Twelve

"You're my best friend. I just kinda got out of hand I think," he said nervously.

"Oh okay."

That broke your heart but you already expected it either way, "So want to continue?"

"Um yeah," as you both started practicing over and over again the only thing Jungkook thought was about that kiss while you did too. Once you both decided it was time to finish you were both really sweaty.

"So Jungkook, what inspired you to do this song? I never asked you that."

Jungkook didn't know if he should tell you the truth about it either, "Oh um. Love. Love inspired me. We should get going. I'll drive you."

You both got in the car and Jungkook gave you a hug before you got off. You head inside and saw Ada on her phone on the couch. She saw you leaving to your room with tears in your eyes.

Meanwhile
"HYUNGS I FUCKED UP!"

"Profanity!" Namjoon yelled back.

"I FUCKING KISSED HER."

"Again profani—WHAT?" Everyone stood up confused.

"Are you dating her?" Jimin asked but Jungkook shook his head. Everyone stayed lost.

"She asked me if I like her but I said she's my best friend. Do you understand what I'm trying to say?" He started shaking Jimin a little nervously.

"Look chill."

"I can't chill. I love her hyung! I'm just afraid of rejection! But I had to go and ruin it all with a kiss. A stupid but amazing and sweet kiss," Jungkook complained sitting down on the couch.

"Oooo how was it?" Taehyung asked.

Jungkook smiled, "Her lips taste like cherry. They are so cute and soft."

"Shut up," Yoongi scoffed. "Jungkook you need to confess."

"I can't. I just can't. I'm afraid she will hate me. Either way I'm not good enough for her," he said. "She's amazing, sweet, beautiful."

"Come on Kookie. You're our Maknae. Everyone loves you," Hoseok insisted. "Plus if she doesn't hate you now for kissing her then she won't hate you for confessing."

Jungkook stayed silent and head to his room.

"This is bad," Taehyung said. The others agreed.

"Imagine how destroyed Y/n is right now," Namjoon said. "Just imagine if Jungkook is this way. What about her?"

"Imma go see her," Jimin said getting his keys. Namjoon followed as well. The boys got in the car and drove over to your building. They knocked on the door and Ada answered.

"We heard everything. Where is she?"

"Her room. Thanks for coming," she said letting them in. They ran over to the room and opened the door without hesitation to see you crying on the floor.

"Y/n!" Jimin said as he ran over to you and hugged you tight while Namjoon followed after him.

"Please don't cry it's gonna be okay," Jimin said trying to make you feel better.

"I...love him. We kissed. It was amazing but I guess it was only magical for me. He stole my first kiss either way," you said looking down still teary.

"Your first kiss?" Jimin asked and looked at Namjoon.

"Yeah. Now I have to live knowing that the person who stole my first kiss didn't feel anything with it."

The boys stayed silent knowing you were wrong.

"Look please rest," Namjoon said. "You still have to see him. Doing this won't change anything."

"It breaks my heart. Every time I see him my heart beats faster but with what he said I felt destroyed."

"You have to practice tomorrow with him too," Jimin added.

"Tell him I'm sick. I don't want to go. Just for tomorrow. I need a day off."

They both helped you stand up and walk to your bed.

"Thank you for coming," you smiled.

"How will we not?" Namjoon chuckled. "We will get going now. Goodnight."

They both head out as you head straight to sleep.

The next morning...
The boys told Jungkook that you were sick and he suddenly got worried. He left his room and tried to run out but Hoseok stopped him.

"Please Jungkook."

"But what if she's with a really bad fever? What if she is feeling really bad? What if she needs me?"

They made Jungkook sit back down. Jungkook didn't listen to anyone. He got himself ready but the others tried to block the exits. He was way too strong for that to happen. He moved them out of the way and ran outside. He didn't even hesitate to get in the car and drive to you. Even if you weren't sick he wanted to be with you. Once he arrived Ada was shocked to see him there.

"Where is she?"

"In bed," Ada said. Jungkook walked in and went straight inside and saw you in bed. You suddenly woke up and saw him there.

"Jungkook?" You asked confused. You actually were kind of sick. Yesterday you woke up at night with a fever. Now you woke up with a headache.

"Are you okay?" He asked closing the door and walking to you. "I wanted to see how you were doing."

"I-I'm—," you suddenly sneezed which Jungkook found really cute. He walked over to you and sat next to you but you tried moving away from him and he noticed. He put his warm hand on your forehead and stayed a little shocked.

"You have a fever!"

"I'm fine," you said but he didn't listen. He made you lay down even though you didn't want to but you loved it when he took care of you. He went outside and came back.

