Katherine walked inside my room while I was getting ready for the university, I was done with my hair and makeup, I rushed to get a pair of a black tee and black shorts, it was really hot and I wasn't going to survive in jeans, gladly our university dint have much of a dress code, because if we weren't allowed shorts, I would have to wear a dress and that was so uncomfortable.

I put on my canvas shoes and grabbed my backpack as kitty and I headed outside, today she dint come with her car so we both drove in mine.

"Do you want to talk about... you know Zion?" She asked nervously.

"No Kitty, I don't want to talk about anything related to Zion." I replied.

"Are you disappointed that we dint find out anything that day at the mall?" She asked, why was she asking me obvious questions?

"Yes I am disappointed, and I am disappointed in you as my best friend, you know why I don't talk about him, and you just bring up the topic for no reason and it reminds of the only times I've ever been weak." I avoided looking her.

Zion used to be my best friend, he was the only guy I was ever friends with in fact because I usually avoided anything to do with guys but Zion was different, he wasn't like every other guy out there, and now he was dead.

I blinked my eyes severally because I realized my eyes becoming moist and I dint want to cry, yes I know, I was strong and all but when it came to my friends and family, I was the weakest person ever although I dint show it.

"He wouldn't stop parking his car here would he?" I groaned as I saw Arnav's car parked next to mine, I just ignored it and stepped out of mine followed by Kitty.

We both had different classes today so she headed to hers while I headed to mine, there were a few students in the class already, I sat down and waited for the professor who arrive in no time and I was really glad that today Arnav wasn't in my class.

Stefan and Karthik were, obviously along with Caroline and Bonnie but I was happy at no sight of Arnav, at least I wouldn't spent the day just being angry.

I concentrated on the board and wrote down my notes, I had a lot of pending assignments, I know it had been two days since we started but I dint do any of my assignments, I was just help up with my anger but now I had to finish them tonight.

Once the period was over, I grabbed my books and headed out, I had a fifteen minutes break before my next class.

"Khushi, wait!" I heard Caroline shout as she ran towards me.

"Why are you here, I thought you'd be inside flirting with Stefan." I smiled at her and turned around to walk while she followed me.

"You don't like him do you?"

"I don't like any guys ever Caroline, you should have known that but if you're asking about yourself, he doesn't seem bad and you shouldn't stop anything because of the fight between me and Arnav, the rest of the guys have nothing to do with it.

"That's the thing you see, it's not about me, it's about you."

"Excuse me." I looked at her in surprise.

"It's what it always happens, the guys I like end up liking you, or Katherine or Bonnie, I'm never the one." She looked at me sadly. I don't know what was wrong with all the guys Caroline ever liked, I mean if I had to be honest, Caroline was so freaking Pretty, she had short blonde hair and a pair of beautiful blue eyes, she was one hell of a pretty girl, I even thought she was prettier than me even when I was so obsessed over myself thinking I was the perfect one, maybe the guys were just blind or something.

"Caroline..." I tried to speak to her but she wouldn't let me, I really hated this.

"No Khushi, it's fine I'm used to it now, I'm just glad that Stefan told me earlier that he was just talking to me to know about you, he's really impressed by you and wants to get to know you more." She said.

"I might be a ruthless bad girl but I am not a terrible friend and you know that, I don't even want to talk to him and now that you like him, I wouldn't even try, I'll stay away from him, I always stay away from guys.

Maybe if he realizes I'm not interested, he would start looking at you differently, and please don't ever make yourself feel bad just because a guy isn't interested in you, you're worth more than just a guy liking you okay?"

"Thank you!" She jumped on me and hugged me tight.

"Okay, I'm getting late for class, I'll see you later." I said as I broke the hug and walked away.I had never allowed any guys to talk to me, I mean obviously I had seen a few guys that I found quite hot and stuff but that was it, the only guy I ever had in my life was Zion, my best friend.

I had to admit that from the four guys, Stefan was the one I liked more, he seemed really composed and calm, not to mention he was freaking hot and maybe if Caroline wouldn't like him then I would have thought about talking to him if he approached but now that Caroline was in the question, I knew better to stay away.

I entered inside the classroom and settled down on my chair, did I just think that way about a guy? This wasn't me, I wasn't ever interested in any guy, what was wrong with me? It was Caroline who fed that shit in my mind!

I rolled my eyes as I saw Arnav walking into class, if there was one thing I was sure of was that I would never see Arnav in an English Literature class, but here he was.

I looked away from him immediately pretending not to have seen him at all, at least this time there were so many empty desks so he wasn't obviously going to sit next to me which was good.

"What the hell, what's your excuse for sitting next to me today?" I looked at him angrily when out of everywhere else in the class he chose to sit next to me.

"Because I love irritating the hell out of you." He smirked.

This guy was insane, so he wouldn't win a fight against me so he looks for new ways to irritate me, what's wrong with him?

I dint say anything else to him because the lecturer walked in, I tried to concentrate on the lecture but the way he was looking at me was distracting me, he was looking at me from top to bottom like no one's business.

"What?" I snapped at him angrily.

"Why are you wearing shorts? Trying to ask for it?" He smirked.

Okay, I was seriously done with this guy, if we weren't in class, I would have already punched him, why was he even here commenting on my clothes?

"You know what, you're the most disgusting person I've ever come across in my entire lifetime, why do you even care what I wear?" he was really getting on my nerves and as much as I loved my English class, I dint want to leave it but if he kept on talking shit, I was going to be compelled to leave.

"And with that thin white T-shirt you're wearing which clearly shows your chest you have the audacity to tell me that I'm asking for it." I said looking at him, I thought he was only going to wear black since for the past two days I was seeing him in black only.

"Glad to know you notice what I wear, don't you love the look of my abs though?" He flattened his T-shirt and I stood up, I was done with this guy and his comments on my clothes and him showing off his freaking abs like I cared.

I headed out of the class while the lecturer kept calling out my name trying to ask me what the hell I was trying to do by leaving his class without his permission but I was too pissed to listen, I kept on cussing him as I walked not knowing where I was even going to until I bumped into someone.

"Can't you look and walk?" I shouted angrily and then bit my lip as I saw Stefan standing in front of me.

"I am so sorry." He apologized and I felt bad for shouting at him, what was wrong? I never felt bad about shouting at anyone, Caroline had seriously messed up with my mind.

I ignored him and tried to walk away from him but he followed me, I dint want him to follow me, I had told Caroline I was going to stay away from him.

"Khushi, I was hoping to talk to you." He said as he ran behind me.

"Talk to me about what?" I asked as I stopped.

"I was wondering if we could be friends, I mean I know you hate us because of the fight and all but I just want to..."

"No Stefan, if you ask around you'll know I don't have guy friends so we can't be friends." I said as I walked away from him, I never felt bad saying no to anyone but Stefan looked like a really nice guy and I have to admit I did feel a bit bad saying no to him.

"I'm still glad you know my name." He shouted from behind and I couldn't stop smiling, he was sweet but really, I wasn't interested, I could be if Caroline wasn't in the question but... Okay I was seriously done thinking anything regarding Stefan, my mind was all messed up.