"What?" I looked at him in ultimate shock, I was even second guessing myself, like did I hear the right thing? Was he joking? What the hell was happening?

"Shocking isn't it? Wondering how your dear friend the one that's been behaving to be so good and all could have killed his own sister, I'm sure you don't even want to believe me, you must be like how can Ryle do something like that?" He asked as he started walking towards me, staring at me seriously.

"Jiya was Ryle's sister Arnav, how could he kill her? I've seen the way he talks about her, I know they dint share a blood relation but they shared a relation, Ryle wouldn't do that to her, what reason could he possibly have to kill her?" I asked as I looked at him in confusion.

I mean of course I dint know why Ryle hated Arnav so much, but I knew it was somewhere because of Jiya, so for him to hate Arnav because of Jiya, he must have loved Jiya a lot, and how could he kill someone he loved? It made no sense at all.

"Why do you think I would hate Jiya's brother if not for this reason Khushi? He killed her and I would never forgive him for it. That day I let him go because of you! Because you care so much about him but honestly he doesn't deserve that care because I am very sure he has something to do with you getting kidnapped." Arnav continued speaking and telling me things while I just kept on staring at him silently, still not being able to believe this.

All I could see was the Ryle that asked me for friendship, he was there for me since I joined school, he's been my friend ever since, and I couldn't think that he could do something terrible to me, neither could I believe that a guy like Ryle could kill his own sister, there had to be something that maybe Arnav dint know.

"You don't believe me right?" Arnav asked as he laughed, it wasn't the happy laughter, it was the 'I am disappointed' kind of laughter.

"Arnav it's just that I know Ryle so well, I can't just believe it." I tried to explain.

"So what do you think Khushi, that I am lying to you? You don't trust me, not even after I've done so much to keep you safe because I love you so much? Why would I have to lie to you about such a thing? You know what, today you've disappointed me, go call whoever you want and in case that good friend of yours informs your kidnappers about our whereabouts I'll do what I've been doing all this days, try to keep you safe." He looked at me angry and then threw everything he had in his hand and walked away, he headed out of the gate leaving me all alone in this unknown place with the most shocking news.

I headed back inside the mansion and settled down on the sofa in the hall, I kept on playing all the memories of Ryle in my mind on repeat mode, at the beginning he used to warn me to stay away from Arnav, and he looked like he was scared of them and then the next moment he was fighting with Arnav for God knows what reason.

I looked at Arnav who was the ultimate bad boy, he did terrible things, he had almost killed Ryle, he had done lots of terrible things and still I was in love with him, and here I was stuck between trusting my love for him or trusting my friendship with Ryle, what was I supposed to choose?

I wanted to call right away and ask him all the questions I had but at the same time I dint want to, it was the only thing Arnav had asked for and I dint want to go against him, maybe for me he wasn't dangerous, but for him he was, and for him I decided not to talk to Ryle until we were back home.

I stood up and headed outside hoping to see Arnav back but he was nowhere to be seen yet, plus this place was all new for me, there was no way I could just go out and start looking for him, I could even get lost.

So I headed back inside, watched a couple movies until lunch time, I kept on checking outside every few minutes but he dint just show up.

I dint even realize when I fell asleep on the sofa while watching TV and waiting for him, it was like I knew that he wasn't going to come back home until night maybe, he was so pissed.

*****

I don't know how long I had slept but it seemed like forever when I woke up, I found Arnav seated on the floor, with his head leaning on the sofa, he smiled at me when I looked at him.

"I am sorry for earlier love, at times I lose control over things." He smiled at me as he held both his ears and pouted.

"It's okay, you know what, we shouldn't talk about all this at all, I talked to mom that's the only thing I needed, the rest we can discuss when we're back home, I don't want to ruin this moments for us, I want to remember them as one of the best moments of our lives." I said.

Honestly for a while, I just wanted to forget everything, that I was kidnapped and we were running away from some dangerous people or my friend had killed his own sister or anything, I just wanted to be here with Arnav and concentrate on him and being in love with him.

"That sounds like a great idea, we should definitely do that, no other talks, only love and romance." He winked at me as I giggled.

