as blunt, say what you mean. if you like someone, say it. if you don't like where things are going, say it gently. most important thing is that messages aren't hidden and the love is certain.

Taehyung: bruh...

Q: how come ur hugs aint free ? this is why i'm taking you out of business boi

A: oh shit *sits up straight* i've got competition?

Q: you still want to be a stone in your next life ??

A: why do you have to expose me?

Q: Also if you could ever permanently live as a fishermen, would you? Why?

A: yeah, it seems relaxing. i don't think i've ever tried fishing- is it hard? is there a lot of waiting? man, i don't know if i have the patience to do that permanently.

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HOSEOK
"but i'm your biggest fan!"

Q: can u come over and show me ur smile?

A: OF COURSE *runs*

Q: like taehyung gave a test to sahar, were you in on it?

A: nope, i'm not that evil ;)

Author: omg now i want to make you an evil character in a book

Hoseok: do it

Q: if you were in taehyung's position, would have done the same thing to your best friend? how are you so beautiful?

A: i don't think i would have, no. i get that it's to teach her and it was fun? but me having that kind of power? it's unbearable and terrifying. you're beautiful too, we all are! <3

Q: I need more sunshine in my life, can you come over?

A: i'll be there asap !!

Q: would you made jungkook go thru different lives to make sahar say 'I wish we never met' or would you have done it differently?

A: maybe done it differently. make her get Jungkook to say something nicer, kinder *hums* i don't know, something like- you have a nice face or laugh, you're cool and i want to have babies with you? i'm only joking-

Sahar: *chokes*

Jungkook: imagine if i said that *bursts into laughter*

Jungkook: hey Sahar

Sahar: what?

Jungkook: i want to have babies with you

Sahar: *glares at Hoseok* look what you've done!

Q: how does it make you feel to know that in every life, sahar told u that shes your biggest fan and she always complimented you?

A: i don't deserve her do i? it's incredibly thoughtful that she remembers our inside joke. it's sweet and thoughtful. i'll always be her biggest fan too- she makes my heart very warm.

Q: did you know that your smiles makes my heart go whoosh?

A: whoooooooooooooosh

Q: how did sahar make you feel when she said she was your biggest fan?

A: very happy 🥺

Q: i have one more question. could you just replace the sun in the sky already ?? it's burning with envy just by looking at your gorgeous smile uwu

A: i didn't know i get compared to the sunshine so much. thank you for your compliments 🥺

Q: what advice would you give to people out there trying to look for something but cant reach it and im not talking about my phone charger on a big shelf- goals ?? advice on life in general ??

A: *tries to reach his phone charger and laughs* i feel you. advice huh? if you know what you want, don't let anything stop you. if you're still looking, keep looking- you can always look, you have all the time in the world to achieve your goals and big or small dreams. the things that stop you from reaching these things, analyse why and how you can overcome the obstacles? nothing can hold you down cause you know you're a fighter.

Q: what advice would you give to sahar at the start of the book ?

A: oof *sighs* stay true to herself, she'll be back before she knows it. think logically but oh my god, have fun !!

Q: is sope a thing now or nah ?

A: it can be ;)

Yoongi: i mean...

Q: HI ITS ME YOUR BIGGEST FAN , SARA NOT SAHAR . KSLDFKDF I LOVE YOU

A: YOU ARE MY SECOND BIGGEST FAN SORRY SAHAR IS FIRST SHE BEAT YOU BUT ILY

Q: i think bartender hoseok gives a lot of good advice. I'd love to hear some from you too so here's your question: what would you tell to all those out there who want to be like you?

A: that's nice of you to say :") who want to be like me? i don't know how to react to this *strokes chin thoughtfully* my initial thought was oh no, don't be like me. be your own individual, unique version of you !! you are you and that is your advantage <3

Q: Also, what was your favourite lifetime hobi? I liked you in all of them, t'was hard to choose

A: me too! i liked all. but i'd have to choose being Jungkook's driver. he was living the life and so was i... it was fun chasing crazy Jimin around and spending time with my rich best friend.

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NAMJOON
"i kind of want to go to Malta-"

Q: can u teach me baking?

