To S.Changbin,

All my what-if's came true.
It's become a hobby for me to think of all the what-if's in our once shared relationship.
My mind is in a state of paranoia.
Disheartening, but everything ended.
It's the epilogue to US.
No more H+C.
No one to protect me from all the seasons.
No more kisses from you.
No more hugs from you.
No one to hold my hands.
No more beautiful scenery to imagine when I'm with you.
No more everything for us.
You loved me,
And I love you still.
When will I move on?
What would happen if I do?
So many questions that only time can answer.
My last what if's are...
What if I stopped thinking of all the what if's that could happen?
Then maybe I still have you.
What if I never loved you?
Then maybe I won't experience everything that is beautiful.

P.S. Rushing to move on is never gonna help. Setting everything to my pace is.

Love, H.