Idols: Felix & Han

Whoa.. This is way better than the party... Can I join?

Y/N and Han were hanging out downstairs. Currently her brother was hosting a rather large house party. She hated people. They made her anxious, and that just wasn't good. Stress didn't fit her, so she tended to stay away, and host her own little parties.

Her brother was much more popular, so she tended to have way less people around than he did. Namely, Han. One of her best friends. She and he had a very clear line drawn. Just friends, and they both respected it. They cuddled, they hugged, they helped each other through relationship problems, but never crossed the line of friendzone they had out each other in.

" Y/N... We're running out of snacks. " Han whined.

" Sorry.. I forgot to stock up. I can try to sneak upstairs if you want?" She offered with a little shrug.

" One of us has to... Your also out of sodas, and water... No juice either. " He frowned.

" I guess that means I'm going to have to fight to the kitchen... Or we could do a snack run!" She was hopeful he would say yes. Then again, his car was blocked in with only one way out. The yard. Your brother hated his yard getting marked up with tire tracks, which was odd considering the people he allowed in it. But, he did tend to chew even his own guests out for it.

" Sorry. You know the rule. Only once, and for me that has to be when I'm leaving. " He smiled apologetically.

She rolled her eyes, but nodded. " Yeah. I get that. " She huffed, and sat her controller down. " Take over, and try not to ruin my kill streak!" She called.

" Boarderlands? Are you playing as the -"

"Mechromancer! She's easy to play don't worry! Just watch for the badass be villains!" She smiled a little.

" Yeah... I'll... Try. " He laughed nervously and started to learn the controls and play.

Y/N sighed as she climbed the basement stairs. She held her breath as the music started to climb. The beat started to hit in her chest. The sounds of people started to bounce around her mind. " Ugh... Just steak some water and a case of whatever soda you can find, and get out..."

She opened the door, and peeked out. The party was very much in full swing still. She sighed. This was already stressful. Once out she clearly didn't look like she belonged. She was In a band hoodie, one of her favorites, Stray Kids. Han's actually. He was in the group. She loved being able to get the merchandise much easier than others. She never asked for a discount either. That would be rude. She was also wearing a frilly black skirt and some knee highs.

" God I must look like a high school kid..." She chuckled.

Unfortunately someone caught her arm, and gave her a stern looking at." What're you doin here?" He slurred.

She removed his hand, " I live here. Fuck off. " She snapped. Y/N shuddered, and tried to tip toe around and gather the rest of the stuff she wanted. She grabbed a bunch of soft drinks, several waters, bags of chips, cookies, and some salsa from the bar. Everyone was to drunk to notice it go missing. Even if it was In a huge bowl. It was now her's and Han's salsa. She started to make her way back to the basement with bags of stuff. Honestly it looked like she'd just went to the store herself.

With as much shit as her brother kept around she might as well have.

She opened the door, and skipped down stairs a bit before setting her things down. She went back uo to close it when someone opened it wider. Y/N stepped back startled, and almost fell straight back down the stairs. She braced for the fall, but it never came. Instead she was righted, and heard the door click shut behind the nursery person who both almost killed her, and saved her.

When she opened her eyes she blinked a few time. Surely she was seeing things. This wasn't happening. It couldn't be. It just didn't. Not to her. Not a second time.

Han had heard the noise, and rushed over to the stairs. "Are you okay?!" He stopped, and beamed up at his friend Felix. " Felix! Hey! Enjoying your party?" He asked jogging uo to grab some of the stuff Y/N raided from her kitchen. " Good lord, what did you do rob your brother blind of food?" He laughed.

Y/N's eyes widened at Han. Did he know Felix was here?? She started down the stairs, trying to catch up with him. " I.. umm. " She shook her head a little. " No. I just grabbed a little. He's a food and snacks hoarder. It's fine. " She whispered softly.

Han, the cheeky little thing, grinned. " Stray Kids has been here all night before you ask. " He smirked a little.

You glanced down at your hoodie and wanted to die. " Lovely. " If she wasn't nervous about being caught she sure was now. " Kill me now..."

