I blinked my eyes open as the sun rays fell on my face, I turned my head to the left and found Arnav awake staring at me, shit! This was going to be awkward, at least last night he was drunk, I don't know how he was going to behave now that he was sober.

"Stop staring like that, it's creepy." I rolled my eyes as I pulled of the blanket and sat up, wow I was also in his t-shirt. What exactly was I thinking last night agreeing to do this?

"I hate to admit but you looked beautiful while asleep." He smirked.

"But I thought you found me ugly." I rolled my eyes again.

"Yes and that too, beautifully ugly." He laughed, I just stood up and headed to the washroom, I dint like talking until I had brushed my teeth and got rid of the horrible morning breath.

"Do you have an extra tooth brush?" I asked, the next moment he was standing beside me, he opened a small cabinet and handed me a new tooth brush and he picked his own and started brushing his teeth beside me.

Why were we doing things couples did? Anyway why did I care, this was the first and last time I was staying here anyway.

He finished brushing his teeth before me so he headed out while I took a while before I was done, after brushing my teeth I headed outside to get my clothes so I could change and go home, I know mom was going to have a hundred questions to ask me because last night I called her and lied that I was staying at Katherine's which never happened, I really never went to stay at my friend's places.

Arnav was just staring at me continuously as it was kind of uncomfortable, he was literally looking at me like I was his favorite food.

I bent down to grab my jeans when I suddenly felt a hand on my waist, I turned around and looked at him wondering what he was trying to do.

"I never knew a girl could look this sexy in my t-shirt." He smirked at me, I looked at myself in his t-shirt realizing now that it was a bit see through and it was showing more than it should, last night it was pretty dark so I dint realize it but now that I did, I was blushing like an idiot.

"You make me feel things I don't want to." He said as he pulled me closer to him pressing his body against mine and all I could do is breath heavily.

The next moment, he pushed me to the nearest wall, pinned both my hands up and smashed his lips against me, and it felt so freaking good!

He worked some sort of magic on my lips with his and it felt like everything inside me was ignited, I had no idea that a boy was capable of making me feel things like this, the best part about it was that it dint feel terrible this time like it always happened, it just felt so good and so right.

He kissed all over my face and my neck and it all gave me some strange feelings, strange but good again, he then went back to my mouth, working magic with his tongue, damn how was it possible to feel this good?

He pulled apart after a while as we both panted for breaths, this was by far the best kiss I've ever had, I couldn't stop staring at him and he couldn't stop staring at me, what was this between us?He slowly slid his hand inside the t-shirt and as much as I wanted to stop him, I couldn't, I had never experienced something like this in my life before, his hand on my body felt like fire, burning but good, he grabbed the t-shirt and pulled it off leaving me in my inners only, I dint even know why I was allowing him to do this, I should just get dressed and get out of this place!

What the hell was wrong with me? I was being stupid, this was all wrong, Arnav and I clearly never got along really well so why was I even here in his room like this? Before I could get my clothes, he threw his t-shirt on the bed and bent down to pick up my clothes, helping me put them on as if he was dressing a small baby, people usually undressed each other, this was a first seeing him dress me, it was cute.

Shut the hell up Khushi! Nothing about this guy should be cute. God! Why was I feeling this way? Why was I feeling this attracted to a guy I always disliked?

Once I was dressed, he walked to the bed, grabbed his t-shirt and put it on and he turned to look at me, I was completely speechless, I dint know what to say or what to do.

"I don't really say things like this but I'll make an exception for you, thank you for staying last night, I haven't had such a peaceful sleep in ages." He said as he looked me into the eyes, I was still speechless so he grabbed my hand and pulled me out of his room.

"Come, we'll get going, you can drop me at the park so I can pick my car and you can go home." He said, I just nodded and followed him to the parking, thankfully none of the guys were in the hall or outside, it would have been awkward.

He took the keys from me and drove us to the park while all I could think about was when he told me that I was going to beg him for a kiss which dint happen because he was the one to kiss me again, not that I was complaining, at least this time the old memories dint come back to ruin it.

Once we arrived at the park, he headed to get his car while I drove back home, I seriously don't know how things between Arnav and I went from fighting with each other to kissing each other but I had to admit, I liked feeling this way, I had never felt this way before and although he was a stupid jerk he managed to make me feel things I dint know I was capable of feeling.

And maybe for the first time ever, we hadn't been rude to each other neither did we argue over anything nor were we hateful, and there was a part of me that hoped that maybe, just maybe, there was a little chance of things changing.

Maybe I had to stop running away from him, sit down and talk seriously about whatever that was between us, and maybe if I was able to trust him enough, I could tell him about my past and hope that he would understand.

I don't know why but there was a part of me that just convinced me to stop running away, maybe it was because of what happened between us today morning, maybe it was because today I didn't see those blurry images and that gave me a hope that this could actually work.

