To S.Changbin,

Months after months,
You went from summer to winter.
Unstoppable and unexpected.
I keep on missing you,
even when you're just beside me.
What do I keep missing?
Maybe your stares,
or your smile,
Or maybe the whole you.
The whole you that I love and loved me in return.
But now, you're just there.
There.
Beside me.
Infront, or behind.
Behind me, leaving me.
I love you, too much.
What if I didn't love you too much?
What if I wasn't the right one for you?
What if I was just an obstacle in your life?
Then that hurts.
What if I balanced your love and my love?
What if I didn't overpower yours?
What if you don't love me anymore?
What if one day you'll end everything with me?
I am crying, just thinking that that day would come.
Because I feel like it will.

Love, yours truly.