Felix quietly followed them. He was curious about them. At least he knew where Han had been all night while everyone else was getting swarmed by trashed barley legal adults.

The stairs came down into a large open floor plan. A pool table sat in the middle of the room, the walls were dark with neon lighting and signs. Soft over head lights added to the mysterious room. To the left was a kitchen area. It had a microwave, fridge, and sink as well as several counters and cabinets. There was even a hot tub over to the right. In front of the pool table was a huge tv, several game systems, and movies all around.

" Welcome to her little game den. " Han said looking behind him at Felix. Honestly he knew one of her favorites was Felix. He wanted him to stay. See if they had anything in common. Or just chemistry in general.

" Cave. It's a cave. I basically live down here, though I do have a room upstairs.... That's probably... Being occupied... Ugh. " She whined a little at the though while loading up the fridge and putting snacks away. She really didn't want to show this pretty boy the front of her hoodie. That would be a very clear indication that she had a huge crush on him. Or at the very least liked him. His face was all over it. The back just said Stray Kids.

Han seemed to notice the way Felix was staring. " You good?"

"Yeah. Just... Whoa... This is way better than the party... Can I join?" He asked.

Y/N chocked on her drink. She just about spot it out.

" I think that's a yes. Pretty much how she reacted the first time we met to. " Han chuckled as he sat back down on the couch and started okaying more of the game she forfeited.

" H-hey! Give me my controller!" She snapped sitting her drink down. She charged, and jumped over the couch into of Han.

Felix chuckled behind them and she instantly froze. His chuckle was so deep. Damn. He did it to her again.

Han smirked. " If you don't sit right he's going to see what uo that pretty skirt..." He taunted.

She straightened, and frowned. " Perv..."

" You started it. You told me to play... " He rolled his eyes. She crossed her arms, and Felix sat beside her.

Y/N froze again, and glanced over from the side of her eye. He was sooo close. This was more nerve wrecking than getting to know Han. What the fuck.

" I wondered where his sister was. I've been looking for a while. Curiosity kills the cat and all. " Felix smiled. She smiled back, though she felt as if she probably looked constipated.

" Just avoiding people. Trying not to have any panic attacks. " She waved it off a bit. " Almost failing because Han whined so much about drinks and snacks. So I snuck up to raid the kitchen..."

He tucked one of her wavy curls behind her ear. " I see. You could have just asked or made him go get them. "

" I'm not a child..." She smacked his hand away. Y/N stood, and started over to the hot tub.

Han's attention was on her suddenly. He glanced at Felix who was a little confused. " She's really not a kid. She's twenty... " He smirked a little.

" She is?" He asked looking at Han.

His friend nodded, paused the games and sat the controller down. " Wait for it..."

" Wait for what?" Felix asked before the bathroom door opened next to the hot tub. He gulped a little. " That hoodie hid a lot... "

" That hoodie hid a lot. " Han agreed. He stood, " Hey Y/N, I'm going to head out for the night, see if anyone wants to come with me. Felix wanted to stay if that's okay?"

She covered the rosey hue on her cheeks with them both watching her, and simply nodded. " Sure. I'm just going to relax for a while..." She said softly. " Be safe Han. " She came over to give him a hug.

He smiled and nodded. " Always. I told you this swimming suit fit you well. " He winked playfully before heading out the basement door. He'd successfully left the two of them together.

Felix was confused. Again. Han just uo and left him with his girlfriend? What? He looked back at Y/N, and she gave him a little smile before turning to hide her red cheeks. He could still see her blush on her ears. " Cute." He muttered lightly. Her being turned around as she climbed into the hot tub gave him a perfect view of her cute butt to. He smiled a little. " Y/N?" He asked.

She sat down with a content sigh, and almost laid her head back when Felix called her name. Her head shot up, his voice... Damnit he wasn't playing fair at all. He used that deep voice of his, and fuck if it didn't sound amazing coming from him. Her thighs instantly rubbed together under the water. She was glad he couldn't see. " Y-yes Felix?" She asked way more softly than she had meant to. Way to go dipshit...

His smile turned into a smirk hearing her. Maybe, she wasn't Han's girl after all. It never hurt to ask. Did it? " Han's talked about you a bit. He always comes to you for relationship stuff doesn't he?" He asked.

