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Year 2017, November 22

I can't believe dad grounded me. He actually confiscated my phone. Unbelievable.

Now I had no way of contacting Suga Oppa and getting news on what was going on. I could always use Ha-neul's phone to message him - she have his number - but I doubt he'd reply if I texted from her number. I didn't want to use anyone else's phone in case his number goes viral.

And that had been two weeks ago!

After we had talked to BangPD and sorted everything out, father demanded an explanation as to what I was thinking falling asleep with a boy. Even if that boy was Suga, he was still a boy and I was still a girl. That's when he had confiscated my phone and grounded me.

By grounded I mean asked me not to set foot in BigHit entertainment or genius studio until he gives me back my phone.

Things only spiralled downwards when I finally did go home. Ha-neul was so mad at me that she screamed at me for a whole hour before packing her stuff and leaving - I knew she'd be safe in one of her other friends houses.

Currently, I was sitting in a cafe with my head buried in my hand. We had an hour long break before moving to the cram school. I normally spent this time with Ha-neul, but she still wasn't speaking to me, so Mira had dragged me out with her friends - none of whom I really knew.

Worst yet, everyone was busy digging their phones to really hold a conversation so I was bored out of my mind.

"Eun-Ha-chan, how long are you going to pout about being grounded?" Mira's voice singsonged, her hand patting my head. "If you miss your Oppa, just go and meet him."

"I can't just go there Mira-san. He's a very busy person, I don't want to disturb him. Also the reason I'm grounded is so I won't meet him." I whined, not lifting my head. I was feeling crappy enough without my phone and internet access. What I didn't think I would really miss was texting Suga.

It wasn't as if we spoke often back when I had my phone either. Yet I got at least one message from him every single day, even just a picture of some utter nonsense that is completely irrelevant.

Besides who knew how long they'll be in the country this time? I wanted to spend whatever time I could with him.

The only reason I didn't go looking for him, even though I could, was because their was reason behind me being grounded. Reporters we're constantly being a nuisance to the boys about that scandal and being seen with me wouldn't help.

Which is the only reason I'm keeping my frustration and not blowing up at anyone. It was my fault to begin with.

"Are you sure he isn't your boyfriend Eun-Ha-chan?" Mira teased, bumping her shoulder against mine. "Because you certainly act as if he is. You've been pouting and whining about not being able to text him or talk to him for the entire week."

"No, he's like an elder brother to me, just like Ha-Jun Oppa." I grumbled into the table. "I'm just worried over what's happening Mira-san. Things were bad enough when I left. Appa wouldn't even give me the chance to tell bye. He was that angry."

Sighing with sympathy, Mira pat my back.

"Did you guys hear, Suga answered what was going on with that girl during the fansign today." One of the girls suddenly exclaimed. My head shot off the table and I sat straighter. My eyes were wide, and stared at the girl expectantly.

If they found my behaviour weird, no one voiced it.

"Geez, you're such a fan. Are you sure your bias isn't Suga? The moment you hear someone mention him you get all hawk eared." Mira teased me with a chuckled.

Ignoring her I asked the girl, "what did he say?"

Looking back at he phone she shrugged. "Just that she is a really good friend."

I kept staring at her, waiting for more. That couldn't possibly be it. Seeing me staring, she shrugged again.

"That all their is."

I sighed, chewing on my lip as my gaze dropped to the table. That wasn't helpful at all. I really want to know what on earth is going on with them, but I don't have my phone or a way to contact Suga - who was the only bangtan boys number I had.

Hmm... I could always talk to Sejinssi, dad didn't exactly forbid me from doing that. The problem is, I can't remember his number.

"Are you sure you're not in love with Suga instead of Jungkook?" Mira asked. Her question was directed at me. I mean duh, Mira and I were the only two in the table who even spoke English.

I just looked at her blankly. She always gets back to this topic when we talk about BTS.

"Come on Eun-Ha-chan. Everyone was talking about Jungkook and how cute he was and you were barely paying attention, but the moment Rua-chi mentioned Suga you were like 'what happened?' Also you look so depressed that he has a girlfriend." Mira told softly so only the two of us could hear.

I didn't know how to answer her without telling the truth, so I stayed silent. How do I explain that the love I have for Jungkook is that of a fan, while the love I held for Suga was more raw and... real.

Not that a fan's love wasn't real. But loving a person you know compared to a person you only knew through the internet, television and videos is different. Which is why I felt more protective of Suga than I ever did over Jungkook.

"Guys we better get going. Ji-hee said she'd meet us in half-an-hour, we're late as it is." One of the girls suddenly stood up as she announced this. All our gazes drifted to her.

Grumbling everyone, aside from me and Mira, started packing their stuff to leave. Mira and I went to a different cram school from the others. Telling goodbye, to us they all left, so me and Mira were the only ones left.

"So, what are shall we do?" I asked her, looking around the cafe. Normally we'd have headed straight to cram school after school, but today we had an hour free so we were wringing it.

"How about the karaoke until cram school?" Mira suggested.

I nodded and looked at the time. "We don't have enough time." I wrinkled my nose. "Let's go after school." I suggested, finding an excuse to stay away from the dorm as long as possible. It was awkward being with Ha-neul who hated me.

"Ha-neul needs to get over herself." Mira, who knew what was happening between us, rolled her eyes. "She's your best friend, she should know best that you'd never sleep around with her ex. You haven't even had your first kiss yet, much less a boyfriend. How she came to that conclusion is beyond me."