He stood up and got hold of my hand as he pulled me out of the sofa and took me to the kitchen, he picked me up in his arm and made me sit on the counter.

"I know you're hungry, so am I... while coming back I got some pizza for us." He smiled as he pecked on my cheek and then headed to get the pizza box that was placed a bit further from us.

He held out a slice for me as I took a bite and then he also took a bite from the same slice, it was a really small thing, but it felt very romantic, after all I was the girl who had always wanted to fall in love and feel all this thing, so every little thing matter to me.

He took another bite of the pizza but not completely, he had it like hanging in his mouth and he gestured to me to take a bite off it, I blushed a bit as I moved closer to his mouth and grabbed the other side of the slice with my mouth.

In no time we were competing on who was going to finish eating it first, but the time it was finished, out lips had met and I dint want to take them off his lips.

He wrapped both his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him, I got hold of his face and kissed him licking off the tiny bit of pizza sauce that was on his lips, it tasted even tastier from his lips.

"Mm... You taste yummier than the pizza itself." Arnav whispered in between the kiss making me blush.

He pulled more and more closer and then suddenly, he carried me off the kitchen counter and headed to the bedroom that was right next to the kitchen.

He dint take his lips off mine even for a moment while doing that, he kicked the door opened and walked inside as he finally put me down, he pushed me towards the wall and pressed me against it.

He broke the kiss for a moment and inhaled a few deep breaths and then started kissing me once again, parting my lips with his slowly, with his tongue working the magic on mine, I felt like I was on cloud nine, this was the best kiss ever!

I pressed my hands against his chest, holding his tee tight in my fists and pulling him closer and closer even when there was no space left between us.

He pulled apart once again and then took off his shirt revealing his perfect abs to me, they were already driving me crazy, he jumped back on me while I kept on trailing my fingers over his abs.

He slid his hands inside my T-shit slowly by slowly heading upwards and I dint have the will to stop him, I just wanted him to keep going on, to keep giving me this intense pleasure.

His hands went on my back and then he started unhooking my inner, he broke the kiss finally and looked at me with a smirk and then the next moment, he pulled off my T-shirt along with my inner, I turned away from him immediately feeling shy, I had never been this bare before anyone, he was the first guy to ever see me like this.

He hugged me from behind and brushed his lips on my ears, that felt more intense than the kiss.

"It's okay Love, to me you're beautiful when dressed and even more beautiful without clothes." He whispered in my ears making me blush and then he twirled me around the next moment.

I was breathing really heavy, I could hear my own breaths, all of this was so romantic it felt like a dream.

He bent down on his knees and unzipped my jeans as he pulled it down slowly and I was feeling all nervous, I had always fantasized about this moment, I mean every girl does it one time, I dint know when it was going to happen but it was exactly the way I wanted it to happen.

He placed soft kissed on my belly heading downwards slowly and the next moment he pushed be on the bed, he got rid of his jean in a second and jumped over me while he started working the magic on me with his fingers.

"You're a virgin?" He lifted his head up and looked at me in surprise, like he wasn't really expecting me to be a virgin, was it like a crime or what?

"Of course I am, what's so shocking about it Arnav?"

"I thought you must have... you've never had even one boyfriend before?" he stood up and ran his hand through his hair nervously, making me wonder what was making him so nervous.

"You're my first ever boyfriend, but why does this seem to disturb you?"

"Because you don't deserve this, you're so pure like the water of the Ganges and I am the bad boy, I've slept with hundreds of girls, you deserve to lose your virginity to someone special, someone as pure as you are." He kept on running his hand through his hair nervously and that was very sexy to me.

"It's my choice to whom I want to lose it, and you are my choice Arnav, you're the only guy I've ever loved, I would want to lose it to someone I love." I explained.

"I don't deserve it Khushi."

"And that's upon me to decide Arnav, you have no idea how long I've waited for this moment and when it's here you can't deny it to me, I am giving you the permission, I am telling you I want this so please, make love to me." I smiled at him.

"Oh God! What am I going to do about you, you drive me so crazy at times." He said as he leaned back on me and kissed me.

"Nothing much, just love me." I smiled at him.