"Look drink this. It's gonna make you feel better,"

You shook your head, "I don't want to."

"Please listen to me. Drink it," he sounded a little demanding so you followed his order.

"I didn't want you to come."

Jungkook sighed, "I think I know. I'm sorry but I can't leave you alone and sick."

"I'm not-," you sneezed again. "Sick."

"Yes you are. Please just let me take care of you for once," he hold your hand gently and moved a piece of your hair to the back of your ear. Then the door opened revealing all the boys.

"Oh okay um. I'm sorry we tried to stop him," Namjoon said.

"It's fine. I'm actually with a fever. I woke up at night and I felt so bad. Now when I woke up I had a headache."

"I think we should go. You too Jungkook," Jimin said signaling him to leave.

"Actually let him stay. It's gonna be—," you then sneezed again. "Fine."

The others left and closed the door.

"Why didn't you want me here?" Jungkook asked.

"I-I didn't want to see you," you said not facing him.

Jungkook sighed, "But why? You know that hurts me right?"

"You know I get hurt too right?" He stayed silent.

"Just sleep for a few. I'll be here," he laid next to you and started playing with your hair until you fell asleep. You woke up hours later and he was still there looking at you.

"Why you still here?" You asked feeling way better.

"Why can I not?"

You smiled at him which made his heart melt.

"Tomorrow is our first performance together for the song. If you are still not feeling good for it then we shouldn't do it."

"It's fine. I really want to do it," you insisted.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. I think I'll be fine tomorrow. Now that you take care of me I'll be perfectly fine."

He smiled at you.

"It's getting a little late and I didn't even eat breakfast so do you want to eat lunch together?" He asked standing up. You nod and quickly change even though you were a little sick.

You head outside with Jungkook and once you arrived you both went hand by hand. You noticed a couple of twenty camera men taking pictures of you. Jungkook grabbed your hand and ran with you inside trying to lose them.

"I'm so sorry," he apologized.

"It's fine. Don't worry," you both sit down at the table but there were still people outside with cameras. You knew that would not end up good.

"We could go back if you want," he suggested and you agreed. He grabbed your hand and tried to escape with you. Luckily you left and with him and head back home.

"We should just eat here. There's so many people outside."

Suddenly Jimin appeared and smirked, "Eat what?"

"Jimin why are you here?"

Jimin chuckled, "The others left me and Taehyung alone so we are bored."

Jungkook sighed and looked at his hyung, "Like always. We just came back to eat cause there were lots of people there."

"I made food if you don't mind. It's on the table," he said pointing at it.

"Thank you Jimin oppa!" You smiled running to him and hugging him.

Jungkook didn't like that 'oppa' thing. Not one bit. He started getting jealous. After eating food you both head back to the living room but nobody was there making it awkward for you both.

"Um so. What do you want to do?"

"It's your house. I don't know. I think you should rest though. Tomorrow is the show and you were with fever this morning," he sat next to you on the couch making you a little nervous.

"Well yeah. I want to wait for Ada though. She isn't here yet."

After that it stayed silent until he spoke. Jungkook knew he had to say something, "Look I'm still really sorry."

"It's fine. You can forget it."

"I shouldn't have done that though. I'm so sorry," he couldn't even face you to tell you he was sorry. He was broken.

"It's gonna be fine. It was just a kiss."

Obviously for you it wasn't just a kiss and neither for him. Jungkook wasn't feeling well enough with the topic either way, "I need to get going. I'll see you tomorrow. Take care."

He stood up and walked towards the door as you followed him.

"Um Jungkook."

He turned around a little confused, "Hmm?"

You hugged him tight and he stayed shocked but hugged you back.

"Thank you for everything since the day I met you. You've been so nice to me and helped me every time. Thank you."

"No problem. I'm always here for you," he smiled at you and then left. In the morning you didn't want to see him but now you don't want to let him leave. Every time he said sorry that hurt you more. That's when Ada came back with Namjoon and Jimin.

"Everything okay?" Jimin asked coming in.

"He just left and I don't think I want him to leave."

"I'm going to catch up to him. Take care," Jimin left and ran up to Jungkook who was walking back home.

"Jungkook! Wait! Why'd you leave?"

"Cause I fucked up Jimin. I still remember the amazing kiss but she surely didn't feel anything with it. That breaks my heart!"

Tears were rolling down his face and the only thing Jimin could do was comfort him.

"It's gonna be okay. Don't worry about it."

When all the boys were back at their house they all gathered up to talk about some 'business'. Except for Jungkook cause he was in bed too tired to be in any drama.