" Yeah I guess. " She squirmed, and this time it was slightly noticable. He was watching for it. " We've both had a few bad relationships. Been there for each other. Cried on each other's shoulders. " She shrugged a little. It was partly the reason she had so much anxiety around groups of people.

He nodded a little. " So your close yeah?"

" Yes. But just friends. We made that line very clear with each other. " She shrugged. She almost regretted it, but honestly she saw him as a brother now. " He feels like a brother to me now. Family. My own brother is outgoing, and fun. Me.. I'm not the life of the party at all. "

He frowned for a moment before smiling again. " You don't have to be the life of the party to be interesting. " He stood, and wandered over to the hot tub. It looked relaxing. They'd been practicing like crazy this week.

" Umm... You can join me if you want?" She said sheepishly. His gaze fluttered from the water to her again, and his smile returned.

" Sounds nice. " He answered stripping his shirt. Most people had worn swim clothes anyway since the pool was out back. Well, for before they began to drink.

Y/N gulped, and blushed deeply. She'd never get used to seeing Felix's toned body. He always his it under cardigans, baggier clothing, or costumes. It was a rarity. One she could now say she could savor forever as a mental image.

He grinned tossing his shirt safely to the side for later. Of course he caught her staring. He just wouldn't say. Yet.
Not to mention she'd unknowingly answered his questions. She was not Han's girlfriend, and she didn't like him. Not like that. He settled near her, close enough for their legs to touch, and sighed contently. " This is awesome. "

She smiled finally, and nodded. " My personal haven. A place away from people. " She sighed.

" Why?" He asked curiously.

" Away from people?" She asked.
He nodded, and she sighed. " Well. An ex mainly. How he dumped me more specifically. " She admitted. Why? She felt. Comfortable with him. Just like with Han. " He was some rising idol, pretty much dumped me in front of his fans. It was a rather large group, and I had a lot of people swarming me on the way out. To bad for him, his game didn't last. He lost his spot as an idol. So I guess karma. "

He listened, and nodded a bit. He smiled though, hearing the ass got some kind of nip in the butt for disrespecting her like that. " Sorry to hear. How did you meet Han?" He asked.

" After I ran from the groupies, I ended up in a little hotel lobby. They had a cafe, and I just kind of wandered into it. Sat down. Ordered some tea to calm myself. I guess he saw me and recognized the look. We connected, and spent a lot of time together. We were just there for each other. Not romantically, but emotionally still. That sounds stupid doesn't it?" She laughed at herself a bit.

He shook his head. " Everyone needs someone sometime. " Felix assured her.

She nodded. " I agree. " She blushed settling into comfortable silence. They both leaned back, and rested their heads on the back of the tub. The keys felt amazing working their magic. She jumped a little feeling his leg settle right between hers.

He peeked out of one eye at her. " Everything alright?" He asked almost giving away his playful demeanor. She nodded quickly, and squeezed her eyes shut. He smirked. Cute..

" So, Y/N. I know Han has has some more relationships. What about you?" He asked the big question.

She tensed a little, but opened her eyes to search his before her cheeks flushed brightly. His eyes were curious, and interested. She could feel the look before she even saw it. She shook her head. " No. I haven't tried. I've been... To worried to try. "

" I see. " He nodded. " Are you going to soon?" He asked. " Sorry if that sounded pushy. " He chuckled running his wet hand through his fluffy, blonde locks.

She but her lip, and tried to look away. " I don't know. If it feels right ght I might. " She smiled a little. " It's not pushy. I'm twenty now. I shouldn't dwell on it. ."

He'd scooted himself a little as he adjusted. Getting closer without her noticing it. She didn't know how enticing she was in that two piece. It covered her body appropriately, but flattered her perfectly. " I fully agree. "

His tone was deep again. She felt it reverberate, and rubbed her thighs together unconsciously. He saw it immediately. " I just... I get so flustered around to many people. I either close up and freak out now, or I snap and start getting angry. I don't know how to approach it. " She whispered.

