After we all had dinner together, Arnav pretended to leave and then came to my room through the window, I mean my parents were open minded but not very open minded to let my boyfriend stay with me in my room.

It was the first time in life that I ever felt nervous actually, because I was doing something my parents wouldn't agree with and I was scared of how they would react if they found out.I made sure to lock my door, so that no one would just show up suddenly, wow why was I doing something like this again?

Because of this guy that was standing in front of me right now, because I felt good with him, because maybe I actually liked him, yeah he was a jerk and I hated him but now I was starting to kind of like him, it was funny.

"Don't look at me like I'm here to murder you." Arnav giggled.

"Shut up." I rolled my eyes as I walked towards by cupboard, got my night suit and headed to the washroom to change.

"Do you mind if I help you change?" He smirked.

"Of course I mind, you were here to sleep on the couch do that." I said as I headed inside and locked the door, you couldn't trust Arnav, he might just push the door open and walk in.

Once I was done changing, I walked out and Arnav was actually lying on the couch busy staring at his phone, since when did the bad boy start behaving like a good boy?

I grabbed a blanket and threw it at him, he smiled as I headed to my bed and slept hugging my pillow, we were silent for a while until he spoke.

"Khushi, can I ask you a question?" he asked.

"Sure."

"Do you think that whatever that happened in the past has affected how you've grown up as a person? I mean there must be a reason you hate guys so much."

"I don't hate them Arnav, I just used to push them away, I even wonder how Zion and I became friends actually. You see I might not have known what had happened but it was there somewhere deep inside my mind, and it just made me fear.

So I just used to keep myself away from guys, luckily I could even scare them off but then you came and you would just let me be. You wanted your nose in all of my business, it was kind of irritating." I laughed.

"So with me, do you feel that fear or not?" he asked.

"I don't know, it's there but I believe you wouldn't do anything wrong to me." I sighed. He dint say anything after that, he just covered himself with the blanket properly and shut his eyes to get some sleep.

I kept on staring at him until I fell asleep too, it was quite surprising that a guy like Arnav who was always all over me, was in the same room with me the entire night but all he did was to sleep on the couch and talk to me. I liked this, it was cute.

*****

I woke up at my usual time, Arnav was yet asleep so I let him sleep as I headed to take a long shower, I washed my hair too, it had become kind of oily and I always liked letting my hair open so oily hair dint work for that.

Once I was done showering, I realized that I hadn't come with any clothes inside the bathroom, I mean it was always me in the room so I dint need to bring clothes to the bathroom, I would just get dressed in the room but I forgot that Arnav was there too and I had only one towel which I was to wrap on my hair but now I had to wrap it around myself and let my hair drip on the floor.

I walked out and found Arnav awake, he was standing next to the window staring outside but he turned to look at me when I walked out of the shower.

Why did I always get stuck in situations like this with him? it was weird and funny at the same time.

He opened his eyes wide and stared at me, he was making it so obvious he dint even try to hide it, I ignored him and headed towards my wardrobe looking for something to wear. I pulled out a pair of my favorite black jean and top and before I could actually put them on, I felt Arnav's hand on my waist.

I shut my eyes immediately, obviously Khushi, what were you thinking coming out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel with your hair dripping wet, it was obviously going to turn him on.

He put all my hair on one side and bent down and kissed on my neck on the other side, I couldn't even explain how intense that felt, it was like a new level of feelings that and exploded inside me.

He then flipped me to look towards him, I placed my hand on his chest and kept on staring at the floor, I don't even know why I was feeling shy so suddenly.

"Now don't blame me if you walk out like this, I couldn't control myself." He smiled at me.

"If I tell you to let me go will you?" I asked.

"Yes, but I don't think you would want me to let you go. Do you want that Khushi?" he smirked as he spoke in a really sexy voice, damn this guy, how did he manage to make me feel like this? To have no control over myself?

I nodded negatively and at that exact moment, he smirked as if he had won a medal or something but then he let me go, despite me saying that I dint want him to let me go.

"Don't move, just stay like this." He said as he rushed inside the washroom, I don't even know what he was up to, here I was feeling all cold and he had told me not to move and he seemed to be taking forever inside the bathroom.

A few minutes later he walked out and grabbed me by the waist again.

"Sorry, I had to brush before I kiss you, I don't wake up with a beautiful morning breath." He smirked making me blush again, I looked down on the floor, he put his finger on my chin and lifted my head up and immediately kissed me on my lips making me gasp.

"What do you do to me?" he asked in between the kiss, with each passing moment, he kept on deepening it, making it a bit rough and it was strange because I seemed to be liking it.He carried me up with his arms and I bent down so we wouldn't break the kiss, he took me towards the nearest wall and pinned me there still kissing me, we broke apart when we really needed a deep breath.

We inhaled a few deep breaths for a moment before he smashed his lips against mine once again, this time he dint hold me, he kept on running his fingers on my things, up and down and I felt a sort of fire ignite inside me.

He then held my shoulders and slowly took his hands down until they were on my towel, he stopped there as he slowly untucked the end where I had tucked it to hold it in place, I placed my hand on his immediately stopping him.

"Please babe." Looked at me in a way that I couldn't even say no and who was I lying to anyway, this felt good and I wanted to keep feeling it as long as it was possible, so I took my hands off and he pulled off the towel immediately.

I hugged him tight trying to hide myself in his arms, he held my face and started kissing me, and that kiss made me forget that I was standing completely naked in front of him.

He pulled apart for a moment so he could undress himself, I helped him by unbuttoning his shirt and unzipping his pants, he threw them off immediately and then picked me up on his arms, he took me towards the bed and threw me on it, and then jumped on top of me.

I closed my eyes as he slowly kissed me from my forehead, heading to my cheeks, to the lips, to the neck and then the shoulders and so on, everything was so beautiful I dint want it to stop but then suddenly the blurry images showed up once again.

I grabbed the bedsheet into my fists and suddenly my body became so stiff, Arnav looked up at me in confusion.

"Are you okay baby?" He asked.

"Arnav I... I can't... it's... I tried to explain to him but I couldn't even speak, he placed his finger on my lips shutting me up.

"It's okay, I get it." He said as he wrapped his arms around me and held me into his arms tightly until I started feeling better.

He then stood up, grabbed my clothes and helped me get dressed, once I was dressed he headed to take a shower while I sat on my bed sadly, I hated that every time I had this moment with him, those terrible memories would show up and ruin it all.

He walked out of the shower and got dressed in the same clothes and then walked towards me as he sat beside me and looked at me seriously.

"Don't be sad Khushi, I understand you, it's okay if it happens, just know it won't be there forever, it will go away one day on it's own." He assured me.

"I don't know Arnav, I feel like I'm disappointing you." I said sadly.

"What? No! Don't think that, look I am here for you always, I will help you with it just don't think you're disappointing me because you aren't, okay?"

I nodded positively as he smiled at me and kissed me on my forehead then stood up.

"I'll get going, need to go home and wear some washed clothes, I'll see you at the university okay?"

I nodded so he peeped out of the window, made sure no one was out there and then jumped out, I waved a goodbye at him as he left and then I heard a knock at the door of my room.

I looked around the room making sure it dint look fishy and then headed to open the door, once I did, I found Zion standing in front of me.

"We need to talk." He said.

"About what?" I asked.

"About Arnav." He said, I looked at him in surprise, what about Arnav did he want to talk to me?