A: i'm not so good. it was a myth guys !!

Sahar: you better learn *shrugs*

Q: this philosophy, this mission taehyung had put on sahar, what do you think of it? do you think it was a good idea?

A: i think it can be taken into and out of context differently. for example, it was beneficial but also, daunting. a good idea? i'm not sure but i don't mind it...

Q: How was baking?

A: in the life, splendid.

Q: what do you think of yourself in the fourth life? did you enjoy it? do you think you could be a good Baker in the fifth life as well?

A: i did enjoy it! *laughs* i don't think i'd be a good baker though. it was good while it lasted, like all good things in life...

Q: I guess the question I'm to ask if the same for jin as well, but looking at high school sahar and jungkook, how did they changed from then to adults?

A: man, they changed a lot. from merely teenagers to adults was a big change right? they changed as lovers, individuals and friends. their values were made aware to them and it helped them to grow in a positive aspect.

Q: piece of advice for those who want to pursue someone special?

A: *raises brows* keep going. it's okay if you fall.

Q: whats your favorite thing to bake?

A: croissants, brownies- Jin's favourites.

Q: advice for sahar ??

A: i don't think she needs any anymore :")

Q: do you feel sort of distant to jk and sahar , like um , you didn't really inovlve yourself much and i dont mean this in a bad or offensive way but do you wish that you could've done more and been there for both sahar and jungkook ?

A: yeah i guess. but me and Jin have always been on the sidelines i guess, observing along with Taehyung. we didn't participate much because we didn't need to? i do wish i could been more there for them, in a supportive- i'll help you get through anything way.

Q: do you know if seokjin is the one ?? bc i do-

A: yes!!!!!!!!

Q: how do you feel about love , can i have your beautiful thoughts on it ? what do you find most admirable about love or falling in love ?

A: *stutters* love is a complicated topic that people avoid yet there's a deep part inside of everyone's soul that wants it so bad. want and need. i feel good about love. although everyone has their bad experiences with it, i've seen it in a positive light because it's not love that makes love bad, but the people.

Q: ho many times have you burnt yourself and the bread in the kitchen ?

A: ... too many times

Q: english literature or language ?

A: both!

Q: do you like teaching and why ?

A: i do! it's a job i enjoy doing. the students are hard to handle but i enjoy the element of teaching my favourite topics and helping people to improve.

Q: does jin cook with you ??

A: he's the original cook let's be honest.

Q: the real question is how well can you bake ??

A: in the alternate life, 10/10 better then Kim Seokjin. in reality, 5/10.

Jin: lol i'd give you a 1/10

Q: Also namjoon i love you so much sweety! You killed it in every life but baker joon was the best like damn son. Rate baker joon on a scale of 1 to 10?

A: thank you! *laugus nervously* baker Joon gets a 10/10 from me and everyone!

Q: Which life was your favourite and why?

A: number two! *claps hands* i enjoyed being a tour guide so much. Malta is definitely a place i want to go back to as a tourist this time though...

Q: @ baker joon. please adopt me. (also a dare for (thatrhymedsorry): hey author, change your user name to @ bakerjoon for april fool's day this year! think you can handle that?)

A: i'll adopt you :)

Author: as long as no one takes my original user !! sure haha :") bakerjoon is actually a great user name wow though!

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JIN
"man, i'm so perfect. this shit gets exhausting."

Q: how u get ur shoulders that wide?

A: i don't kiss and yell.

Taehyung: isn't it tell?

Author: no, he said yell not tell.

Q: you've know both sahar and jungkook since high school, how have they changed and in what ways? did you always believe they were meant to be? how has these experiences changed her?

A: they've changed massively but their young hearts and beliefs will always be with them. they're more mature, sure. i'm not sure, i didn't expect it to be so serious. i thought it would just be a temporary, high school relationship but it ended up being more.

Q: Can I have a chocolate croissant?

A: no

Namjoon: he's joking

Jimin: i'll give you one :)

Q: looking back at teen sahar, how has she changed?

A: she knows what she's doing now. she's not as oblivious?