He'd gotten next to her this time, their thighs touching, and pulled her against his chest in a side hug. A comforting hold honestly. " Relax. It's okay. It's just me and you down here. " He smiled. Her cheeks were however both red as cherries. " Cute. " He said out loud this time, so she could hear him.

" H-huh?" She asked sort of angling her head upwards at him.

" I said your cute. " He grinned playfully. " At the risk of making myself look stupid, would you want to try with me?" He asked finally. This girl was adorable, and he wanted to make her happy. He wanted to get to know her and see if they connected well.

" I... Ummm... " Her idol. Her favorite idol at that, just asked her out? Or for sex? Which one was it? " I can't sleep with you!" She squeaked immediately hiding her face in his chest again. She'd answered stupidly.

Felix just bit his lip hard to try and keep from laughing, but he couldn't. It kind of hurt her feelings. Another idol, laughing at her. He shook his head. "No! No. I want to date you. I want a date. At least one. Please?" He asked. " I can ask cutely if I have to?" He batted his eyelashes, and she went wide eyed.

" No! No! Don't do that!" She giggled.

He looked at her with his dark eyes, and she froze. He was waiting on an answer. She gave him a little nod. " Okay..." She agreed. Her favorite idol. Wow. He'd asked her for at least one date.

" Great. " He leaned back like it was absolutely nothing, bringing her with him, and relaxed. " Let's stay like this a bit longer. It's taking a lot of tension out of my back. "

" It does feel.. nice. " She smiled.

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" What if it doesn't go right!?" She asked, or rather shouted at the mirror. Y/N was up in her room getting ready. Han was helping her do light makeup. Not that she needed it, but he wanted her to have the best date she could. It had been forever since she actually left her house for much more than a midnight food run.

He glared. " Be still before I poke your eye out with this freaking thing. " He grumbled. " Besides, it's going to be fine. Felix is a good guy. He'll take care of you. Trust me. He won't leave you in the middle of a crowd for no reason. " He assured his best female friend.

" I.. I know. It's not that. " She fidgeted with her fingers nervously.

" It isn't a crowded date either. It's just a drive in movie. You can leave whenever, you can send him on a snack run and lock yourself in the car, and you can even cuddle up to him if your brave enough. " He joked playfully.

" That's why I'm nervous to begin with!" She squeaked. " What if I try to, and end up making a fool of myself doing it?"

" Then you both laugh it off, and find a way to do it anyway. " He shrugged. " You look beautiful. " He smiled moving away from the mirror so she could see.

Y/N smiled, and looked at herself. It was just a bit of eye liner and some blush to make her eyes pop, but she felt very pretty. Way better about herself than she had Inna long time. " Thank you Han. " She said standing. " Really, thanks. " She gave him a huge hug, and he picked her up as she did.

" Anytime. Now, the boys are sitting downstairs. " He reminded her. Instantly her nerves came back.

" I... Should go to the bathroom...." She said trying to wiggle away.

" You just went. Sorry. Let's go!" He said carrying her like a child.

" Okay okay! I'll walk!" She pouted.

He smiled. " Just focus of Felix or me. Make it me. We don't need to tripping down the stairs. " He teased.

Hand started down as she kicked at him. " Bite me. " She barked playfully.

It caught the attention of her brother. He smiled, and gave her a thumbs up from the bottom of the stairs. Han joined the group, and smiled back at her to. She took a deep breath, and sighed softly. Now, or never.

It would have to be now, because if she didn't and she got caught, Han would happily drag her down kicking and screaming. He'd been waiting to get her set up for ages now. Finally she was at least attempting a date.

Y/N took the first step, and then the rest came way easier as she reached the bottom. Felix's attention was on her In a heartbeat. He smiled as she caught his eyes. Han fake pouted when she glanced at him. Y/N fought a giggle joining them, and the rest of Stray Kids. Obviously they'd come to see them off, happy that Felix was getting out for a while and interested to meet Y/N after she stole Han away.

She tried not to get overwhelmed by all of the boys around her. Easy enough when she was tackled in a hug by Han and her brother. Both felt like family. " Our little girl is all grown up! " Han yelled.

" Again!" Her brother cried on her shoulder.

