❝𝘐 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬❞

ꨄ

𝗝𝗨𝗡𝗘 𝟮𝟵𝗧𝗛 , 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟯
𝗟𝗢𝗦 𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗦 , 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗔
𝟭𝟭:𝟬𝟳 𝗔𝗠

Last night was a blur for both Kiana and Leah. The two were drunk when they kissed in the bar, and were still very drunk when they had gone to Leah's place where things quickly escalated. Kiana was the first to wake up that morning, but when she did the singer thought she was back at home with Julien beside her. She had forgotten about her night out with Leah.

Kiana rolled over and tossed an arm around Leah's waist. "Morning J"

"That's not my name" Leah spoke, making Kiana shoot up in bed at the sound of her voice. "What?" The model noticed the worry on the brunettes face, "We had sex, so what?"

"I have a girlfriend that I love!"

"Then why are you cheating on her?" She questioned.

Kiana looked at Leah, appalled. "I'm not! I'm- I would never do such a thing!"

"Sweetheart, we slept together last night. I think anyone would consider that cheating" She stated.

The singer held her head in her hands, not being able to catch her breath as she struggled to repeat the words "No I didn't". Kiana vaguely remembered bits and pieces from last night. She couldn't quite recall every little detail but there was one thing she knew for sure; she didn't hate it.

"Hey, hey, calm down. It's okay, just breathe with me" Leah breathed in then out slowly, making sure Kiana matched her breathing. "That's it, just keep breathing"

"I'm okay, thanks" Kiana couldn't help the smile that pulled at the corners of her lips. There were no words to describe Leahs beauty. The smile on her face fell as soon as the realization hit her; she had fallen in love with Leah.

"Everything okay in there?" The blonde motioned at Kiana's head.

"Yeah, it's nothing"

"Doesn't seem like nothing. Are you distracted by my boobs?" She joked, earning a soft chuckle from the singer. "Just say it, you're not gonna scare me away"

"No matter how hard I try I can't seem to stay away from you, and at first I thought it was me being stupid but I think it's because I..." Kiana let her voice trail off.

"Because you what Stevens? I'm not a mind reader"

"Because I- I really care about you"

"You love me?"

"I think so" Responded Kiana.

"What about your girlfriend?" Leah asked, which reminded Kiana about Julien after forgetting about her for all of last night.

"Right, Julien."

"Do you still love her?"

"Yeah," She answered, "But I also have feelings for you. I'm lost, I don't know what to do"

"I'm okay with being a secret"

"A secret?" Kiana repeated.

Leah nodded, "Julien won't understand if you tell her about me. The only way to keep us both is if you keep me a secret. That way everyone's happy"

Kiana thought about what Leah had just said, and it made total sense in the moment, but she wasn't too fond of the idea of hiding something from Julien. Then again, as long as she didn't know about Leah everything would be fine.

"Okay, fine. You can be my secret"

"Hey, there you are" Julien turned her head towards the door. "I must've missed you this morning. Were you at the studio with Jack?"

"Uh, yeah" She lied, "I got an idea for a song I wanted to record"

"Well, you're just on time," Julien flipped a couple pieces of French toast onto two plates and setting them on the table. "Because I made some French toast for us"

Kiana stayed silent for a moment once she was sat, letting the fact that she lied to Julien sink in. "Thanks," She finally spoke, "You're the best chef to walk the earth"

"So um, you remember the beach trip we all do every Fourth of July?" Julien asked, and Kiana nodded at the mention of the trip. "Well it's still on this year and I was wondering if you'd like to go. I mean we can spend it with your family if you want but- "

Juliens rant was quickly cut off by the brunette, "We can go. Who's going anyways?"

"Uh, not everyone has confirmed if they're going"

"Well who has?"

"Phoebe and Zach, Jo and Kelli, Naomi and Ally, Katie and her partner, um..." Julien paused for a moment to recall who else was coming. "Geo and his girlfriend, Lucy and Tatum- "

"We're finally meeting Lucy's new girlfriend?!" Kiana nearly choked on her French toast at the mention of Tatum.

"Everyone else is, Phoebe and I already met her at the Eras Tour in May"

"She's Taylors little sister, right?" Kiana questioned, "Taylor mentioned her a couple times when I was on tour with her"

"Speaking of tour, yours is about to start in September. Are you ready?"

"Physically, yes. All the gear is ready to be packed" Kiana enjoyed touring and putting on shows for her fans, but with juggling a secret life — or side chick — she wasn't in the right headspace. Kiana understood that if news about Leah got out, to say Julien would be heartbroken would be an understatement. Though despite knowing this, Kiana still kept messing around with Leah.

"You know what I mean"

"I've just got some thing on my mind, that's all" The brunette gave her girlfriend a reassuring smile, "It's nothing too big, just some small stuff"

"Okay. But if you ever want to talk about it, I'm always gonna be here. We're in this for the long run... right?"

Kiana nodded, "Right."

𝗮𝗹𝗲𝘅 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗸𝘀 !
I swear whenever a fan meets the boys its always Lucy and Julien. Phoebe is nowhere to be found 😭