Q: besides yoongi who was her next door neighbor, you were her teacher, do you think really think she's changed after experiencing going thru different lives?

A: yeah, i think everyone changed.

Q: do you feel as though jungkook should've followed his heart and pursued sahar instead of trying to marry someone else?

A: no, because it lead him to Sahar anyway- the right path. he felt like it was the right thing at the moment but internally, he wanted to be loved by one person and we all know who that is.

Q: How did you feel when Jungkook said sahar instead of the name of the girl he was gonna marry?

A: i was like OH SHIT and my disappointment of raising him bloomed into excitement because he did the right thing. not for his bride perhaps but for him and Sahar, it was right. i still can't get over it *shakes head* i was so shook, i was about to disown his ass-

Q: who was your fave character like who did you enjoy the most talking to , being friend with and watching grow ??

A: Sahar to be honest :") we never knew each other. she was simply my student and Jungkook's girlfriend. i got to know her more in the lives, although, sometimes negatively- it was fun.

Q: i live for your personality. why are you so icoNIC

A: that's me ;)

Q: did any mosquitos bite your lips in malta or anything ?

A: I HOPE NOT WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT *looks around for mosquitos fearfully*

Q: how many times have you burnt yourself in the bakery ?

A: we don't speak of that...

Namjoon: we've lost count

Q: namjoon or the bread ? pick .

A: YOU CANT MAKE ME PICK

Jungkook: *pins him down* pick

Jin: you think you're so tough. i'm many years older than you, i raised you and you-

Jungkook: Namjoon or the bread?

Jin: *sighs in defeat* Namjoon

Namjoon: *oblivious* what?

Q: as ur biggest fan uwu , say i was in a position where i thought that i found someone that i like should i go for it ? or do you think that for people in that position , for example are too young and still need time to work out what they want ? whats your thoughts ?

A: GO FOR IT AND DO NOT LOOK BACK. don't let assumptions hold you back !! be bold my friend, life's too short.

Q: how are you so clever and smart ? like ur jokes >>> everyone can suck shrek toes if they dare to disrespect and disagree

A: you freaking right

Q: did you like teaching ? did you have any other dreams you wanted to pursue ?

A: i wanted to be a comedian

Author: he's joking

Jin: no i'm really not

Author: you really think you're funny huh? well GUESS WHAT... you are

Jin: *smirks*

Q: do you cook for joonie ? are you taking care of him ?

A: it's in my motherly nature, yes!

Q: sEOKJIN MY BOY , I MISS YOU SM AND YOU WERE BY FAR MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE OUT OF THE WHOLE CAST

A: OHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU

Q: so here's the deal pretty boy. you, me, out on a coffee date to discuss life. sounds good? aight, thanks mate. much love

A: you paying?

Q: out of all the characters (and their different selves from all the lives) which character/character version was the most insufferable? and which one was the most adorable?

A: insufferable, it was probably Taehyung- the sly motherfucker, he's stuck in a love triangle one second and then the next, he's Jungkook's lover? however, most adorable has to be Hobi like did ya'll see him as a waiter??? but wait Yoongles was cute too *eyes widen* don't tell him i said that!

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ME- THE AUTHOR
"how am i going to answer all of these amazing questions? fuck."

Q: how did you come up with this story line? is it based off of anything you've experienced, or a philosophy your brain created? how did this book come to be?

A: i wish i could remember! this book came to me by a prompt from someone who showed me what true love is. if we never met. those four words prompted this story idea and it all came together eventually. i liked the way the words sounded together and then thought, what if we never met? how could i make that line into a story?

Q: Where do you get the inspiration to write these pieces of art? ☺

A: everywhere, oh my god. main examples include, experiences, discussions, things i get taught, other books, songs (!!) even the small things like the weather, people watching, the news- anything can be inspiration if you look at it through differing eyes.

Q: what inspired you to create this beautiful book? was it bts world? it was released a month before you published this one? or was it movie/tv show? if it was so, what was it? recommendations?

