What do I do now that this place is becoming ... more realistic then when it first appeared? The future isn't easier than the past, in fact it might be harder since I'm from the past and suddenly I have somehow taken someone else's body from the future so ... GOD, WHY IS THIS EVEN MORE COMPLICATED THAN BEFORE????!!! Why can't the world just go easy on me? Wait... maybe this was all a dream! No.... it felt too real to be a nightmare... Goodness, I injured someone so badly after staying here just for bloody 2 day. The hell will happen if I stayed here for the rest of my life? Probably the whole world will crumble to pieces.

My dream-thoughts were interrupted by a sudden warmth against my waist. His hand was resting on the side of my body. I slowly woke up and reached for the heaviness on my side realising it was an arm. Slowly I turned onto my other side not waking the person up to see who it was. I guess I fell asleep last night and Shouto did as well? I tried slowly getting out of his grasp only for him to pull me even closer to him and tighter. In fact, I wasn't uncomfortable. The peaceful sleep he was showing on his face made me smile. At least one of us is having good dreams. I didn't move, I just stayed still and admired his face. I wonder where he got that burn? I reached for it and just when I was about to touch his scar, his eyes had awoken.

"Did you sleep well?" He asked.

"Yes, thank you." Hearing my comment he smiled and jokingly pulled me even closer, now touching him. My head was resting on his chest and I could hear his heartbeat fast.

"It's been a while since I was able to sleep that well." He whispered. "Can we stay like this just a little longer?" I couldn't agree more, this was what I needed. Just a good friend giving a reassuring hug that made you feel like everything's ok. I nodded and held him tighter. "Yeah, this is nice, I wanna stay like this too. Maybe all day would be nice, if only the world was like this everyday." I think we both fell asleep in the peaceful moment again cause the next thing I knew was someone pouring water on my face. "Who?! THE FUCK??!!" I jumped. I rubbed my eyes and wiped the water off my face revealing the culprit. That bloody bitc-

"Well, you two look happy. Thank God I came to the rescue otherwise you would've seduced poor old Shouto." She and Katsuki were laughing at me. She shook his hand and gave him a smile. "Nice doing business with you." Then it hit me. I looked at Katsuki's desk seeing his phone then looked back at the two smiling and shaking hands and I think I felt like a pressure cooker just about to explode. The air started smelling poisonous and the sun had been covered in a purple and black aura. Ghosts and spirits started seeping out through cracks in the walls. Slowly I was loosing my vision and it was getting harder to breathe. I felt chills flowing through my blood and it felt like I was drowning in voices. All the spirits in the room kept saying my name over and over again. I covered my ears trying to block out the calls b7t it felt like it was in my head. "Stop it... Go Away..." I could barely speak. It felt like a virus taking over my body. My vision kept getting darker and darker. What's going on? What's happening?

"Shinoa, let go of your emotions and they'll go away." I could only see Shouto now. "Breathe and let go of your anger. I'm here, I'm not gonna leave you like I did before." I tried walking towards him but my body was stiff and heavy. I looked at him trying not to show pain and smiled. "You're all right. Just keep looking at me and calm down." Shinoa is weak, but I'm not.

All the spirits went back where they came from and the sun returned to its original colour. I regained my vision and just when I made everything back to normal I collapsed into Shouto's arms. "I'm alright." I sighed, trying to catch my breathe at the same time. "What was that?" I looked over to my side seeing Katsuki. He looked upset, angry, annoyed? Shouto covered my eyes with his hand and suggested,"I think it would be better for all of us if Shinoa and you two don't see each otherl for now." I was too weak to tell Shouto I didn't want that. I wanted to stay with Katsuki, I wanted to always be sure that he's ok. As Shouto carried me out I took one last glance At Katsuki, but now ... he looked scared. Why? Is it because of me?

Shouto gently helped me sit down outside. He knelt down as he held my hands and gave me another reassuring smile. "Are you hungry?" I shook my head not realising that I was crying again. "Hey, there's nothing to be upset over. Yes your sister annoyed you but is it really worth your tears?" I shook my head again knowing that if I talk I'll burst out crying. "Then what's making you upset now?"

"It's Katsuki, alright?!!" I snapped. I covered my mouth in shock. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you. It's just, I'm so frustrated, everything is so complicated. One moment I'm crying over him, the second I'm angry enough to summon spirits and block out the sun. Why is it that he makes me angry but I still like him?!" I wiped away my tears and slowly stood up. "I want to go see him. Please Shouto, I don't want to run away from my problems anymore."

"I don't think that's a good idea," he sighed. "I'll bring you home or if you want you can stay with my family if you aren't comfortable with yours? Or you want to go do something fun instead-"

"Shouto... I just want to see Katsuki right now." He helped me walk back to Katsuki's room while I was regaining my strength to walk on my own.

He was asleep. I couldn't figure out whether to wake him up or not. I held the door before Shouto came in and whispered trying not to wake Katsuki,"I think you should wait outside." He nodded as I closed the door gently. I walked towards the chair next to Katsuki's bed and sat down. For a moment I saw a flash of memories from looking at him. He looked so peaceful. I took a sip of water to calm down my thoughts and looked down at Katsuki seeing his eyes had opened making me jump. "You're Awake?!"

"Of course I'm bloody awake, how else would my eyes be open you Dipshit." I'm confused, why is he mean to me after all we've been through? I ignored his temper after revising the injuries he had. "Are you feeling better?" I asked about to hold his hand before he snatched it away.

"What do you think you're doing?!" He created small explosions making smoke that blew up in my face. "Get lost freak." Those words put me in shock. I tried not to react so he could heal and not get stressed. Hearing the explosion Shouto busted through the door and ran in. "Both of you freaks fuck off! It's your fault I'm injured to this point. I might not be able to walk again because of you!"

Shouto tried to get me out as he pulled my hand up. "Shinoa, I think you should let Katsuki rest a little mor-"

"Yeah you both scram!" Shouto led me to the exit and just before I walked out of the room I turned around facing the hot headed dick. "Yeah, I don't know if I was the villain or was it really you?"

Shouto took me home and brought me a cup of tea while I rested in bed. I couldn't recover from all that's happened these past few days. I somehow travelled to the future where things are so much more complicated. "Shinoa, I haven't been home in days, my father is here to take me home." I saw his face looking like he had felt like he wasn't enough. "I have to go now." I smiled to assure him that I'll be fine. He leaned down and parted my hair onto one side and kissed me on the forehead. "I'll see you at school when you're ready." He waved goodbye as he left the room.

"I thought he'd never leave."

"He's helping me more than you are right now Ryūketsu. He's the first person in years who actually cares about me." Ryūketsu smirked and refilled my cup of tea. "I put herbs in it that have the same properties that'll heal your energy. We need to get you back to your old strength. This new body is awfully weak." I nodded in agreement as I manifested a dagger throwing at a picture of Katsuki I had on the wall.

"I cared for him but once he saw what I did, he saw me as a monster just like everyone else sees me. He's... dead to me."