Maybe mom and all my friends were right when they said I should give love a chance, although whatever that was between Arnav and I wasn't love but today he wasn't a jerk to me, he was nice and that made me think that maybe it was just because we dint start off on good terms, maybe he was a good guy like his friends said.

I couldn't deny there was some attraction between us, despite everything that happened between us, we both were attracted to each other in a way we couldn't explain.

Why were feelings so damn hard to understand? Why did they come up where they weren't supposed to?

*****

As I walked inside the house, I found Ayush seated at the table having breakfast, dad usually left for work early and mom too was nowhere to be seen.

"Mom said you stayed at Kitty's." Ayush said as he looked at me with a smirk on his face, since when did this little guy learn how to smirk?

"So?" I raised my eyebrows at him.

"I don't think Kitty is the one that gave you that hickey." He laughed at me, I quickly pulled out my phone and looked at my neck in the front camera, there was a huge purple mark on my neck, damn you Arnav!

"Not that I'm saying its wrong for girls to like girls but... I last saw you with Arnav so forgive me if my mind goes there." He laughed.

"I thought you were a kid, and kids aren't supposed to know stuff like this, I'll have to complain to mom about you." I said to him.

"Then I'll have to complain about you having a hickey too!" He smirked, idiot!

He was acting like my elder brother rather than my little brother and why did he know so much anyway? And stupid Arnav, I was going to deal him for leaving this stupid mark on my neck.

"So why did you lie to me that he wasn't your boyfriend?" Ayush asked.

"Because he isn't my boyfriend, dad." I rolled my eyes at him.

"Holy Shit! Friends with benefits." He opened his eyes wide like he had seen a ghost, God! Why did I have a brother who knew so much?

"Ayush, eat your damn breakfast and go to school and dare you mention any of this to anyone, I'll kill you." I warned him as I rushed upstairs while he laughed at me.

Once I was in my room, I headed to take a shower straight and then got dressed, making sure I hid the mark on my neck with makeup, just when I was done hiding it, Kitty walked in my room.

Gladly she dint see it, because if my little brother had so much to say, I wondered what my friend would have said.

"So, I met your mom downstairs and apparently you stayed at my place last night, so were you invisible because I dint see you in my house at all?" Kitty folded her arms and looked at me seriously.

"Actually, I stayed at Arnav's place." I said and she opened her mouth so wide as if she dint believe what I just said.

"Okay don't give me that look, I just found him drunk so I went to drop him at his place and he was acting like a kid and he forced me to stay, that's it." I said as I turned back to the mirror as I picked my curling iron and started curling my hair while she kept on eyeing me strangely.

*****

I parked my car in the usual place as kitty and I stepped out, I saw Stefan leaning against Arnav's car as if he was waiting for someone.

"I'll see you in class?" I said to Kitty as I made my way towards Stefan while she walked away, I stood beside him and he looked at me with a smile on his face.

"Hi." I greeted him.

"Hi." He replied back.

"Stefan I..." I started speaking but he interrupted me.

"Don't say anything Khushi, I don't need explanations." He smiled at me but I could see the pain in his eyes, he dint need an explanation but he deserved one.

"Let me speak please because you deserve to know this. You know since the day I met you four guys, you were the one I liked the most, you were polite and nice to me, trust me when I say this, I really liked you Stefan.

But then Caroline was interested in you and she was my friend so I decided to stay away from you because I could see how much she liked you.

And then as time went by things changed, I don't really know what I feel for Arnav, because it seriously sounds stupid, he's never been nice to me, instead we're always fighting but he managed to make me feel a lot of things. Actually I feel stupid for feeling this way towards him because I shouldn't, he's never been good to me but I can't deny I feel it.

But I want you to know that if Caroline never liked you, then I guess I would have felt for you what I feel for Arnav, trust me on this Stefan, I really admire you, you're just the perfect guy but I kept myself away from you for her and now I feel things for Arnav that I can't change.

I am sorry if I gave you the wrong hints, I am really sorry for hurting you, I never wished to." I apologized.

"You know, this is why I liked you in the first place, you're just so different, you don't beat around the bush, you speak the truth and you're such a strong girl and I guess Arnav sees that too, his ego wasn't just able to digest that a girl could be stronger than him that's why he was being a jerk to you, but I think he really likes you.

Once you get to know him, he isn't a bad person, he just has ego issues, I think you should tell him what you feel towards him and maybe you'll see a different side of him that I have seen." He smiled at me.

"I wish I could feel for you what I feel for him, things would have been easier." I giggled.

"Feelings are never easy Khushi." He smiled at me to which I nodded, if feelings were easy, I would definitely understand why I feel this sort of attraction towards Arnav when he's been nothing but a jerk to me and why I don't feel the same way towards Stefan when he's such a great guy.

Feelings!