it's a big mess

i thought one little lie wouldn't hurt and now I am stuck in a mess 

i know i used to be a foreign trainee, but i cannot dance for the life of me

despite being lead dance, all i can do now is wave my hands like an idiot

the boy looked desperate for a soul to join his team 

and what am i to refuse if he offered for free tutoring for uni

after all my grades suck in science 

okay fine his beautiful cheery smile entranced me to look further into him

he heard that i used to be a trainee at GY entertainment, which automatically made me qualified to be the perfect replacement for a kpop dance tournament

why do i do this to myself? 

the one time i tell the truth makes me want to tell a lie which i eventually did

the fact that I didn't need tutoring is true 

and my science grades just need more work

i entered his studio and i can say that he is that pokemon guy who collects long term trainees who i recognized

they shared the same anger when I slammed the contract in front of GY's CEO who told me with his false hopes that i would debut

it's true that it's much easier to be a dancer than an idol because at least you don't have many people down your throat

he smiled and waved as he pulled my attention close before settling into a warm-up to perform the next show.