"Well, she did find us sleeping together." I mumbled in her defence.

"Eun-Ha-chan, you knew him before she even knew him. He's one of your friends too. And as you said, this wasn't the first time you both has slept together, something Ha-neul knew." Mira deadpanned.

I sighed hitting my head on the tabletop, and staying their.

"This is such a mess." I moaned.

"Don't worry, everything'll work out." Mira sighed, stroking my hair. I only pressed my forehead harder on the table.

"Did you talk to your father?" Mira asked.

I cringed shaking my head. "I'm banned from setting foot in his work place and my phone is with him. I have no way of contacting him."

That's when I got an idea and sat up, with bright eyes. I turned to Mira with a grin.

"Mira-chi~". I sang making her lean away from me, with a suspicious look. "Can we skip school today, and can you take me somewhere?"

Mira stared at me for a long time, while I continued giving her a sweet smile.

"Where is it that you want to go?" She asked, already giving in. If it's no she'd not have bothered asking. She was very much like Suga on that count. Both of them were bluntly honest and never beat around the bush.

"Ha-Jun Oppa's dorm." I replied, fluttering my eyelashes at her.

Sighing she grumbled something in her mother tongue. Not that I don't understand japanese, but I was still learning. And she talked too fast for me to keep track of everything she says.

"Fine, let's go.". She grumbled, putting in her bag. Squealing I lunged at her, giving her a tight hug. Grumbling again, she patted my back awkwardly before pushing me off. Laughing, I pulled on my own bag, before we paid for our food and headed out.

I would have gone alone, but even after all these years all of Seoul looks the same to me. I was still prone to getting lost, which is why I needed Mira to come with me.

"Why do you want to see your brother all of a sudden?" Mira asked as we excited the cafe.

"I'm hoping he'd talk to Appa." I replied, giving her a hopeful smile. Pressing her lips together she shook her head.

The rest of the way, we walked to the bush stop in silence. Catching the bus, we settled next to each other and, pulling out my phone I listened to songs while she dug around her phone until we reached our destination.

Knocking on his room door, we both stood outside until someone let us inside.

The door opened suddenly with a bang making hot me and Mira to jump. Wide eyes we looked at Guren Oppa - who had opened the door.

"Ah, Eun-Ha-ah. It just you... and a friend." He said looking put out as he stepped aside for us to enter.

"Were you waiting for someone?" I asked with a chuckle. Stepping inside I took off my school shoes and switched to the slippers Guren put out for us. Mira following after me.

"The pizza man." Guren replied to me before shouting, "Junie! Eun-Ha is here."

I heard a crash, a curse, a door banging shut, more curses before my brother came rushing out of his room.

"Eun-Ha." He cried before enveloping me tightly in his arm, squeezing the living daylights out of me. Laughing I hugged him back, until it became impossible to breath. I hit his back and he let go of me, grinning widely.

"Ah, my cute little sister, I missed you." He singsoned, pinching my cheeks. Laughing I swatted away his hands before turning to introduce Mira.

"This is Mira-san, from Japan. She's my friend." I said.

"Nice to meet you." Mira said with a smile, bowing down at the waist. "Please take... care of me."

"It's okay Mira-san, Ha-Jun Oppa understands English as well as me, so you can talk to him in English too." I informed her.

"Why is that?" Ha-Jun asked looking at both of us.

"Mira-san is still learning Korean, so she finds it hard to understand or speak." I explained.

"Ah, don't worry about that in our dorm then. All the boys understand English fine, and Guren is Japanese too, so we understand basic Japanese as well." Ha-Jun told her, giving her a bright smile. Yes my brother was quite charming, but just to be clear he wasn't flirting with her. He was just trying to make her feel comfortable.

"Oh, thank you, I'll go find Guren-san then, let you two talk. Maybe you can lift Eun-Ha-chan's mood." She told him. Sending a wink my way she was off, exploring the dorm on her own.

Her word made Oppa to turn to me with worry. "Is everything fine Eun-Ha?"

Sighing I shook my head. Taking his hand, I took him to his room, where we could talk in private. Settling down on his bed while he locked the door. He knew it must've something to do with BigHit.

I told him what happened all those days ago, the rumours circulating and father grounding me and taking away from me. We both knew he probably forgot he even had it with all his work, but I wasn't allowed to set foot in BigHit to ask it back and I would only get myself lost if I go trying to find where he lived.

"Wow, that quite a mess you two have created." He whistled. Looking at the ceiling in thought, we both fell in to a comfortable silence. Whatever Ha-Jun Oppa come up with would work, he was super smart after all.

He continued staring at the ceiling while I continued to stare at him. Heaving a deep sigh, he looked down, studying me.

"I guess you miss Yoongi." He told making me nod my head without second thought.

"I'm worried about him... them. Mostly him, but all of them. You know everything they had to go through to get here. I don't want to be the reason for more hardship for them." I said, tears pooling in my eyes at the thought.

"Do you want me to talk to your father?" He asked, a knowing smile already in his lips. I pouted at him he already knew my answer. Laughing he ruffled my hair, "alright, I'll talk to him, you can go back to flirting with Yoongi soon."

"Yah! I don't flirt with Suga Oppa!" I exclaimed throwing the first thing that came to my hand. Luckily, it was his pillow.

A/N~
Hey ARMY!
Firstly, so sorry for the late update. My computer and tab is still broken and I hardly edited this to publish -so sorry for any mistakes.
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