"Why awake so early?" Nattie asks, I glance at the clock its six a.m. I couldn't sleep at all last night. I've been thinking about Seth. What is this I'm feeling? Why can't I stop thinking about him? Why? I should be thinking about John, he's my boyfriend. And I love him. Right? I'm just so confused, and frustrated. The only way I can take out my anger is by crying and punching my pillow.

"I couldn't sleep." I tell her, she rubs her eyes. "Why not? What's wrong with you? You've been acting so weird lately, like something's bothering you. Is it John? You know you can tell me anything right?" I nod. Nattie is my best friend, besides Brie. But I can't tell Brie about this confussion, she warned me to stay away from Seth. Yet I can't seem to stay away. He's like a magnet, even though I try and try to keep my distance I feel empty without him close. How pathetic is that?

"Its just-" I hesitate to tell her, but I need to tell somebody what I'm feeling. I'm not sure if I should tell her though, she's friends with both John and I and if I tell her she will feel wrong for not telling John. "Its what?" she asks biting her nail. "Nothing forget it, I'm just tired you know?" she nods, "Do you want to go back to sleep? Or try to?"

"Nah. I'm going to go to the gym, do you want to go with me?" she nods and gets up, I'm glad she's coming with me since Seth could be there and then if Nattie's there hopefully he wont talk to me. "Okay cool, why don't you text Eva to come with us?" I say walking over to the bathroom. I take off my clothes and sigh. Still gross looking. Yuck. I curse myself for eating those fries last night. I get on my knees when I'm about to puke in the toilet Nattie knocks on the door scaring me.

"Eva will come with us too, hurry I need to pee." I get up quickly and flush the toilet. "Okay done." I walk past her and change quickly while she uses the bathroom. "How are you and Tj doing?" I ask her when she comes out. "We are fine. Tj and I might argue a lot but we know how to fix things." she changes into her workout clothes.

"Thats good." I say grabbing my bag, then we walk to the elevator. "Where's Eva?" I ask, "She said she'd meet us at the gym." the elevator door opens and we walk to the gym. Lucklily nobodys here but the redhair Eva. "Ladiessss! Hello! You guys look hot." she says giving us a hug and a kiss in the cheek. "Oh look at you." I say looking at her perfect curves. "Oh please." she says flipping her hair. I chuckle as Nattie starts doingsit ups. Eva ties her hair and I go over to the treadmill.

After ten minutes I can feel the sweat and I feel satisfied. Then I hear the door open. "Uuuuy! Boys! Be cool be cool." Eva says wiping her sweat. "Who is it?" Nattie asks as she stops doing sit ups. I peek to see whos at the door but I don't see anything. "Having fun?" I hear somebody behind me say I turn around and Dean is standing there. I panic and loose control, I end up slipping on the treadmill. "Woah be caereful now." Dean says as he catches me. I quickly stand up straight and notice my knee is bleeding.

"Well you scared me." I say looking at Dean who is in some shorts and a tight- very tight- tank top. "My bad." he says with a smirk. I clear my throat, "Oh hello, Ambrose." Nattie says walking over to us and Eva is following. They look at him from head to toe and I don't blame them, I mean it is Dean Ambrose. "Hello Natalya. And um hey, what's your name? Eva?" Eva nods quickly. "Hello, nice to meet you." she says stretching her hand, Dean shakes it lightly.

"Why are you lovely ladies working out alone?" he asks putting his hand on his hip. "Oh Dean you think we are lovely?" Nattie asks with a grin. "Oh yeah, very." he says looking us. Eva giggles and I smile, Dean Ambrose called us lovely. "Why thank you." I say, he just smiles. "And we are here alone well because we like to work out alone." Eva says, "Oh so I can't stay?" he asks.

"Wait no you can!" Eva says a little too quickly. "Oh great, but I'm not sure if I'll be able to concetrate with alll these gorgeous bodies." he looks at me from head to toe and I'm pretty sure I'm blushing. I mean who wouldn't blush if Dean Ambrose is checking you out? I feel pretty flattered.

"Oh I'm sure we won't concentrate either." Nattie whispers and I laugh. Dean goes straight to warming up then he picks up weights. "Oh my godness he's so fucking fine!" Nattie whispers and Eva and I nod looking over at Dean. "Those biceps mmmm." Eva says biting her lip. I playfully smack her. "You have a boyfriend." I say.

"I know but damnnnnn." she says with a chuckle. I go back to my treadmill and seconds later Dean is doing push ups. "So you're the beauty that has Seth in love huh?" Dean says, I gasp and turn around making sure Nattie and Eva didn't hear. "What? No, no, no." I say trying not to slip off the treadmill again.

"He blabbers about you all day. Like you have no idea." I try not to smile but this makes me feel tingly inside. Seth talks about me a lot. "I don't blame him though." he smirks and once again I feel all my blood go to my cheeks. "You know I'm not sure if Seth would like you flirting with me." I say looking at him, he looks up as he's doing push ups. "I can't help flirting, especially with a girl like you." he smirks and I shake my head smiling.

"What are you two talking about?" Nattie asks wiping some sweat off and then drinking water. "We are talking about her lover." Dean smiles showing his dimples. I stop the treadmill and give Dean a face. "John?" Nattie asks. Dean chuckles. "If that's what you want to think." Nattie looks at me confused.

"Okay girls I think its time to go." I say nervously. "Aww why so quickly?" Dean says, "We have to go uh- eat breakfast." I say, "We could stay a little longer." Eva says looking at Dean, of course she'd want to stay. "Okay well I'm about to go, I'll meet you guys in thirty minutes at the breakfast table." I tell them and they nod.

"You better not say anything about my lover." I whisper to Dean who is now doing sit ups, his mouth forms an o. "So he is your lover?" he asks, "Wait no! That's not what I meant!" he laughs, "Well its what you said." I groan, "Ugh! No wonder you two are friends! You two are just alike!" I walk out the gym feeling embarrased. For sure Dean is going to tell Seth I said he was my lover, which I totally did not mean to say.

I'm walking to the elevator when I see Seth in the far corner talking to ugh-Leighla. I feel a rush of anger in me. Why is she here so early? Seth notices me and I just keep walking. I don't like that he talks to Leighla. I don't want him to, but I can't tell him not to. Right?