She giggled and pushed them off, or rather Felix did. He smiled and took her hand. " Let's get out of here before they really cry. " He chuckled.

~~~~~~

The date was nice. Okay, It was a fucking dream. Felix was a gentleman, and wonderful person, and sexy as hell. Everytime he'd give her even a side glance she felt her cheeks tint pink. She'd press her thighs together just to tease him. He would run her hand up her thigh to do the same. Creeping closer and closer as the night went on.

Eventually they ended up back at her brother's house, and in the hot tub together. Their clothes stripped on the way in, her in her underwear, and him the same. She couldn't help the magmatism she felt towards him, and he ate it up.

Felix would whisper sweet sensual things against her skin. His deepest tone sent chills across her skin, and so he continued in exactly that tone. He nipped at her neck once to gauge her reaction to it, and when she laid her head back and nearly moaned he smirked against the spot. " Someone likes biting... " He muttered before dragging his teeth against her neck teasingly.

" S-shut up.. " she whined grinding down on him accidentally.

" Nah.. it's fun. " He feathered kisses along her collarbone. " So beautiful. Pretty. Just for me. " His eyes traced every inch of her. " Perfect. " He purred softly pressing his lips against her collar bone.

She melted Into his touch. His whispers sending continuous chills and wetness between her thighs. She leaned into him, craving more and more. " I don't believe that..."

His hand trailed from her waist to her thighs and down between her legs. " I have a feeling that if we were in hot water right now, your body, these thighs, would tell me the truth. So tell me that again if you can. Do you really not believe that?"

Her breath hitched being caught in her own lie. " I.. "

He rubbed circles on her thighs gently. " Use your words Beautiful. " He smirked watching her come undone by his hands. " I'm waiting. I can always leave. "

She gasped softly. " You... You wouldn't dare..." She opened her eyes and looked into his. They were teasing and seductive. Holding lust and desire for her, and her alone. She wanted him to, but not just as a one time thing. " F-felix. "

" Yes, Y/N?" He asked a gently smile appearing on his lips.

" I... I don't want this to be a one night thing. " She looked down. He was an idol. She was an average girl who happened to live near where they stayed.

He frowned softly. " Don't look so down. " Felix lifted her chin upwards. Their eyes met, and he smiled again. " This definitely isn't a one time thing. I've never felt sparks like this. "

She blushed, and he lifted her out of the water. " Let's go to your room?" He asked a sly smile on his lips. That deep voice sent thrills through her, and she wasn't going to lie she wanted to take him to her room for sure.

" Okay... But what about the others? They are all still here aren't they?" She asked shyly.

" Hmm. Yeah and probably near the stairs or around them playing some games or something. " He thought for a moment before walking her up to the door to the kitchen. " Shh. Just be surprised and let me do the work. " He smirked.

"Wha-!" He picked her up like she weighed nothing, and put her over his shoulder. She fit perfectly. Y/N kicked for a moment before seeing the others watch them. She instantly stilled, and blushed brightly.

Her brother stood for a moment before Han gently pushed him back down. " She'll be fine. Just trust me. " He grinned with a wink to Y/N as Feliz carried her up the stairs forcefully.

" This is kidnapping!" She yelled down.

" Your not a kid. Bye. " Han called playfully.

Felix chuckled, and continued up to her room with a little reluctant guidance. He tossed her on her bed, and playfully pounced on her as well. " Now, where were we?" He grinned.

" I... Umm... " She bit her cheek, and reached up to run a finger down his. " I believe I was grinding against you, and you were about to do something about it?"

" Ahh yes..." He leaned down into the crook of her neck. " I was wasn't I? " His deep voice set butterflies off in her belly all over again, and his hands trailed from her sides down her hips. He caught the edge of her bikini bottoms, and tugged them down while pulling her into a passionate kiss. " Mine?"

" Yours. " Y/N said softly through pants. " I'll be yours Felix. "

A/N: Sorry if this one is shitty! Hi everyone I'm back. Lol I've had some bad writers block but I'm back and trying to finish some stories up and also start on new ones. :3 next out should be a Yoongi/Namjoon/Y/N