❝𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘎𝘰𝘥, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 // 𝘐'𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵❞

ꨄ

𝗝𝗨𝗟𝗬 𝟲𝗧𝗛 , 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟯
𝗟𝗢𝗦 𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗦 , 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗔
𝟭𝟮:𝟭𝟯 𝗔𝗠

Julien couldn't believe her eyes. She had just opened Instagram for a second, and the first thing on her homepage was Kiana kissing another woman just outside of a restaurant. She swiped to the next photo and saw Kiana and the same woman walking out of the restaurant hand in hand. The longer she stared the more she recognized the other woman, it was Leah Ivanov.

Julien had seen photos of Leah Ivanov modeling for Prada, Louis Vuitton, and Ralph Lauren. She'd also heard about all the controversy Leah's been involved in. She was very well known for getting with celebrities who already had partners. Leah had a reputation for always being "the other woman". Julien didn't want to believe Kiana was cheating on her despite looking at the evidence that she indeed was.

Just then, Kiana walked through the front door. "Hey, sorry I'm late, Naomi wanted a rematch till them and Katie won" Julien kept quiet, not even paying attention to her girlfriend. "J, baby, what's wrong?"

Julien turned her phone around to show Kiana the photo. "Who is this, huh? Because sure doesn't look like Naomi or Katie or Jo"

Kiana stared at the screen wide eyed, the paparazzi had managed to get a photo of the two holding hands leaving a fancy restaurant. "This isn't how I wanted you to find out, J"

She scoffed and stood up, she honestly couldn't believe Kiana would do something like this. "How were you gonna tell me, huh? Just sit me down and say 'Hey J, I'm bangin' some other chick, you cool with that?' I mean what was the thought process behind that?!"

"I don't know, but I really wanted to tell you I just didn't know how"

"How long?" Julien asked, but there was no answer from Kiana. "How long?" She repeated.

"I- I don't know,"

"You don't know how long you've been seeing this bitch?!" She didn't usually call people names, but Julien was too angry to care.

"A week" Kiana said quietly.

Julien scoffed in response. "You know, the worst part isn't the fact that you cheated on me, the worst part is how I found out. You couldn't at least have the decency to keep her out of sight from the paparazzi?!"

"J, you're the only girl I want. I broke up with her after we left" Kiana assured her, but Julien wasn't willing to accept that as a fact, she wasn't about to go down this road again.

Julien ran a hand through her hair as she paced around the room. "I thought we were finally working! I thought... I thought this was different from last time"

"It is, she meant nothing!"

"So you just wandered around L.A kissing and holding hands for fun?!" Julien pulled up a picture of Leah and Kiana kissing before they'd entered the building. "A fan saw you and took this, and thank god they did because if they hadn't I wouldn't know how much of a cheating bitch you are!"

"Look, J," Kiana stepped toward Julien but she backed away. "This doesn't have to change anything between us. My feelings for you are very real and I have never stopped loving you"

For once that entire argument, Julien looked Kiana in the eye. "I can't believe you right now. I should've listened to my gut and ran the moment I saw you out on that stage"

"Baby, you're being ridiculous. I could've had anyone, but I chose you!"

"Really?! Because it looks like you chose her!" Julien bit her lip as she choked back tears. "If you really did love me, you wouldn't have cheated on me with some model!"

"I do!"

"Then say it,"

"What?" Kiana was taken aback by Juliens response.

"If you really love me, then say it. Three words, and I'm yours. Prove it."

They stood in silence as all the hope in Juliens eyes diminished. A look of betrayal came across her face as she nodded, understanding what the silence from Kiana meant.

"You are unbelievable, Kiana Stevens"

"J, please- "

"My name's Julien!" She snapped, a tear falling down her cheek. "I hate myself for still loving you after what you've done"

"Baby, I'm sorry"

"Were you sorry when you kissed her?!"

"I already said I'm sorry, what more do you want from me?"

Julien honestly couldn't believe that this was the same person she had fallen in love with for a second time. "I want you to explain to me why you felt the need to cheat on me. Why her, huh?"

"She's..." Kiana cut herself off, contemplating if she should finish that thought. "She's different, Julien. Things were easier with her"

"Easier? Easier how?"

"Well for starters she isn't constantly nagging me about how to deal with my problems!"

"I'll stop nagging then, because we're done." Julien left Kiana's place after that. She had initially thought of driving to Phoebe's but given her current state Julien didn't trust herself to be alone for even a single second. She pulled out her phone and clicked on Phoebe's contact, "Hey, can you come get me?"

"Yeah, of course. Where are you? What happened, are you okay?"

"I'm at Kiana's place"

"I'll be there in five minutes, okay? Just stay on the phone"

—

It had been an hour since Julien left, but Kiana hadn't moved from the corner she sat in. She had just ruined everything with Julien, and despite her actions with Leah, Kiana still loved Julien in her own twisted way. There was a rather loud knock at the door suddenly, which caused Kiana to jump slightly. It took her a minute to decide whether or not she wanted to actually open the door, but she decided on doing so.

"Jo? What are you doing here?"

"What the fuck were you thinking?!" Josette pushed past Kiana. "Leah fucking Ivanov?! Cheating, really? I knew you were an idiot but I didn't think you were this much of an idiot!"

"She told you, huh?"

"No! I wasn't told anything, the photos are all over Twitter and Instagram! What were you thinking?!"

"Jo- " She began, but was quickly cut off by her best friend.

"I mean cheating, really? You know I'll always have your back, but I don't think I can this time"

"Jo," Kiana's voice broke a little, "You're my best friend"

Josette shook their head and stepped back, "I don't know if that's still true" She left Kiana's place, leaving the singer in shambles.

If Kiana had known one little mistake would lead to her losing both Julien and Jo, she wouldn't have done it in the first place. The internet wasn't treating her any different. Her and Juliens fans were leaving nasty comments on Kiana's posts and unfollowing her. She deserved it though.

𝗮𝗹𝗲𝘅 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗸𝘀 !
I've had this chapter pre written for weeks and I finally got to post it