A: bts world omg !! you know what, i haven't played that game in ages. but no, i don't think it impacted the book at all. maybe unconsciously, without my knowledge?

but in terms of the scenarios, i was influenced by edits. i watch a lot of video edits on instagram and like have you seen the tattooed edits of the boys? oof. i put scenarios and imaginary looks of the boys into the story. silver hair, tattoos, tourists, bartenders- i made things i enjoyed imagining into words. for example, in my other books too- i create scenarios of the members in contexts i'd enjoy reading. pretty, gentle Jimin working at a florist, actor Jin as a bad boy, wise Taehyung as a therapist and etc.

recommendations. i don't know, my own youtube channel ;) catch me at Taehphoria. just kidding, but movies and TV shows such as The Bold Type and Friends, high school/rich ceo fan-fictions, Bon Voyage in Malta or songs such as pied piper...

the festa performance of pied piper had a huge influence ;)

Q: also what made you decide taehyung to do all of the mission to go through different lives for sahar and the voice to lead sahar through all of it? if the voice was someone else, who would it be?

A: Taehyung just fits the role. he can come across as sneaky, mischievous and immensely powerful. i thought hey no one will think it's him. but now that i think back, it could've been Namjoon- he would've been perfect for the voice too. remember his words to Sahar when she gave in an assignment?

Q: what made you choose the words 'I wish we never met' for sahar to complete her missions?

A: i look back and think it's really harsh. but it matches well with the prompt 'if we never met'. what would life be like if they hadn't met? and that's exactly what they find out. when they're strangers, one of them with memories.

Q: lastly, if you would have changed the book differently, what would it be? switched the characters? the plotline? the mission?

A: maybe Taehyung as the voice? Namjoon fits it well too! i don't think i would have changed anything else. i'm proud of the comedic, romantic situations and characters that stayed the same yet differed in many elements.

Q: not a question, but you're honestly one of my favorite authors on this website. your writing is honesty amazing, fascinating, beautiful, honest, truthful, and so on.

A: this. thank you so much! these kind messages truly make my heart fill with warmth. thank you for reading and supporting- i see it all <3

Q: I just thought of this now, but would you create a new book not based off of a fanfiction book of bts? like go fiction? do you plan on becoming an author?

A: yeah sure, fiction is always an option for me. if i ever wanted to go fiction, i could always change the characters too. being an author is a dream of mine- i'm not sure if it'll come true because publishing is a complex situation but i guess we'll see one day!

Q: Will you do more story's with jungkook? Please!! I loved this story

A: OF COURSE! i think i do too many on him tbh 😂

Q: what's a song that reminds you of this book the most? Like an overarching theme or a scene?

A: too many songs. but if i had to choose, maybe, boy with luv or home?

i recently discovered this other song though. it's title made me scream so i listened to it. the lyrics link perfectly. it's as if the song was made for this book! it's called if we never met by John K :)

Q: what helped you finish writing if you ever lost inspiration?

A: good question. it's inevitable to lose inspiration along the way- writers block sucks too. but i usually plan every chapter before i start writing, so i have a rough idea on how the story will start, develop and end. along the process of writing, i may add more details such as Jimin has to glare at Sahar in this scene or hair colours.

but if i've lost inspiration or i'm struggling with writers block, i usually leave the book alone- work on something else and come back when i'm ready.

Q: were there any alternative endings before you came up with this beautiful one or was this the only one? how did you come up with the ending??

A: i don't know what it is but epilogues that take place in a melancholic, romantic wedding is just my thing? i knew i wanted it to end it like that. something complicated, difficult.

Q: is there anything else that you wished you couldve shown more through the book ??

A: Namjoon and Jin! i feel that because they were teachers, they were both quite distant. i tried my best to involve them more in the other lives but yeah, i wish i could've developed more ideas around their characters.

Q: what were some pivotal moments in the book where you just though fuck , this is so important ?

A: ah, so many! the prologue!!!!! Taehyung saying to Sahar "feelings don't just go away" relates especially to the epilogue. Jungkook chasing after Sahar in the first life with his hopeful crush. teacher Jin saying "you have a lot to learn". Namjoon's conversation with Sahar as teacher and student.