"What's the business?"

"The business is that Jungkook needs to confess," Yoongi said straight to the point.

"We all know that but he doesn't want to because he is afraid of rejection even though they love each other," Namjoon said. All the members knew about you both and liking each other by now.

"Look he is a grown up man already but it's normal to be afraid of confessing. Only a couple months passed since we met Mixta and he has been really happy but also really scared of seeing her. They have been close millions of times and they even kissed but Jungkook still doesn't think he is good enough for her," Taehyung agreed. "She is destroyed and Jungkook too."

"Hmm?" A sleepy Jungkook randomly walked to the living room.

"Nothing go back to sleep. Sleep is good," Yoongi said and Jungkook went back to bed.

The next day Jungkook went over to Mixta's house to check up on you. Ada opened the door for him and he went straight to your room. He knocked on the door and waited. Once you opened the door he smiled with his cute bunny teeth.

"Why so early?"

"Were you sleeping?" He asked sitting next to you in bed.

"Drawing," you showed him the drawings inside and he smiled at seeing how good you drew them.

"Is that—"

"Nothing."

He stopped at a page and took the book while you hid behind a pillow.

"Aww this is so cute! It's me?" Jungkook smiled. His heart was beating faster and faster.

"Um yeah."

"Here is another picture of me!" Jungkook said excited.

"Yah Jungkook stop!"

"You are really good at drawing. Like really good. I want to try drawing you," you shook your head and tried to cover your face but Jungkook took your hands away. He laid back on the couching so he was now facing you. Your hands were down and your hair went in front of your face.

"Beautiful," you could hear him mumbling that word over and over again. Then he was finished.

"Perfection. I'm done. See. You look so beautiful."

"Jungkook I didn't know you could draw so well!"

"Look keep it," he hands it to you but you give it back.

"No you keep it. Take it with you so you could remember me every time."

Jungkook felt his heart sinking. He would never forget you. Suddenly you heard your phone buzz.

TaeTae💜 (1)

"You have Taehyung as TaeTae?" Jungkook asked a little jealous. "What do you have me as?"

"Not telling," you went to Taehyung's chat and saw what he sent.

>

Yeah he is here next to me.<

>Just making sure.
>Tell him to behave.
>And that the show is today at 6pm.

Ok ok.<

"He said that today—"

Jungkook chuckled, "I saw your phone I know. Also I didn't know you had me as my Kookie. You could've written Kookie but you wrote MY infront of Kookie. Why was that?"

"Well... um.."

"Yes?" He asked moving closer to you. He liked teasing you for some reason. He really enjoyed it.

"I don't know okay! I just think of you as my Kookie," you said in embarrassment.

"Cute. So I'm your Kookie?"

"Shut up!"

"I like that name," he said and you froze. RIP. Jungkook loved that nickname and now that you had him that way on your phone it made him die. He wanted to be yours completely and you to be his.

"I think we should start heading out. The show is in two hours."

"Yeah true," you and Jungkook head out with Ada and arrived to the place. The other boys were there too. You and Jungkook started to get ready as you noticed it was matching outfits.

You both head out and everyone started to clap and scream. The song started and over millions of people died seeing that you both were dancing really close. Once it was over you both were face to face bodies almost touching but you both backed away and waved to the audience. Once you head backstage with the others they started cheering for you both.

"That was amazing!!!" The boys cheered as well. Then they started announcing some awards. The last one was for best romantic dance. That's when everyone went wild and started cheering for you both.

"Wait we got nominated?"

"Yeah looks like," Jungkook shrugged. Suddenly they said yours and Jungkook's name. You and Jungkook head outside kinda shocked about all that. They hand you the trophy and you stayed speechless.

"Wow I can't believe this already. Thank you guys for all the love and support. We love you all!!" There was a lot of clapping as you head back to the others. As soon as you all arrive to your house everyone went to to celebrate.

"So you guys want to stay here?"

Jimin nod, "Sure if it's okay with you."

"Of course it is. We should all sleep now. It's getting really late," you waved to the boys as Jungkook followed to your room. He laid down in bed and only looked over at you.

"Why you staring?!"

"Cause you look really pretty," he chuckled. "Don't you know that you are really pretty?"

"No."

"Come here," he said so you sat next to him in bed. That's when Jungkook got the courage and went ahead to say it. He heard a bit of his hyung's conversation that time. He wanted to say those three words. He had to get over this already. Plus he put the clues together and figured out your feelings too.

"Y/n."

"Yes?"

"I love you."

~TBC~
[2019]