Q: how do you feel when you read our different reactions to each part ? do you know the power of your writing and how happy it makes us like we were yodelling at every update

A: it's the best feeling. it motivates me. i feel thrilled, ecstatic and happy. your support and comments, seeing your thoughts, emotions and reactions makes me laugh out loud and smile. it's just so exciting when i see your true reactions to 'challenging' or 'crazy' ideas- i look forward to it so much. so i thank you.

Q: whats your fave book you've ever read and whats your fave you've written ??

A: ever read? i cant possibly choose. i've been blessed countless times. my favourite book in general, outside of wattpad is call me by your name. on wattpad, i really enjoyed a sirens curse by Hoseokiiss but my reading list is full of my favourites on BTS.

favourite book i've written is this one! and letters to reality :)

Q: do you resonate with sahar in any way ?

A: i do. there's a part of me in all my characters.

Q: which was your least and best life ?

A: least, hm, probably the fourth- although, i enjoyed writing sensual, mysterious singer Jungkook and a good, old love triangle. the best life was the third- i loved writing racer, rich Jungkook. i always had this image of him being in that role so it was nice to finally put him to life in this book.

Q: who was your fave character and why ?

A: Jimin! i didn't think he'd end up being my fave. but writing him in contrasting roles, something out of the usual was fun. normally we see Jimin as the Jimin in the fourth life- friendly, adorable etc... so i wanted to make him the bad guy in some of the lives. writing him as a villainous, entertaining character was so much fun though!

Q: how does it feel knowing that you've touched so many people with this book and made them learn and grow with it ??

A: i never expected it :") it's surprising. the reactions and messages i have the honour of seeing touches my heart. i only hope to learn and help people to grow in little ways, or even big- i just want to include things that matter and make people happy.

Q: what's your vision of love ? how does the concept of love sound to you ? do you think that there is or isnt enough awareness and knowledge about the dark side of love in our world ? have you ever found genuine love ?

A: my vision of love is balanced. i've been terrified of love, i've embraced love but overall, i love love. i used to hate love. but i've fallen, learnt and love doesn't even have to be romantic. it's everywhere regardless. i think there is enough knowledge about the dark, inevitable side to love sure yeah but no one listens. good love can lead to bad love too. despite the warnings, love surprises you. you can go into something with all the knowledge and expertise but your experience changes it all. i have been lucky yes, i've experienced genuine love.

Q: how does it feel, as the creator seeing the end of this book ?

A: sad to be honest. this is my favourite work so far, so ending it was sad for me. i enjoyed writing it way too much. i'm also relieved because i didn't think i'd finish it, i'm very proud that i got through it and it came out great! i'm proud of the outcome.

Q: which lifetime did you enjoy writing the most and why?

A: the third! it was a setting i had ideas for. it was easy to plan and i focused more on the details of the character- rich Jungkook, bitchy Jimin...

Q: also where'd the name sahar come from? it sounds relatively easy to me bc its from 'round here but you must have gotten the inspiration somewhere right?

A: i found it online. i find my best to find unique, cultural names :) so after some online research, i settled on the perfect name for the perfect character!

Q: What parts were harder to write than others?

A: the romantic parts. i have to be in the right state of mind. i'm a perfectionist so i want to get everything right- the setting, the details, the dialogue, the description etc... it was also hard to write Sahar's thoughts and feelings- something i'll work on.

Q: who inspires you in life?

A: BTS <3

Q: what do you like about writing?

A: being at one with something you enjoy doing. creating an alternate universe with its own little tricks, turns, difficulties, personality traits- something solely created by you with the power in your hands... that shit feels great. i like how great of an escape it feels and the finished outcome.

Q: do you know bts?

A: J-Jin?

Q: would you rather never read for the rest of your life or never write again?

A: you're cruel for this question. there's no way i can choose.

Q: what was the first story you ever wrote and what was it about?

A: *sighs* it was a Justin Bieber fan fiction. i don't remember what it was about but god, it was cliche as fuck.

Q: if your friends could describe you in three words, what would it be?

A: crazy, friendly and cheery.

Q: if you could swap lives with anyone in the world, who would it be?

A: Kim Namjoon :")

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thank you for all the questions!